Kiss Nemo

farked-up!!!!

2006-05-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

Im back! Woohoo~.. Ok,some ppl pestered me update! Hahax! But,nothings interesting lah to blog!

urrggh!! niwei..i lost my ic for de 2nd time! woohoo~! best kan? all my savings since i start work..wil be gone!!! arrghh! geram.. pls.. i beg! de 'person' who stole my coin pouch,pls return it to me asap! gawd.. *adelah..al-kisah disebaliknyer..*

n today,after making a police report..went back home. believe it onot!? yes! I WENT HOME!! it was sooo boring! b4 i went home,met chekyah @ CP. ders a carnival..n she's a volunteer der. catched de latest gossips (ahakz!) n den proceed home.

n something happened @ home. if i'd known,i wud juz sit ard @ civic or de libr. damnit! de story's like tiz....

mase ku alek,i was damn hungry but ku tgk nasi ade belen cket je. so..do i gif a damn bout it? NO! i juz ate.. but suddenly i heard.. "balek je mkn! da lah tak tolong! aku jek kemas umah..huh! terima kasih dgn aku pun takde!"

Watta heck?!

My sis..or rather..mak-nenek is saying dat to me! Fark.. All tiz while wat she does in de house,she expects me to say tenkiu?! puhleez lah blang dier ehk! selama nie pun bkn dier yg uat keje rumah..its MY MOM!! ok?! it sounds stupid if u wan me 2 say thank u every time u did d household chore! so,next tym if i sweep de hs,say thank u! n if i carry de baby when he's crying,dun 4get to thank me! n wen my mom does all de chores during wkdays.. THANK MY MOM,u idiot!!

Urrgghh!!!! im so farked up!

k..i'd better stop now b4 i use all de vulgarities!

BYE!

Mepekx! ;p

2006-05-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

Salam'Alaik!

Im back finally,using my comp @ home.. Da pulih dari penyakit nyer. Amin.. Hehex!

Anyway,wanna talk a lil' bit abt last wk's Maulud held @ Madr Aljunied. It was my first tym der.. Hmm,astually i was looking fwd for de nasyid! ;) Ade UNIC beb.. n of course,Junied was der. Heartts 'em,or rather..i heartts nasyid! Must support local one mah~.. Hahakx! *Kental ker aku nie!? Ish!*

Oh yah,to 'him'.. Stop acting! Ur not acting in a drama k?! Ur in reality. Tink im stoopid?! *Lek sua..* U tink i wanna help? If u aint seious in lyf,i dun tink i shud help. U can help urself to de pretty gerls out der. Ur so shameless! like wat she she call u.. 'shameless brat!' hahaha!

Oh my! im sooo bad!

Kekeke..

But for all i noe,i support LOCAL NASYID! Bluekx~!

Well..Welll.. Just now in de aftann,went to bugis wif chayunk. Did some shopping wif him. Hahah.. He bought himself a pair of jeans from Giordano. Cost 30% discount! Cheap huh?! $23 for jeans.. Hehx! Den he bought a green digital couple watch for us.. For our anniversary tmrw.. Yg ke.. 1yr n 8mths! Weehee.. Thank u dearie!

I love him so muchh!!

Next wk,kite p shopping lagik k?! Oh yah,he's staring his duty tmrw @ Cantonment.. Best of luck! =)

Psst..Ayg,i love de surprise just now! Cant wait for dat 'BIG DAY'!! Good luck.. Mwahh2!

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2006-04-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

Weee~!

Im back again! In de library now. Feeling sooo bored n lonely,but i aint a lone ranger ok?! Heheh..

Back from work,saw Ira n Fara @ Marina Bay station.. *Mcm biase lah budak2 nie.. Piknik kat sane!* Sat wif 'em..n waited for 'dat train' wif 'someone' in it.. But 'he' didnt appear.. Kecian Ira~!... Upset2~.. Waited for about 3-4 trains n after dat,we boarded it.

Dat someone is... 'JENG~JENG~JENG' Cant tell u! Ahakz~! Saw 'him' once. Nak kate hensem,bole tahan uh.. Budak Madr Aljunied,wer my chayunk's school is last time.. I love 'his' voice,but i love my chayunk more of course!! :D Ira jek yg tergila-gilakan kat mamat tuh! Haha..

Wokay2.. Yesterday @ work, dat 'BOB-YEAH-YEAH' tried to 'psst-psst' wif me..Eeeyyuuuu~!! I dun like u ok! Pls stop giving me tat kinda look! Told chayunk bout it,n he says... "Langkah mayat i dulu ar bilang dia!!" N i was like.. "U! U mati ke hidup ke..I tetap taknak dia!" N we bof laughed like hell.. Pls eh,i only love my chayunk!! Kekeke...

Hmm.. Im feeling a bit giddy now. Started my diet again.. N i feel like i cant take it lar.. Haiz.. How to go for my 'outing' wif Iesma later? Haiyo... *Leceh~!*

K lah..Gotta log off now! Tc ya'll! Mwah3~...

Stressed up!!

2006-04-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik!

Wah~! So loongg i didnt update huh! Da sebulan lebih seh... Lots of things happened from de time i didnt update till now. Mcm2 cerita!

Dari cerita..
Ilmy:
-'tulutnye discolate' n kene masok hospital *tsk2*..
-time dia P.O.P,dia tak dpt masok marchi sama dgn geng dia..terpaksa jadi cameraman! *haha*
-n he's got his posting!!!! Dpt CID! =)) gumbira tak terkato!!

Abt Me?:
Went out wif this 'bitch'.. who called me 'sundal' becoz of how i wear my tudung.. huh!! Menyampah.. N she's so rude. N i mean,very rude!!! Alot of things happened,but nvm..malas nak ckp pasal bdk ni.. Lagipun,dia masih budak2..

K2...

Crite skit2 da lah.. Ni,comp kat rumah rosak..gara2 anak sedara kite yg suke godeh2.. best gitu!!! skrg ni pun @ libr! *arrghhh!!*

Ok,im so bored.. My working time is now CONFIRM.. !0am-3.30pm. That's it! No more OT! Its all becoz of Kak Meh!! Bingit..

Hmmm... K lah,log out dlu.. Next tym wen im free,i'll update again! tata..

Bluek! ;p

2006-03-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Damn! Im so pissed off!! $18 gone just like dat!! Fcuk!! $2.99/min.. x 6mins= Almost $18 just for fcuking r'tone!!! Eeeeeiiiiiii!!!!! Geram nyer!!!!! $18 can buy me a new skirt,or a new bag!!!! Gerammmmm!!!! Bingiitttt!!! That company cheated me! De msg is soooo long-winded! Urgh!!!!

Cooooooooolllllllll............

Breathe in..... Breathe out.......... Breathe in..... Breathe out..........

Urrggh!!!! Yada-yada-yada~~~~~.......

Ok2,enuff of tt!!

Anyway,tmrw's my 18th mth anni wif chayunk! :D Happy banget nie.. To chayunk,sorry for wateva's happened lately. I've been keeping myself quiet tiz few days. Sorry frenz.. I just hope tt history wont repeat. Let bygone be bygone. I wanna be happy with what i have now. No regrets! Just need to tidy up..n do a bit of changes to myself. :)

Well,chayunk wil POP on de 14th Apr. Yippie! Hope he'll get wat he wishes for aite. Gud luck dearie..

k lah,signing off now.. But b4 tt,IM STILL PISSED OFF WIF TT FCUKING CHEATING $18 R'TONE!!!

Eeekk!! Bluek.. Tata!

=))

2006-03-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

Aloha..Im back! =)

Yesterday,i had another birthday gift. From Kak Ju.. I didnt expect larr actually. She gave the Blue Esprit bag which i wanted to buy with Asyikah maybe around next wk. Heheh.. Oh Syika,dun weri! Im still buying another one. A black one..duh~! As if u dunoe me.. ;p *K kae.. Ade sesape lagi yg nak kasi hadiah tak?? Eek! Tak malu!*

Oh ppl,rmmbr my previous entry abt de guy whom chayunk asked me to take de documents from? Okay..... It was a SURPRISE afterall! Hehehe.. Chayunk told me to mit his fren @ 6,n so i did. Waited @ de fon booth near de escalator @ Woodlands Regional Int.. N suddenly when i turned my body ard,i saw HIM! Hehx! Its CHAYUNK!!! Happy dok.. *ader2 je msg aku mcm2 psl 'kwn' dia!* Cehh.. He cud go out from camp,but must be back de next morning(Thurs morn).. So,we went to haf dinner @ BK n den just sit ard @ Civic Ctr. After tiz n tat..we wanted to go off @ 9.15 but end up,we saw Chicken n Aden,so lepaks again! Hahah..

Niwei,yesterday we went out again wif de Pkrions to Marina Park. Had de biggest quarrel of my life yesterday(i guess).. Till i hurt myself sumhow. Haizz... Im sorry dear,i oni love u lehh.. But its so sad u noe abt wat happen yesterday. now,i've already made a promise,n i've done my part.. I hope u can do it too.

To de PKrions,thx.. U guys r a BIG HELP! =)

N i had fun wif u guys( Chicken, Oda, Aden, Tofik, Fir, Halem n Chayunk) yesterday late nite @ Bukit Batok.. *Sshhhh* Its a secret. First time eh ngn korg?! Its kinda eerie tho'.. N de cockroach membuatku gelihati dgn prangai MasHalem.. Salah org lah Oda ko suro bunoh itu lipas! Hehe..

Hrmm.. Tats all for my post today.. Tata!

Macam2 Nimo..

2006-02-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

Blupp~ Blupp's~ back!

Hahaha..

Still in de mood of my bday?! Nyah~!.. Yesterday,had my belated bday surprise frim Chek'Yah! *Ingat kan ape lah..* Hehehe.. Went off from my werkplc @ 8 n went strait to Bugis n met up wif Chek'Yah. She told me to just follow her..n we end up stopping in front of Swensens n... Duh~! Hehe.. "Table for 2!"

Cudnt decide on what ice-cream i wanna eat! Hahah.. End up,eating choc ice-cream. Yummy~! Delicious.. *I cant rmbr lah wats de name of de ice-cream* Chit-chatted n walked off from Swens almost @ 10.. Wah! I didnt expect a treat from u dearie.. Thx eh dayah!!? Chayunk ko! Mwah3!!

N thx to Kak Su for de pink blouse =) no wonder on Saturday she kept asking me wats my size coz i said her blouse is nice. *Tak sangke ehk!* thx alot! next tym we wear togeder geder k? Hahakz!!

Ok,im feeling so tired today! Met up wif Haidar just now n sent my libr books. Went to 'tat' Jap restaurant n i blanja him sushi! Wah.. *Mkn lah byk2,mentang2 free kan,mestilah sodap!?!* Heheh.. once in awhile,i can be a very nice auntie.. Eek! Bluek!

Hrmm..Chayunk msg-ed me just now. Asked fer my help. Shud i or shud i not help him? *segan uh..* Well,he wanted me to meet up wif his guy-fren tmrw n take some documents from him. Alahai~... How leh?! 'Den how sey..' Hohoho! Thot of slacking wif mun tmrw after werk. She'll be finishing sch @ 5. But,dear needs me to mit his fren @ 6. Haiz... *Important sgt ker document tuh!?* But he claims tt he's fren is goin to Aust tis Fri. Aiyoh~! Stress ku di buatnyer.. Ahakz!

K lah ppl! Gtg now.. Tc!

PS: Yaya! ku da update.. hehehe.. ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

2006-02-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

Chaak~!! (Blupp-Blupp~)

Happy 19th Birthday Nimo! May u have all de happiness u wished in ur life.. =) Tenkiu.. Tenkiu.. *Ahakz!*

Ok,so im a year older today.. N im still cute! *Bluek!* Heheh.. Had so much fun,not today..but yesterday! Well.. Im too excited!! Alryt.. One at a time,ok?

Went out wif Chayunk yesterday after work. Pitied him coz he juz came back from camp yesterday. But,no matter how tired he was,he still went out wif me. Aint tt touching? *Owh..Soo lovely~!* Then,we walked around at Bugis fer awhile,n he told me..he wanted to bring me to Marina Bay. When we reached der,i had a surprise! Ahakz~! I saw Mun,Fara,Nana n Halem wif Yan. Hrmm.. Wats next? Had to wait for de star-karats larr.. Hahah!

Reached Marina Park(i tink so uh de name) n sat there.. Ok,Aden kept calling me Blupp-blupp! Coz de dress i wore was a bit kembang. Heheh.. N he say,i look like jellyfish. Chey! n Nun says i look like mushroom. Hehehe.. *Ader2 jek kwn2 aku ni tauz!* But,yeah.. I feel comfortable wearing tt kinda dress. Soon,i'll be changing to tt concept.. :)

Ok2.. Starting of de party went well,but suddenly 'something' happened. Not necessary fer me to say lah.. But wateva it is,it happened sooo fast. Wateva it is,i'd like to say sorry..Esp to Oda,Chicken n Nana.

Otey.. Thx to de bros' n sis' of PKrions for de birfday surprise. This was de best bday of my life! Ever!! I felt sooo touched when Amri,Tofik n Oda made a SPECIAL BDAY SONG fer me. My.. God noes how ifil at tt point of time. I only knew diz PK boiz for 7 mths.. N they reali made me feel like i've known em for yrs.

I'd like to thank all de PKrions for de presents.. Heheh.. I felt like im still a small kid wif lots of prezzies! Ahakz~!

HUGE THANKS TO.......FOR THE......:
*Muhd Ilmy a.k.a Chayunk - Blackforest Cake,2-in-1 Teddy Bear wif Roses n De Funky Diary! =)
*Amri & Mun - Doraemon Teddy Bear n Keychain
*Wan & Nun - Myuk Bag
*Chicken - Flower Brooch
*Oda - Flower Bracelet
*Munirah & Fara - Flower (Big-cushion,soft-type)
*Sapek - 2 Small Cute Cake(Cappucino & Choc)
*Asyikah - Purse n Happy House Keychain + Bday Card
*Nafia n Nana - Bday Kish! *Mwah~ Mwah~*

N to de rest of de PKrions.. Syahrul, Halem, Aden, Fir, Tofik, Nizam, Yan n last but not least..Mail,thx for showing up! To Murni n Dayah,thx!

To Taj,thx for de adv bday wish. Hehehe.. N to Liza..n Lily n Nabilah,thx! So.. Everyone larrr... THANK U SOOOO SSOOO MUCCHHHHH FOR EVERYTHING!

To de PKrions,hope our friendship will last =) insya-allah! Thx for de bday song again wer u guys sang in de mrt @ 12am at Jurong mrt station,n telling de whole cabin tt its my bday! Hahah.. Paisey2..*tsk-tsk*

(END OF EPISODE 1/2)

Today,went to mit Chayunk @ Woodlands n catched Final Destination 3 @ Causeway Point. De story was COOL! Yeah~! Scary-merry ar dok.. I will never ever take a roller-coaster ride!! Tts a promise! ;p Took some neoprints n then,we went to pondok around 4.. Just sat around,usual stuffs.. Laughter! Best medicine for me every wkend =)

(END OF EPISODE 2/2)

Nating interseting today.. But,i really appreciate evrything! N i mean EVERYTHING SYG! Ur de best,luv u sooo much dearie!!

N not forgetting Mom..thx for de chewing gum! Hahaha.. Touching! To Haidar,thx..for helping to wrap de chewing gum for nenek.. Duh~!

N Kak Ana.. Yeah! Tt was my bday bash.. De MPs' turned up. Hahah! *Jahat!!*

K lah..stop it nim! Sampai bile2 pun tk abes thx dier.. Kekeke..

*Selamt hari lahir utk temanku..
Selamat hari jadi utk kawanku..
Nananananananana....*
Ku lupe uh lirik dia! Eeekk!! Ek-elleh! Thx Tofik,Amri n Oda!

HAPPY 19th Birthday BLUPP BLUPP!!!!!

Cerewet!

2006-02-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

Dunnoe wat to update.. hehe.. but im counting de days,im gonna be 19 soon! =)

Anyway,like planned..went to Orchard wif Syika yesterday. Went here n there,n i cudn't find a dress which suits my taste..n i noe im FAT! So end up,i went to This Fashion.. Its like 2 1/2 hrs of searching,i've got wat i want at last. Ahakz! *Kesian Syika!* N we went to haf our late-lunch @ a Japanese Restaurant,n Chekyah tagged along too! Haha.. First-timers,so a bit gabra! Bluekx! Asked Oda wats nice,n she can say.. Nothing seems appetizing! Cheh~! End up,me n Chekyah ordered dunnoe-wats-de-name-but-has-terriyaki served along wif rice. Ok2 lah.. Syika ordered something,quite spicy. Looks like Mee Rebus n Mee Soto abit! Haha.. N 4 goodness sake,de green tea i ordered..Oh my.. It tastes awful! Hehe.. Sorry Ramen.. ;p

Ok2..went to Causeway Point afta tt.. Hehe..wanted to buy a nice pair of shoes,but..once again..nothing suits de eyes! Hrmmmph!! *Cerewet sak aku!!*

k lah..enuff of my cerewet-ness story! Oh yah,Final Destination 3 is out in cinemas rite? Gotta watch it man! Hehehe.. Probably watching it on mua bday. ;p Last wk,i watched The Fog wif chayunk. Hrmm.. Ok~ lah de story.. But Tom Welling.. still so handsome,as always! Teehee..

Well tts all fer now! Pray tt my weight has gone down a few kilos.. Kekeke.. Or else i'll be dead tmrw!!!!!

Tata!!

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2006-02-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik'..

Im bored! Very bored now! N im very upset wif MYSELF!

First thing first,de skirt to be worn on mua birthday..Its torn!!! Dammittt!! I woke up late,n had to take a cab to work! Urrghh!!! Costs me $15. Huh! That can but me a new skirt! Okay2..

N amazingly,i think today is de first time ever that i went straight home after work. Ahakz! Usually i'd just hang-out alone @ Causeway Point,or sit in de libr @ Civic. But,i felt tired today. Problems still unsolved. Haiz~! Uh.. Nehmind,let's just leave it aside.

Anyway,i had fun yesterday. Went to Orchard n met up with Odah,Nun n Ida. =) Gawd..~! Ida's pretty! Heheh.. Acoompanied Ida shopped 4 her stuffs,den took neoprints(will update sooner or later aite) twice! Due to Odah,who was not satisfied wif de first neoprints taken,n so we took another one more. N Ida,@ first she declined to take pictures,comes to de 2nd neoprints,she was excited! Ahakz~! Draw moustache lah..goatie lah..specs lah.. Notty ar diz gerls! Hahah! N after doz laughters,all of us were hungry n had dinner @ KFC. Then,they started chatting abt what kinda clothes i shud be wearing on ma bday. Hmmm... My fashion stylists are great! Got some ideas..but still aint sure whether to wear tat or not. We'll c abt tat aite!

N tmrw,i'll be going to Orchard again! This time round will be wif Asyikah.. Heheh.. Hrmm.. Gotta buy that dress! Kekeke..

Oh yah,before i forgot.. Thx to 'awak' for de adv bday treat! =)

Oklah,gtg now! Takin' care ya'll! Tata..

"Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u"

Lovely Nimo

2006-02-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

Aloha!

Im back.. Been very bz,wif werk..wif life..etc..etc.. Hehe..Mcm mane nyer bisnes women jek! Ahakz~! Luckily today werk starts @ 4,so i haf de time to update my blog. Asyikah's asking me to accompany her to Geylang Serai b4 werk. Hmm..Shud i follow,or shud i not? Furthermore,i need to help my mom wif de household chores. Her hand was hurt yesterday wif a knife while trying to clean de sink. Gosh~! Its not de normal cut. Its a very deep cut! Wer de knife was stuck in her hand for a few seconds..(Like as if a stab-in-action lah..) If i were in her position,i wud haf scream in pain! Haish.. It hurts to c her in tiz condition. Only God noes how i felt wen i saw de deep cut. My dad didnt send her to de hosp,as mom was afraid her hand might need to be sewn.. She just put some minyak gamat n now de cut is a bit dry,but it still hurts..dats wat she say. Well..my dear mum,dun worry. I'll do anything for u today,ok? *Ouww...So sweettt kan?!* Heheehe..

Ok.. Im glad things r back to normal btwn him n her.. Alhamdulillah! Now i noe de truth. Im sorry if i was a bit rude n interfered in their lives. Im truly sorry..

Anyway,i had a great wkend! Wanna say a HUGE TAHNKS to chayunk for de flowers n de tudung! Reali love 'em n U too! Hehehe.. Hope u like wat i gave u also.. =)

Anyway,i cant wait for nxt wk! Hahah.. Gonna be 19 soon! Bluekx!! Thinking of having a birthday party by de beach..but,maybe it will be held @ Marina wif de PK'rions n de gfs'. Im kinda nervous,coz chayunk told me to bring extra clothes for tt day.. Damn! *Ni mesti ada plan nak sabo kan ni! Jaga korang!!* Huh.. I just hope tt i will have a wonderful time next wk! :)

Oklah..gtg now! Tata..

Happy Anni!

2006-02-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

Happy 17 Months Anniversary to..
Emy n Nim! =)

heheh.. i miss u dearie!

wateva!

2006-02-06T07:57:00.000+08:00

Chaak! Good Pagi semua nyer!! Heheh..

Nothing interesting to update.. But just wanna share a bit about Juara Lagu-20 which took place yesterday nite.. 'LIVE' on tv3. Hmm.. Everything was ok,but its so 'aneh' when Mawi won de award for 'Persembahan Terbaik'. I reali tink Adam shud win. Duh~! Or tak pun,maybe V.E.. Huh! its so unfair lah. 'Skit2 Mawi..' *Bengang tolz!* But wtv it is,da rezeki dia kan..

FYI,i never missed watching Juara Lagu. Teehee.. ;p N..i tink,Mawi is handsome also. Ahakz! Bluekx! Ok2.. Stop ma crap.

Hey,im stil wondering,is there anymr ticx to Disney On Ice? I reali2 wanna go,but...... No one to accompany. Sad eh? Yah..Indeed! chayunk kate its childish,n sum of ma gerl-frens tak minat..coz got no 'pooh',no 'spongebob'... haiya! tiz is disney mah!

im praying hard tt end of tiz mth,i'll get to go Sentosa n ride de cable-car! hehe.. but,mom is asking me.. "wanna go Desaru on de 26th?" dunwan uh! i wanna 'celebrate' wif sumone..n sum ppl. haha..

k lah.. tc ya'll! wanna sleep again.. tired liao! been werking,even during de weekends. wattodo..werk hard lah,nak earn extra..hehe.. tata!

mess!

2006-02-01T12:38:00.000+08:00

my head hurts so much! still waiting patiently for de answer. my life is in a total mess! no one can help.. only i can help myself,IF i haf enuff courage. damn! wers my strength??

ppl..im sorry if i aint being nice to ya'll now. pls.. stay away from me for de time being. thx!

n thx to tt someone for being der wen i needed a friend to talk to..

thx for understanding!

n to all ppl,i seek ur forgiveness if i've ever hurt anyone deliberately or not.. im really sorry everyone..

*peace...*

...NEW...

2006-01-25T08:40:00.000+08:00

chaak~! yu-huuu~! im back!

hehe.. a brand new day today. i dun wana let go anymore tears off my eyes becoz of things tt happen lately. enuff of tt! i'll put de past behind me. start afresh n be happy! "put a smile on ur face...lalala.."

something's fishy? nah~! new nimo.. new beginning.. new life.. everything new,except for my old chayunk! we're back,n haf talked things out. n der's more to things to talk abt,rite chayunk?! haha.. *becok-becok~.. tsk2*

we'll take a step @ a time. let's not hurry things n be calm. *setiap ape kejadian yg terjadi,ade hikmah disebaliknye..*

so..wats new?! hmm...i've updated my friendster! lawa sketz.. sket jek! ahakz! n amri's been linked! 'kebas' 1 foto from amri's gallery foto..

funky ar gambar nie! kebas nangka time mlm2 bute. wakakaka~!

n so,im off now.. nak mop rumah. ;) *rajin anak mak..*

okies! b4 tt.. i miss someone.. n he is...
*drumrolls...*

hehex! tu bukan taik burung!! tapi bday kek dia yg aku sabo.. kiut kan???

*smiles*

trust me...

2006-01-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

wats de outcome if we continue our journey?

will there be a hope for us?

i cant think of de future.

my mind is blank.

wat have we done?

wer did tiz go wrong?

im sorry..it was all my mistake..

im truli sorry..

n now,r we still like before?

i can only pray for our future..

i miss u,n i truli love u..

trust me...

:'(

2006-01-23T12:07:00.000+08:00

*sobz sobz*

to 'u': not all students from circular sch r bad.. n not all students from islamic sch r good.. change ur way of thinking. gif me a chance to prove myself. dont judge me like de saying 'dont judge a book by its cover'.
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to 'her': i noe tiz is wat u reali look forward to.
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to 'him': im so confused.. pls dun pester me to tel u wats bothering me. plz?!
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"Tiada ku duga
Permulaan yang jernih
Menjadi keruh dengan tiba-tiba
Bisa rintangan antaraku dan dia
Cinta terhalang oleh orang tua" o.s Fauziah Latiff

boring topic! ;p

2006-01-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

im so bored now! woke up since 7.30 am. thx to chayunk for 'kacau-ing' me wen im having a good sleep. huh~! n tat,i cant get back to sleep after we put down de fon. *geram tolz! menyirap skejap..* called him back after tat,n we chatted for a while only cos he had to get ready for CPR class. kekeke~! i bet he has to gif CPR to de dummy! yucks!! *da bekas byk org cium itu dummy!* ;p now,im wondering.. police pun kene belajar ni ke? i thot cd jek..

oh yah,yesterday wan_apok called me. hehekx! he's in cd. *member ngn ismail_iritating ar nie!* bluekx!

actually,i've nothing interesting to blog today. i just cant wait for today evening! after werk,wanna go 'pasar malam' @ toa payoh! yippie~.. n after werk tmrw,will be fetcing chayunk @ BP interchange.

miss u chayunk!

tata!

useless me

2006-01-17T10:18:00.000+08:00

i hate tiz feeling. i noe tiz is rather personal..but i reali haf to voice out! i miss my diary,but its wif chayunk. so,i guess i'll just post in my blog.
tiz was wat hapen......

yesterday nite, she suddenly came up to me n said "kau dahlah duduk kat rumah ni,pakai barang2 aku sumer,n then tak tau nak show respect kat aku?! pasal kau nanti,anak2 aku sumer get influenced dgn perangai kau!" hell you!

my parents never taught me to be like tiz. but,its becoz of u,i had to show it. its becoz of u,u never respect me n my feelings. i had enuff of ur nonsense. how am i suppose to respect u? n at times,i can see tat,u too,never respect my parents. tell me ppl,am i doing de right thing?

i felt tat im just a nuisance at home. im so unimportant to my family.. *gosh! now im crying again. damn!*

after she said tat to me,i just went strait to my parents room. n my dad was asking,wats wrong. n guess wat?! he blamed me too! wtf?? i felt so upset coz even he scolded me too! hey.. i have my rights to voice out how i feel. ok! ok,now my mum is beside me..nagging again! i hate u ppl!! get out of my sight!!! get lost everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like running away from tiz misery. anyone..help me?! i feel so useless now.

to de family,i dun ur attention. from today,or rather now onwards,im gonna shut myself up! im not gonna use anything in this house which belongs to her. no more! *unless necessary*

to kak eni,u sound a bit different. i think,we cant be as close as last time. *boo-hoo~* to kak ana,thx for asking. to odah,thx for hearing me out. n last but not least..to syg..im sorry if i used vulgarities wen talking to u. it wasnt meant for u,its for her. im truli sorry.

i thot of contacting u,but i didnt wanna spoil ur outing wif 'em. mine is just a boring n difficult problem.

haiz.. i wish i was no more in tiz world.
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KEMBARA o.s Junied

Dunia ini penuh dgn kepalsuan
Apakah tiada,keikhlasan
Aku sebagai kembara jalanan
Yg tiada pedoman,
Terumbang-ambing …..~
Di lautan dosa

Aku dalam gelap gelita
Dahagakan keimanan
Mencari sinar harapan
Utk kembali ….~
Ke pangkal jln..

*Siapa menduga suratan dariNya
Tidak ku endah
Cemuhan yg melanda…

Ku tempuhi dgn…
Ketabahan hati

Repeat *

Ku yakin masih berkesempatan utk ku kembali
Hanya padaMu tuhan
Ku pohon segalanya

i miss n need u so

2006-01-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

i admit,i do envy u guys. but..im sorry. i guess i shud back out. i cant win all of u back,coz im lost n being left behind. im very sorry.. insya-allah,some other time we'll go out. i need time for now. *..sob sob..*

for now,i need u sayang... i miss u. so soo much! i wish u were here. to hear my pain n sorrows.

i hate her! she's always finding fault with me. i dun fil like going home. animore! im so upset with her.

@ werk today,everything was fine. de gud thing is,asyikah wil be werking wif me. =) luckily i've known her already,so i dun reali find it difficult to haf a conversation wif her. kak ju n kak su r great! its feels gud to be wif nice ppl.

n wen my werk ends,de moody side of me re-appeared again! damn..

i lost all my happy mood wen i think of home.

oh boy.. i miss u n need u so! thx dear for hearing me out during my way back home just now. i love u! n tat's so true..
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Here's a song which i love to sing. Nasyid uh.. :) n a song which i love when amry sings it. Good vocal..

'Hijrah' o.s Junied

Ooohhh..Ooohhh...~

Sinaran mentari menyinari,
fatamorgana yg disangka air..
Degup pd pasir mengaburi,
mata manusia yg selalu memerhati..

Dugaan yg ditempuhi,
ketabahannya patut dicontohi..
Cabaran yg dihadapi,
segunung pengajaran utk direnungi..

Hijrah suatu perubahan..
Hijrah suatu pembaharuan..
Yg dpt dilihat dari pandangan mata..
Dari yg hina kepada kemuliaan.. (x2)

gud day..

2006-01-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

harlow!

went out today wif chayunk n de pk'rions to hassan's house. its his sister's marriage (kenduri kahwin) today. de deco is purple. one of my fave colour!! hehe.. nice lah. we reached around 1.30,n yeah..de food was superb! yummy dok~! den de guys proceeded to de karaoke area,n i salute amry, tofik, chicken n rusi for their voice. so de very merdu liao! hehe.. chichken can reali 'tarik' his voice lah for de song 'delaila' o.s Kristal. kencang lah chicken! de dj was like telling de ppl around.. "Undilah utk Jurong East Idol anda di no. 9-------!" funky ar dok~! they're so sporting :)

n i won a prize for de teka-teki given by de dj. de present they told earlier was.. 3 hari 2 mlm di-mane-tah,cant remember! then she was like,"Okay..ni hadiah nyer!" Cis!! kene tipu.. bluekx! it Vanhoutten chocolate. haiyo.. i cant eat tat choc! tapi..hati ku megatakan,'ambik lah skit..jamah je. tak salah kan?!' ish! manyak busok peh hati! haha.. n i cant resist de 'berkat' lah.. its either toblerone or ferrero rocher. so,i chose rocher. but,cant eat much! so sad.. *sobz sobz*

then,we haf Man-de joker. kept imitating halem's stop-pause way. haha.. *kekek lah lu punyer muke!*

hmm..then,me n chayunk n tauge(his younger bro') went off @ 6pm. wen going home,i kinda felt a lil' bit emo. i just mish him so much. mcm tak cukup sey dpt jumpe twice a week. *so de very sad siah..*

anyway,tmrw will be a very good day for me. wanna noe y? coz...... i'm goin to work! finally..after a long time been rotting @ home. hehe.. at least ade jugak income masok skrg. =)

oh,b4 i forgot.. Wishing Chekyah an advanced Happy 19th Birthday!! *Gawd! we're gonna be 19 tiz yr?! oh my..~*

n lastly,to my chayunk... dun anyhow sing people song ah! very funny lah ur tune.. lyrics oso wrong! haiyo.. *malu~ malu~..* kekeke...

tc yar dear on ur way to H.T.A! i miss u!!

tata..

yesterday's outing!

2006-01-13T07:54:00.000+08:00

had fun! laughter all de way~.. ;p it was my first time,going out wif nun. n nun only,i mean. usually,we wud go out wif de oter 2,wan n chayunk..but yesterday..we went for interviews. walked around ct hall,n went to raffles. she wanted to buy 'somting' for herself. ahakz! tgh kaya..shopping noh~! its easy going shopping wif a girl like her. u noe,girls tend to go shopping for hours,n end up..cant decide wat to buy. LIKE ME! haha.. but,it was different for nun. less than 10 mins,she chose n asked my opinion,n dats it.. strait to de cashier. BUT,after paying,she was like.."alamak..ni pun cantik eh?!" hahaha..

she met up wif her guy friend @ raffles then. okie,i didnt bother to meet up,so i went in mph bookstore. then she went in wif de guy. tiz guy looked @ me n said.. "Eh!? Matair ilmy??" haha.. i was like,"ermm..kau sape eh?" lerrr... its azhar. i admit,i dun recognize ur face,even after so many times we bumped into each oter(wen im wif chayunk OF COZ!) sorry lah eh.. i dun reali bother to look or stare @ people's faces. i myself hate it wen people just kept stealing glances! wats wrong wit me uh? Like yesterday,on my way home in de mrt,tiz guy in his school U,was like stealing glances. *Setan tol!!* I steal ur eyeballs n make fried kway teow eyeballs,then u noe! haha..

ok2,back to my outing wif nun. @ 5,we went off w/out azhar..n went straight to toa payoh. ok,tiz time i felt like a lamp-post. teehee.. i feel awkward,so i asked irah to come along. went for 'tat' interview. hm..im not confident bout it. i just felt damn nervous!! wen de interviewer(am i rite?) interviewed me,she was speaking Eng all de way,n i was like.. "emm.. ahhh.. ohh.." n spoke a lil'bit of malay. haha.. mampos kan?! duno y,all of a sudden,i cant speak Eng. haha.. bluekx! but,nvm.. i dun reali quite like de environment of de workplc. lots of 'minahs'!!

after de 3 of us had been interviewed(excluding irah),we went to toa payoh bazar..nothing much. boring~! but de part i laughed alot was,when wan was around. talked abt yesterday's newspaper article. *n wan.. jgn tuduh sembarangan uh! jahat sey.. kite tak gitu! kau jek..wakakaka~!!*

overall,i had fun!

anyway.. to murni,sorry i didnt join u for ur bday celebration. hope u had fun wif de gerls.. :)

for today..wer am i going? duno yet.. yg pasti,ku meti jumpe chayunk!! i mish him sooo terribly. oh yah..on our 16mth anni,i bought for chayunk a ZIPPO. kekeke.. i didnt noe tat he reali wanted it so badly.. now u've got it dear. hope u lurvvee it! n hope u lurrvvee me too!! ;) hehe..

k lah! tata..

pics =)

2006-01-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

bleargh! boredz~..

going out wif nun later,goin for interviews @ cthall area. hopefully,one of de jobs which i seeked later on,will be approved *praying hard!* next mth's my birthday,wanna go shopping n haf a nice outing for me n u. khekhekhe.. hopefully i got a job by then,so i can blanja u somting. errmm.. actuali,ur suppose to belanje me rite? ouh nvm.. khekhelala.. ;p

ok,i thot i'd like to post some nice,cute n sweet memorable pictures wif old n new friends.. check tiz out!

during de sheesha outing.. love tiz pic! i loike~!! :)

after 5 yrs of frenship,we're still strong..

de closest friends i had :)

Hari Raya 2005 wif EVSS

Hari Raya 2005 wif PK'rions

n last but not least.. *drumrolls..*

tada!

*WE BELONG TOGETHER..cheydebah!!*

hehe.. nothing to do,so i thot it'd be nice to share some pics on my blog rite.. :) ok,u ppl dun haf to give comments bout me! i aint pretty i noe tat.. just cute! hahaaha.. get lost if ur here to give comments tat might hurt one's feeling.

those photo's r precious to me. my loling bebots' n pk'rions. they're so cool n funky. :) ahakz!

enjoy de pics. tata..

more bday celebrations coming up!

2006-01-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

boring day ahead of me today. wanted to go out,but duno wer to head to. n wondering whom shud i ask out. nyah~! maybe tmrw i'll be going fer interview. alone? dunno yet. hmm..im tired of sitting @ home. i wanna work!! but whenever i start to work,i feel like sitting at home.

browsing thru many websites,but nothing catches de eyes. so,went thru my friendster's friends' profile. okie chekyah..u got to check tis out! de PK friendster's n c their video. haha.. n i saw ur testi which,one of our bebot's send to u. haha.. kway teow kerang ehk? hiak hiak hiak!!

ok ppl,have u heard of 'org berak taik wangi?' hrmm.. no?? oh well.. me too! haha.. taik seme busok pe kak eni. even if u spray perfume in it,u will get to smell de bachin-ness ok. ;p

oh yah,last Saturday i went to Amry's bday party wif chayunk. met up wif de rest of de pk's @ Am's home.. ok,i admit i had fun. but there was one part.wer i was so blardy pissed wif Sapek! Sapek,mind u.. we'll c ok! im never gonna talk to u again!! (fu*ke*!!)

n there's also a part wer im so paiseh! sorry Man,i mistook him by chayunk. hahah~! luckily,its just a push on de shoulder. kekeke... i'd say,tis is de paisey-iest moment of de month! *malu nyerrrr!!!*

coming up next for de bday celebration wif PK wud be Feb. Fir's bday on de 17th if im not mistaken. weee.. i'll wait!

okie lah,gtg..

tc n tatatitikutu! ;p

im lost w'out u

2006-01-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

im sad..
im kinda upset..

truth is..
i miss u,n im so lost w/out u..

y must this happen?
we've been together for so long,n yet..

im still disappointed with her..
wen will she ever accept it?
wen?

only time will lead me..
n us..

y am i getting so emo?
y?

darn! im gonna be 19 soon,n 20 next yr..
im not a kid..n so is he..
but y do u treat us like kids?

im still left hanging upside down..
i've been waiting patiently..
n i will wait til de time comes..

but wen?
god.. pls giude me. bless us..
show her that im sincere..

i've tried so many things to make her feel that im sincere..
but to no avail..
n now..
i've given up..

pls..

i pray to YOU..
bless our relationship..
i love him..
n only him..

*sobz sobz*

sori if i got a lil' emo..

it happened yesterday where u set me thinking abt us n wat i want for us.. i think i've got everything except for one.. HER ?/<*$# ok2.. its not that i dun wanna share,but its kinda personal. ouh,nvm..

okie,i cant wait for tmrw. amry's bday party! gathering again..wer i can laugh all i want. leave my stress elsewer first,n haf fun! yeah~..

HAPPY ADV BDAY to AMRY :)

oh..ppl! my nephew has been named already! hehe.. its HARIZ SIRHAN. hehe.. i love de name hariz.. :) *sodap kan nama dia?*

k lah people! takin' care..

n nitey nitez~!

(= Wonderful Weekend =)

2006-01-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik!

weee..im smiling all weekend. de cheerful-bubbly-me has come. r u prepared to read it? i warn u first.. tiz post's gona b a lengthy one. dun like..get lost! ;p

it all started on saturday! went to eastpoint wif chayunk to c de finalists of Anugerah. cool lah~! khairil is damn cute! fauzie-oklah. syed azmir-handsome! n last but not least,khairul-de kepit voice! hahah.. anyway,im not fanatic abt 'em ok! puhleez..i came der to c 'em oni. juz giving some support. n gawd! de shopping mall was packed. i stood @ de 5th floor of de mall. ouh~pathetic! c 'em from de top view. ahaha! wanted to hear khairil sing his new song,but budus tol! he didnt. waited till syed azmir performed,then i decided to go banquet. lazy to watch. haha.. so,i missed khairul's performance. =) while eating,heard 'em singing 'Pop Yeh Yeh'. shucks! i missed dat! uh~! but nvm.. den,went down again after eating,n c 'em from front view. hehx! there were tiz group of iritating bitches..kept shouting 'mepeks' all de way.. like.. "khairil! korek p*nt*t kepe?".. n "azmir!! p*nt*t kiut ar!!" wth??? i was like telling chayunk..r they here to watch diz guys' performed or to watch their butts?? huh~! morons!! some of de makciks' down der was like giving 'em one kind of look,but they were acting like.."mind ur own business!" kind of face. *budak2 pmpn skrg..da tak malu lagi! tsk-tsk..*

to chayunk- thx for accompanying me aite. im not like doz minah2-rep who shouts here n there ok! hehex.. i noe how to behave. n dun weri.. to me,ur still mua lover!! hahakx!!

ok2.. then yesterday went out again. to..'i-dunno-wats-de-name-of-de-park' wif chayunk n de pk'rions. had a bbq pit @ BP area. de irritating part was,i was told to mit @ pondok wif de rest @ 5pm. reached der @ 5,n no one was der. then..chayunk came,then halim,then yan..hasan..tofik..n presenting de star-karats of New Year- aden, wan, nun, chicken n odah.. huh! n we gerak from de pondok @ 7!! imagine i sit at de pondok doing nothing for 2 hrs. tsk-tsk.. janji melayu nie sumer!! den proceed to de 'i-dunno-wats-de-name-of-de-park' n met wif sapek, amry,syahrul n mael. hmm.. started de pit n de bbq part.. n de foods? very poor rating i wud gif! but de fun i had,was absolutely very good,fun & fantastic!! funky,i shud say! hehehe.. tiz pit was to celebrate chicken's bday which falls on 31st dec. Happy Belated Bday to Chicken!! =)

Hmmm.. then,@ 10 they started playing 'Dare' game. hehe.. @ 1 spot,de bottle was pointing at me,n i was like.."eh taklah..tgk btol2,kan kat odah!" haha.. coz de wind blew backwards abit. lucky she was sitting beside me. heheh.. den odah didnt wanna play.. so de 'swit' n 'gentleman' mael told 'em.. "kesian ar..takmo babitkan pmpn.. pmpn takya main k.." ehk-elleh.. menyampah aku! hahaha.. but their daring game was soo daring! haha.. ilmy had to do a sexy dance. amry had to do 'silat pengantin'. syahrul...tiz part i loike~! Cik Leh!!* so kiut.. haha.. chicken had to sing one jiwang song infront of odah. haha.. emm..tofik had to 'joget-tiang'..n a few more which i cant reali remember. jeezz...

i realli had a great fun time! its been a long time since i had good long laughter n smiley day! =) n i shud say,my cheeks r getting rounder man! like pau! bluekx! den..i went home wif odah. ok2.. my circulation of friends is bigger now :) hehe.. walk off from BP around 11.30pm. wah~.. *sampai lupe nak balik eh makcik nie!* ;p

heeee....i cant wait for tiz saturday!! gathering again wif pk'rions sempena amry's bday. hmm,wondering if i shud go out today. maybe i'll jus go to CWP n sell my other hp. now pokai lah.. hehe..

oh yar.. i missed 'Dia' yesterday. but..i dun reali gif a damn abt it now. i hate it sometimes..meleret-leret ar cite! lembz tol! cite 'Mencari Mimpi' is oso de same.. lembz btol nak sampai climax dier. wonder wen will asyikin starts to fall in love wif dean!?! hrrmmm...

ok2,i'll stop here before i go on yakking for more! hehex!

tc ya'll!

life's better!

2005-12-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

salam alaik :)

im feeling so sick now. haiz.. my body is weak. yeah..i realize dat i can easily get sick. if im not mistaken,de last time i had high fever was during Ramadhan. n its like onily 2 mths ago. haiz.. should i go n de doc? *leceh tol ar..*

anyway,im all alone now. kak eni went to KK to c her baby. wanted to follow,but its strictly for parents only. i cant enter,so even if i follow,i wont get to c de baby. *buang masa jek! hehe..*

oops! de bell has rang! not de doorbell,but de ice-cream man! haha.. if im not sick,i would have surely gone downstairs. *pity me..*

oh yah.. Disney On Ice is coming to S'pore during march holidays. :) geeee!! i wanna go.. looks fun! there's mulan n nemo!! i wonder which of my sibling is going.. *praying hard that kak ana will go n belanja de tix for me!!* kekeke.. im broke now! totally broke! no school,no allowance. no job,no pay. wat am i supposed to do?

next week is amry's bday. n he's invited all de pk'rions n de gf's along. n chekyah..ur invited. do msg me if u wanna tag along :) ok,wat am i n dear gonna buy for him? im totally broke..n by dat time,dear still hasnt receive his pay on dat wk. dead~!!! there's quite a few b'day peeps on Jan. Hrmm.. but,for sure i must ask 'her' out on a date on 'her' bday. take note! im not a lesbo,ok? haha..

nehmind..for de time being,let me b a nanny n a part-time housegirl(not housewife)..n im not a maid.. i'll just help around @ Kak eni's house. who noes,i can earn some money here.. *pls..kesiankan lah gue ya?!* haha..

im getting use to tiz kind of life now. dearie only calls me once a day during de night time,n we go out ONLY during weekend. no more fun unlike last time wer we can go out everyday,n talk on de fon in de morning,or afternn or midnite. NO MORE..

but,life isnt dat bad anyway. i love haneef to bits n pieces! haha.. *kalau bertemu jek,gaduh!* haha.. once i sit beside him,he will say.."achu! pi.." wat he meant was,he was telling me to move away,so tat he can sit @ my plc. n de cute ting is..he calls his dad, "abang!" lol! he calls my dad.."tok maman.." n he usually makes it a song. nice tune lah brader! haha.. n at time,he gets confuse between diz three person.. which is -> batman, tok maman n tok man(as in eng pronounciation ! *kekek lah dekni!*

i wonder..will haris be like haneef too wen he grows up? :p

ok lah peepz! gtg now.. wanna msg my chayunk! tata..

boring

2005-12-28T13:32:00.000+08:00

i missed de girls' outing again! *ouh..boring!* when im free,there's no plan. when i've got somting on,there are plans. *boo-hoo* nasib badan~..ouh nvm,some other time perhaps..

haf to go to kak eni's hs later. she's coming home today,but de baby is not. haf to stay @ de hosp for another 4 days because of jaundice. poor baby.. N poor kak eni because,de later de baby is in hosp,de more de bill increases. hehe.. i dun undestand y hosp bills can reached up to thousands of dollars. ppl who r sick,will be even more sick wen de bills come! aint i true?

huh~!

im bored now! i wana go out,but..mum wants me to help her make 'begedil'. haiya..feeling so lazy rite. my hand still smells of prawn. *eeiii! buchuk!* haha.. helped her to peel off de prawns' skin,peel onions n cut potatoes. n my hand..has all de smell. hahah..

orite peeps! im goin off.. tc yar.. tata!

ps:sorry if my post is boring..but..its my blog! my say ok.. dun like,get lost! :p

..sTaRt AfReSh..

2005-12-27T06:51:00.000+08:00

gawd~..im stil sleepy ok! keep yawning since just now. first thing i think wen i woke up,was to on my comp n update my blog. so touching~.. c how much i love my blog! hahax..

anyway,i have my purpose for waking up early. wanted to ask from dad my hp bills,but tak sempat. he went out to werk olready. shitto! i missed my $$. huh..after tiz,have to siap2. by 8am,i have to be out of tiz house. oh ppl.. my sister has already given birth to a baby boy yesterday afternn ard 12.40pm.. *smiles* happy for her! i'll c if i can update de foto's snapped yesterday in my blog. cant promise. but..dun worry. de baby is cute..LIKE ME! like aunty,like nephew. haha!

actually,nothing much going on. just that i went out wif chayunk de past 4 days. okie. i admit,i was a bit selfish. sorrie aite!

lemme c. friday nite,fetched him from de bustop near PA n went to BP then meet de PK'rions. sat evening,went to esplanade,met up again wif PK'rions. sun afternn,went to beach rd,wif 3 other PK'rions. it kinda upsets me wen i feel tat he doesnt reali spent much time just only de bof of us. darn~..

n on mon,abg isham woke me up @ 4.53 am,telling me tat kak eni's water-bag has burst. so,there i m wif haneef in da hs. luckily he didnt merengek or wat. *phew!* @ 11,i called kak yaya n chayunk to come over. boring liawz.. at least,wen chayunk came..my 'menyesal tak sudah' feeling was going off bit by bit. hehx! sorrie eh dear. it all happened @ bugis on sat lah.. felt so emo. *tell me which gerl wont feel like tat wen.....?!#$@%$^-=/' sheeeshhhh!! dah2..!!

wtv it is,im sorrie again! :|

okie.. cheer up! a brand new day,so..start afresh everyone :)

tc n tata..

he's back..

2005-12-24T02:18:00.000+08:00

harlow! a very gud morning to ya'll..

anyway,ppl might be wondering y am i still awake now? well,de answer is simple! I CANT SEEM TO GO TO SLEEP. get it? im not sleepy. jeez.. but,im very sure i'll be damn tired tmrw.

oh frenz,chayunk's back! i misshh him loads! actually,before fetching him,i had to mit chekyah first @ orchard. but,kak eni was like 'pleading' me not to go out early. had to wait for abg isham to come back. *kecian plak..* she was saying tat her tummy is beginning to ache. pregnant woman..tink,her's gonna due soon. :)

finally,de day arrived! went out around 5.30pm from kak eni's hs. i thot i was gonna be late,but he's late too. i reached de bustop wer im supposed to mit him @ 6.45pm,n chayunk reached almost 7pm. gawd! i didnt recognised him wen he got down de bus. reali! i was like,taking a quick glance,n looked elsewer,n looked @ him back. n wen i turned,i was like.."is this reali u?!" i couldnt believe its him! ahakz! not dat he's slimmer or darker.. but its his HAIR! haha.. he's not that fully botak,its de G.I cut.. my! it doesnt reali suits him. ;p

how i reali missed him. we took de bus to BP n went BPP for dinner. bof were hungry. chayunk was like,"can we have dinner @ kfc? its been a long time since we eat der.." alalala,kesian kan?! hee..he blanja me dinner. gave him de 'small n cute' card to him :) n he gave me his diary. so touching~.

msg-ed amry after dat,n went to pondok. met wif amry,aden,sapek,halem,hasan n rusi. miss diz funky pk'rions! hehex..lepakx wif 'em until 10.30pm n went off. oh btw..halem received his enlistment letter already. all de best to ya! :p *oh..nak cabut eh.. nak mintak surat-hijau?! kan betol2 dpt..mampos kau!* haha..

took a cab home from fajar.. n guess wat?! i boarded tiz pakcik's taxi.. wen i sat inside n told him 'marsiling',he said 'assalamualaikum'.. den he asked me 'marsiling?' n i replied 'waalaikumsalam' softly'.. ok2, everything was spoken on de same timing. den,he was like.."eh! tak jwb eh salam saya?!" haiz.. n he kept blabbering. he even asked me..how's christmas preparations. huh? gosh.. wen reaching my house @ de carpark,he asked me which floor i stayed. darn.. luckily i was fast enuff to changed de topic n just got off de cab.. its kinda scary u noe..

hmm.. cant wait for tomorrow! yippie.. going to beach rd wif chayunk. he's gotta buy some stuff's down der. n i? gotta buy food(bone-steak) for kak eni! hahax..

k lah ppl. goin to log off now.. tc aite!

MEGA TSUNAMI

2005-12-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik peeps!

im currently @ woodlands @ 'my-house'. seems like i dont miss here.. i bet,some ppl doesn't even miss me. wat to do. dah nasib badan. bluekx! but heck care. i dun even mind. realli!

anyway,i've got something interesting to share wif ya'll. hey..do u peeps noe abt de news 'tsunami's gonna come to s'pore n m'sia.'? oh well,take note. be prepared. its kind of scary though. i didnt make tiz up,but it came out in de papers. n my dad told us(me n kak eni) dat he talked wif tiz eurasian guy.. he is a foreigner staying in phuket(n he happened to be there last yr. duh! he stayed there,but his house is far n he's safe) dat guy happened to board my dad's taxi..n they talked abt diz topic.

researches found that s'pore n m'sia r some of de countries which tsunami would come n attack. could probably be a bigger n worst than de one happened last yr,n which is also known as 'mega-tsunami'.

r u prepared for de worst?

if u were to ask me,im not. hehx! i've lots of sins. yar.. need to change now. dad was saying.. "kalau betol org beriman,takkan gentar kalau tsunami dtg..kerana kita mati dgn membawa amal ibadat kita dari dunia."

i agree wif him. i was thinking,wat if it happened on de eve of New Year? huh.. gosh! all bikini-babes n hot-hunks will be swept away..just like tat! *tak sempat dong nak mengucap!* furthermore,sentosa is a beach. its possible.

but,tiz mega-tsunami could also come next yr. who noes?! rite? *tuhan yg menentukan segalanya..* all i got to say,be prepared. coz from wat i heard,de condition is quite serious. scary aite? singapore is just a small dot in de map. if a mega-tsunami 'visits' s'pore,i dare say..in de next publication of world map,s'pore is no more in it. *oops..* but,its true. like wat happened last yr @ Banda Aceh. its reali scary!

oh! ppl..dun forget to catch abt de tsunami thingy which happened last yr(26 dec) at channelnews asia. i think they're showing abt de 'mosque which didnt drown together in de disater' tonite @ 7.30pm. there r more on sunday.. n @ Suria channel on monday.

dun forget to watch guys!

tata..

happy anniversary kakaks' ku.. :)

2005-12-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

Im so impatient.. im so excited,n am looking forward to this Friday. haiz..time seems to move slower than ever. ahakz!

Anyway...today was really heaven for me!! me n kak eni made a brownie. tasted almost like de brownie from Coffee Bean. wah~! arent we great?! haha..

Well,im now 'home-alone'. kak eni n abg isham went to,sort of.. celebrate their 3 yr wedding anniversary. yah.. Happy 3 year Anniversary to u bof! hope u'll have a wonderful dinner today..n may ur marriage lasts till eternity n be blessed by Allah. Amin.. :)

Actually,kak eni asked me to accompany her eat @ Swensen's in de afternoon. but,i told her..y not go wif abg isham later @ nite n celebrate ur anni rite? i dun wanna be a lamp post.. haf fun u guys! hehe..

N also,Happy belated 1 year Anniversary to kak yaya n abg juraimi too.. :)

Ok2,im outta words.. im off now! tata..

Quotes

2005-12-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing interesting to tell u ppl. life's boring..that's all i can say. just missing my chayunk alotz.. n a few other ppl. but,nvm.. im still alive :)

Anyway,thought of sharing some lovely qoutes wif u ppl.. enjoy reading 'em!

Love + Friendship Quotes--->

"Love is like a mountain...hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful."

"It's true love when goodbye doesn’t separate two hearts."

"Love, a simple word, yet, full of abstract meanings."

"True love hits you like your first rain storm: scary at first, but you'll soon find its beauty."

"All relationships start from friendship."

"A friend is a gift you give yourself, but the one you love is a gift from above."

"A boyfriend stabs you in the heart, a stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, but best friends don't carry knives."

"A friend is someone who can see the truth and the pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else."

"A friend is someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future."

"You never know how much a person means to you until you lose them; don't take anyone for granted."

that's all.. will post more nice n beatiful quotes some other time aite! tata..

LoVeSiCk

2005-12-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

Im feeling terribly sick now. my throat hurts,having nose-block, slight fever, headaches n my legs r trembling. gosh~.. i need to gather all my strength back. im supposed to go out wif kak eni today,but she had to go to NCHS first to see how her students fair for N level. so,plan cancelled. she called me,saying dat there will be a small birthday party for hannef later @ her mom-in-law's hs. hmm.. should i go,or should i not? haizz.. i wish this sickness wud go away..soon!

At de same time,im rotting at home. i dunno wat to do. wanna go out wif noorul,but she has some personal problems. alright. asked irah out,but she's not free today. alright. asked nana out,she cant coz her siblings are at home,n no one to look after 'em. oh man~.. she asked me to go over her house,but.. nvm. some other time. im left wif chekyah. planned since yesterday,wanted to go 'pasar mlm' @ tamp int. maybe,im goin later. hopefully,im gonna feel better by then..

Anyway,some good news n bad news for me.. Gd news is-Chayunk's coming home this weekend!!! Eeee-yabeda-bedooo!!!! im realli missing him to de core! maybe..im lovesick. *bluekx!*

But,de bad news is- he's not sure whether he'll be home by fri or sat. damn! planning of fetching him from PA on fri evening,but he said..de officer told 'em if their marching aint good,they will be detained. so.. no choice,i can only meet him on Sat. Yippie! cant wait for it.

But,another problem cropped up..dad has planned to go KL on Sat..as a family. sounds fun! haiyo~.. i'll c abt it..

Anyway,i didnt know dat my exam results were out! haha.. out-dated! it reali freaked me.. wondering.. did i fair well or are my results down de drain?! gosh.. i dun feel like taking de cert!! how abt..someone out there..can u take for me? ahakx~! *gileerrr!*

Before i forgot.. Happy 2nd Birthday to Haneef Raihan.. n Happy 21st birthday to Md. Ridhwan.. All de best in ur future endeavours!

Cant wait for Kak Eni to give birth. oh..im soon going-to-be an aunt! actually.. im already an auntie! but..hello! im still young.. :) my eldest nephew is 12 yrs old. hehe.. just 6 yrs difference btwn us. so.. im not too old,rite? haha... im still sweet! :) *oops..angkat bakul sendiri!* bluekx!

Alright u all.. take care aite! gonna eat some medicine n have a short nap.. cant wait to meet chekyah tonite! miss u my bebot!! hehe.. c ya!

tata.

Miss U

2005-12-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

Absence makes the heart grew fonder.

I agree wif de saying. im missing him so terribly. but,i still get to hear his voice for a minute or so,coz he borrowed his fren's hp. yesterday,when he called me around 8.45pm,he told me,he just finished his night-jog. wah! hehe.. unfortunately,there's no public phones in PA. damn! so..it's like,once i a while,he'll call me. haiz..

i hope he's doing fine in camp. :) i miss u dear.

Anyway,im going out later wif chekyah. going to TM. wallauwei,confem packed! Tampines Mall n Causeway Point is just like Orchard. sooo packed!! gawd.. hopefully when kak eni arrived later around 9 plus,we'll go to pizza hut *i wish!* :p

Eh!! i thot i did type in my post earlier dat im not gonna update for de next 2 weeks rite? oh... fickle-minded me! bluekx! but..i do write in my personal diary too. its specially for dear to read..

Aarrggh! i cant wait for him to come back!

I'm reali missing quite a few impt ppl in my life now. i miss my dear! i miss katie,my cat. i miss her..but i know she'll never come back. haiz.. i miss them also. its been a long time since i last heard abt 'em. wonder how they're doing now.. i miss bestie. contacted her,but cant get thru. wonder how's she doin now..

Last but not least..i miss hanging out wif de group of frens.. like de bebot's n pk'rians..

i miss u all!!

n i miss u.. alotz!

I-M-G-O-N-N-A-M-I-S-S-Y-O-U

2005-12-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

I think this is my last entry. wont be posting anything for de next 2 weeks. i guess so. maybe. but,maybe no. actually,it depends. i want to update in my diary,so dat only dear can read it. but..c first lor..-ouww...i'm so fickle-minded.

I'm feeling sad now. actually since yesterday. fyi,chayunk's already went for NS today. all de best to him!

I regret wat happened yesterday. i wish,i wish..i could turn back time. but,its impossible. im sorry for wat happened during our way home. i tink it was my fault. or. rather it was MY FAULT. im sorry.

I promise, to take care of myself. n i wont go breaking de rules. i will always remember ur advice. i promise.

2 weeks. i wish time will move fast.

Anyway,i hope he's happy for what i had planned yesterday. indeed,it was a surprise. told me,he didnt expect his pk members wud be der. planned wif amry de day before. wanted to go pizza hut. but end up,went to makansutra @ esplanade.

There were a total of 11 ppl. doz who came were.. amry,wan,aden,sapek,man,hasan n yan. plus..chayunk,me,chekyah n last but not least..nun. arrived @ esplanade aroun 6.30pm,n everyone was der already. im happy,it turned out to be a surprise which i reali didnt expect. i thot,he'd realized it. but no. cool ar..or rather,funky! :p

Upon arriving,we introduced chekyah to 'em. n i cant forget de part wer chekyah said.."sume muke tak mcm budak madr sey,ilmy je sorg yg muke madr. muke ilmy cam budak2 nasyid gituk!" haha.. den,amry,as de joker,kept teasing ppl. duh~! haha.. den yesterday,i realized somthing. amry is just like medee. bluekx..

Had dinner,n after dat we proceeded to de quite far end of esplanade. chill..chit-chatted. n sang some songs. n de part came. but,by dat time chekyah went home already. n man was like asking abt chekyah. haha.. *gatal kau! umur baru 16 jek..* k k..n wan wanted to gif a short speech. but,not a word came out. so i was telling him.."alah..takkan pandai sweet-talk ngn nun je?!" kekeke..

N everyone started singing.. "ada mata,pandang. ada telinga,dengar. ada mulut,sweet-talk!" *itu part dah kekek!" n they sang abt wan's foot! haha.. n added.."ade kaki,busuk!" hahaha!! -its becos he didnt wear his shoes wen he came sitting beside ilmy. oh my gawd.. after doz luaghing segment,de sad part came. everyone wanted to hear wat i will be saying to chayunk. amry was giving me..'1 minute'.. n i spelled out.. 'I-m-G-o-n-n-a-M-i-s-s-Y-o-u'.. but,it didnt take a minute. it was less. duh~!

Overall,i had fun. only de part wen going home,i was kind of sad. all thanks to dat toopid cockroach!! if i had a power to disappear any kind of pest,it would be cockroaches!!! ;) lol!

But,i cant turn back time. i regret wat hapen yesterday. sorry dear..

For now,i pray for his safety. im gonna miss u dear.. tc!

shop til u drop!

2005-12-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

Had a wonderful day today! super-hyper-active me!! hehe.. went shopping @ John Little Sale held @ Singapore Expo wif my parents,n kak eni n kak ana. cool~.. got de 2 stuffs dat i've been wanting. yippee~! n now,im sooo tired,sooo sleepy. my legs r kind of shaky. rather brittle. haahaha.. *itu part dah bedek!* bluekx.. altogether,we, family spent abt $200+. Wow!

Actually,im now @ Kak Eni's house. sleep-over @ her place since yesterday. will be going home tomorrow. oh,anyway..chekyah if ur reading giz..-sori eh aku tak call kau n kluar sesame tadi. aku kluar ngn family aku.. truli sori. i wil call u soon aite! :) -

N 4 now,im reali missing him sooo much! haven't heard his voice de whole day. hehe.. i didnt forget u dear. oh,anyway.. yesterday,i met chayunk for awhile. accompanied him to sheng siong supermarket @ woodlands. search for his things dat he will need during NS. hmm.. 2 more days to go. he took a passport size photo. n said tat..diz will be de last time i c diz. after dat wil be...a new ilmy. :) ah-ceh!!

Hopefully..it wud be de same for me too! hehx!

Oh yarrr.....before i forgot.. I SAW DAQIU,DE ACTOR from portrait of home!!! hehe.. saw him @ Bedok Corner while me n my family were eating juz now. wah.. he's not bod huh. haha.. love de part wen he acts,saying de dialog.."U shut up ah!".. "Stupid!"..

How i wish,Dadi was der too.. Kekeeke.. *Gatal~*

Tata!

Hadith(of de day): Sayings of Prophet Muhammad S.A.W
"Do not turn away a poor man...even if all you can give is half a date. If you love the poor and bring them near you...God will bring you near Him on the Day of Resurrection." Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 1376.

Remorseful me..

2005-12-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

Im getting emotional nowadays.. serious! cud it be becoz of ma family? or is it becoz of chayunk? i duno.. haiz..

Yesterday i went out wif chayunk n chekyah. on de way to meet chekyah, while on de bus..i suddenly felt remorseful for wat i did in de past towards him. i knew,for de past 1 year plus we've been together,i've always mistreat him. i was de one who always messed up de relationship. all de harsh, offensive, hurtful, sarcastic n cold words or sentences which i've used towards him. gawd~.. i told him how i felt,n i actually broke into tears. *boo-hooo~* hey.. im not a cry-baby,but..u noe,weneva u asked for forgiveness which comes from de heart,u will feel it. for de past one year, he has always taken good care of my heart,n i duno y i treated him dat way. but,i feel glad after tat. coz,he said tat i've changed alot eversince de time wer we reali fought wen we 'jalan raya' wif his friends..but not in de presence of his friends of coz!

I do realized tat too.. i noe,i have changed. alot. eversince he came into my life. n im glad. :) im happy for myself. but,on certain things,i've changed..becoz of Allah. im glad he's in my life to advise me on wat to do n wat not. thanks dear.. :)

N today,i cried in front of my mum! i realized i was a bit rude to her, but dats de only way for her to noe how i feel. u never noe wats de deepest thing i've kept in my heart. deep,deep down..i want her to noe how i feel. i noe,if i say tat to my dad,he will be angry wif me for sure,or worst still,a hi-5 on my face. who noes!? but,i reali,reali wished i haf de courage to say all tat to my dad. i want him to noe how i feel too. but how?

I also want to tell her how i feel. but,she will never understand. never! wif her condition now,haiz.. i duno how to say. she's just so stuck up. n,him too! but she.. aarghh! she's just too much yesterday. how could she say such a thing. *Excuse me,do u realize who i m to u?* mind u..im ur younger sister..not ur maid. PUHLEEZ!!! n dun say im lazy. if u reali wanna noe wat i do in de house,y dun u put a surveillance camera.

I cant wait for dad to buy a house. wer i can leave peacefully. i wana run away from her. her family. i hate her.

God.. i've made a sin. alot of sins rather. i feel guilty now.

I shudn't be hating anyone. islam doesn't teach us to have enemies. islam teaches us to forgive n forget.

I do forgive people..but i never forget. but,i want to change it! tat's de difficult part of me which i still cant change..

Im feeling remorseful now...

I need to be strong. God,pls grant me faith.. gif me strength.. so dat i can go on. Amin...

Hadith (of de day): Sayings of prophet Muhammad S.A.W
" [The man asked] 'Who is more entitled to be treated with the best companionship by me?' The Prophet said, 'Your mother.' The man said. 'Who is next?' The Prophet said, 'Your mother.' The man further said, 'Who is next?' The Prophet said, 'Your mother.' The man asked for the fourth time, 'Who is next?' The Prophet said, 'Your father.' " Sahih al-Bukhari, 8:2.

Story..

2005-12-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

Hopefully watever i update today will appear in my story of de day..coz,last 2 days when i was abt to save my story,it was gone! heck!! soo pissed off,n u noe me..i cant be bothered. so,here goes ma story of de day..

Anyway,tiz boredom is killing me. spent my day watching Smallville(at least,its still GREAT!) haha.. but,mum keeps reminding me,"bil byk tau nanti.." huh.. as if im de only one using all de electricity in de house. uh.. watever!

Anyways,last 2 days..i was actually updating abt my 'jalan2 carik keje' wif Chekyah n chayunk tag along too. but..de rain came.. so,ahakz! so..we 'melencong' lar.. go esplanade take pics. laughed alot abt Chekyah's shoes. hers looks like Enot's. :p she said,it started from muni.. haha.. but,doz shoes were nice! reali.. did u actually looked from Enot's one? i bet,Enot bought it from pretty fit oso.. khekhelala..

hmmm...tomorrow's my 15th month anniversary wif chayunk!

Happy 1 yr 3 mths Anni Darling.. Lurrvveee eeuuu sooo mwuuuchhh!!

Oh yah.. 6 more days to go.. n chayunk wil be in NS. boo-hoo..! hopefuli i've got a job already,so i wont be bored..

Wish n wish for a beautiful day tmrrw..

N i wish for a beautiful moment tmrw...

farewell outing

2005-12-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik!

Good noon.. im kinda sleepy now. thot of watching smallville's third season,second disc,but..on de second thot,maybe i shud just update my bloggy first. hehe.. kak eni told me smallville's season four is now shown @ AXN. reali?? hmm.. nah.. i shud finish watching de 3rd season first. i didnt noe smallville is shoo great! im in love wif clark kent! actuali,lex luthor is good-looking too! haha.. waduh~! but,i still lurp moi chayunk..

anyway,last thursday..while me n chayunk were on de way 2 national libr,we saw Liza n her sis on de street,doin street survey wif diz chinese ppl. i,was also invited,to do dat survey! haha.. surprisingly,there's a lot of shopping centres which i've never heard of. woah~.. its like,out of 6 or 7 which was listed on de list,i've only heard of Sim Lim. duh~..

chit chatted wif 'em for awhile,n off we went to de libr. den met de pk boiz @ bugis bus-stop @ 7. in de first place,i wasnt invited. but,last minute,changed of plan. i was allowed to join de outing! of coz,im happy. i hate to go home! went to cafe el-sheikh for sheesha. didnt smoke wif de guys,coz.. paisay lar! hehe.. de nite outing was a 'farewell' outing for sharul. n.. dat was de first time sharul cried in front of us all. he's touched,tat's y. hehe.. 'ouw..so touching~!' daf him de frame wif de 'family portrait' in it. nice ar..

wonder wat shall i gif dear..hmm..wondering if de pk boiz is gona haf an outing for dear too..

thinking of making a 'farewell' outing @ esplanade. but.. c first lor..

anyway,im missing dearie soo much now! tiz week,we went out TWICE only. its unbelievable. haha.. we haf always been going out like,four to five times a wk. or de most.. de whole wk! wow~!

it feels terrible. cant imagine wen he's serving Ns,n i wont be able to mit him in 2 or 3 wks. gawd!! not much fon calls oso..i guess.. haiz...

nehmind leh.. kk.. gtg now! gotta watch smallville! tata..

..................

2005-11-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

Woah~! i saw Tomok! Kekeke...in de tv lah,den?!! in Sembilu. tak hensem ar.. haidar was like asking me,is dat a wig he's wearing?! hahaha.. dat's his natural hair.

Aaahh,nvm bout tat! my hair is nicer.. :)

Anyway,i went out to Chinatown area wif chayunk n my loveliest_n_switest bebot-Chekyah! (*error detected!! its actuali bebot..not bebok!*) haha.. went to Seacare Building to apply fer a job. hopefuli our application is successful. waiting for a reply from cdc is a waste of time. *oops!* but reali! u cant rely on cdc. after tat,we went to bugis,had dinner..was it?! haha.. tink so. had dinner @ kfc. tried de fish-ole. ok lah.. its like de fish-fan they had years back. oh..i wana try de tepanyaki burger @ Mc. luks yummy~.. ;p must taste it soon!!

Hmm.. i haf exactly 2 wks to chayunk's NS. wah~.. so fast man! still remembered 2 mths ago,wen i heard de news. n now? its like,oni 2 weeks left! gawd...

Wanted to buy him something,but... duno wat i shud buy. went to causeway point fer awhile just now. carik punyer carik,i stil duno wat to buy. den...i bought somthing,but..its cheap lah.. but its de thot dat counts mah! hehe.. bought something similar fer myself also. actuali it was suppose to be another type,but they dun sell it. damn.. haf 2 buy another one uh.. hehe.. but,chayunk punye fashal~gue ok jek~! :)

*Yawnz...* ngantoks nyer! wanted to gif chayunk a call,but..i cant! his line has been disconnected lar. if i call his house,i bet..he's not @ home. mesti dah gi cycling ngn fau n a few of de pk boiz.. haiyah~! Shud i call sharul? hmm..paiseh lak! aarrr..leceh tol uh kalau takde hp nie! nehmind lar..

k loz.. nitey-nitez peepz!

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2005-11-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!

Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.

You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable

Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life

By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.

Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.

No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

and de story goes...

2005-11-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen today. juz went out wif Kak Yaya n chayunk,went to Causeway Point 2 pass chayunk cigaratte n harry potter & doom vcd. n speaking of harry potter,de story was superb! fantastic uh! n it was quite an emotional one,de part wer Cedric died. haiz.. n.. did i say i cried?! haha.. not really. my tears almost roll off ma cheeks. kekeke.. i think diz is de 2nd time i cried in an English movie. first was Armageddon. tragic kan?! haha.. *ku ni emo tauz~!* n 1 more thing, Ron's voice has changed!! *ehem..! reached puberty lah! haha.. n hermoine's getting prettier!* :p

oh. anyway,back to de story. we bought some foods 4 my mom,n bought snacks 4 ourselves n sat near civic.. n.. something happened! BOOM!! accident! motorcyclist n a chinese lady was involved. but it wasnt dat serius uh. de lady can still walk,but she had bruises on her hand n blood bleeding out her nose. her right eyebrow was cut. ish2. i think its de lady's fault kot. but..duno lah eh.. but de motocyclist's bike was a bit hancus ar.. de handle was broken,n de mirror too! ish2..

anyway,just bloghopped to huda's blog. hehe.. *betol punyer marah sey!* but,if i were her also,i'd b very furious. wana noe wat happen,read her blog! irwan a.k.a hamzah or karloz.. who is my ex(damnit!!),happens to go steady wif chayunk's fren(who is also my new-fren :)..) had bastard her! 4 gudness sake,he is using his same old trick on huda. fcuk sia! wat he said or did to me,happens to huda. n 2 things which was shocking is tat,he told me his name is 'muhd irwan hamzah' but,his REAL name is 'muhd hamzah'. wtf~? n nazri is his bro,but i thot nazri is juz his cousin. 'auta-mama sia diz boi!'

n de terrible part is dat,he said dat he nvr treat huda as his gal! *eee..gerammnyerr!!* last time,wen i broke off wif him also he said tat. fcuk! he was wif me 4 a mth,n wif huda 4 3 mths. he used me as his 'PAYING MACHINE'. n huda too. but huda had to -somehow help him on his bills,n wen going out,huda has to blanja him. 4 gudness sake,wen will he stop using gerls for all tiz?! he's such a moron! how i reali hate him now. ooh..!

now i hope huda is alrite.. there is still many guys out der who is suitable for u. hamzah is just another freak~!

im getting bored now! cant wait for tmrw,im goin out wif chayunk. wanna go out n look for a job lar.. full-time job perhaps. anyone can recommend me? something like admin job..

haiz...

n its reali difficult to get thru chayunk's hp nowadays. i say.. his hp is gona be dead soon! uurghh~! go n buy a new hp lahh.. hehe..

wei~! i mish ma beboks' ar.. wen to mit again? i wana go out n haf fun. how abt de funkies'? hopefully thurs is confirmed,sheesha nite-out! bid farewell to sharul.. he's goin NS tiz coming fri-2nd Dec. boo-hoo~! haha.. den chayunk's turn to go.. uw-weekk~!! ;p

mish mua fwenz!!

n mish u!

alotz!

mwackz~!

I'm In Love!!

2005-11-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

Guess what?! I'M IN LOVE!!

I'm not joking! Haha.. I'm in love with...(Duh! Ilmy comes first!) Nasyid!! Funky to de making ar.. Currently i'm going ga-ga over Junied' songs,they're de local Nasyid..i mean they're from S'pore. I like de songs,not becoz they're from chayunk's ex sec sch,but.. i duno.. somehow,i love their songs. Esp 'Hijrah', 'A`taina' & 'Kembara'.. power dok! actually,lagu2 nasyid nie sedap2 juge tauz.. Ada yg jiwang lah jgk,like for eg.. Lagu 'Inspirasi Hati', 'Nur Kasih', 'Hanya Tuhan Yg Tahu' n lots more..n 'Doa Taubat' is also on my 'Fave List'! :) *Cey..Anim dgr nasyid siot~! Khekhelala.. Sampaikan Kak Ana pun ckp, "Mentang2 matae ngn budak Madr,kite adik-bradik sume nak kene dgr nasyid dgn kau per..?" Haha.. Kool ar sis! ;p

Anywayzz.. Guess wat?! Anjat aku,Huda miss kol @ mua hp.. Ader ape je tau pmpn tu! Tak abes2.. Den,to think again,wer de heck did she get ma num?! i asked dear.. N he said,just dun bother.. Si Huda ni minah2,matae dia matrep ader pangkat nyer..Fuh! Scary-mary! Hoho.. Seriusly,ader jgk lah prasaan takut..Ader dia rembat aku,Innalillah jadiknyer...

Hrmmm... Today was my last day @ work. Sad thing! Huh.. Where can i find an easy job wif good $$.. Haish~! Then,afta werk.. Me n dear stayed @ Tiong Bahru Plaza fer awhile 2 watch Disney On Ice(Aladdin)-just a bit of the show.. Funky ar~! Hahah.. Then,we went to Esplanade.. Slack der 4 awhile b4 goin home..

Cant wait for tmrw!!! Nak gi JB,follow mama go SHOPPING~! Heheh.. But,sad to say.. I got no money! Next mth baru dpt gaji.. Maybe on de 12th,or latest..13th.. Hopefully dpt on 12,boleh lah blikan przzie for chayunk b4 dia masok NS.. *Booo-hooo~!!*

:p

K larz.. Nak sleep uh.. Tired~! Nitez! Mwuahh..~

..Raya Outings'..

2005-11-21T11:39:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik' peepz!

Wat's up?! :) Heheh.. Feeling so cold rite now.. been raining since morning. I guess de whole Singapore's raining. Hrmmm... Today i got off,n im getting damn bored @ home. No one to talk to. Bibik's not @ home,something happened n she wont be here anymore. Haiz.. I kinda like her,she's nice.. Maybe im going out later,wif chayunk.. Or A-L-O-N-E... *Duh~!* He's out now,wif his PK frenz,playing soccer. Hujan2 pun nak main bola,tak paham aku! Going to CDC,gona look for a FULL TIME JOB! Tired of having part-time job. No life siah.. At least if i haf a full time job,boleh amik basic theory(lesen kereta) n go sign up for courses during weekend. Chayunk's going for NS in 3 wks' time. Wah~.. How time really flies.

Now,im missing Noorul! Missed her n..Irah too,tho' there's things which i dun agree bout her.

Oh well,kelmarin ku jln raya ngn budak2 PK. Overall..Kire oklah.. kire 'funky' ar! Hahah.. First trip cume ader 4 pompan n 14 budak lelaki. Wooo~... Good thing,all gerls bertudung. :) Cume difference nyer is dat,dorang budak madr n aku budak circular.. But yah,i can click wif 'em. Cume Mun je cam sombong sket,tak bobal sgt.. Nab n Nun 'funky'! *Bluekx!*

But... Jalan ngn member ex-203 lagi gerekz! 'Bebok' gitu! Haha.. apa siak 'bebok'? Ntah btol tak spelling dier..

Anywayz, like wat taj say.. dia suro aku post nie.. Mak dia n mak Man berak kat tepi jln.. Eh? Hahaha.. Tahlah,tak paham ku! Took loads of pics wif 'em.. cant wait to c doz pics! :p Cikgu Azizah looks pretty.. Serious! New hairdo lot,babtu jembu.. :) N to mua frenz.. sorry,i had to go off early. Penatz uh! Lagipun leceh uh kalau from rumah Ms Suhaila,nak balik takde strait bus.. Anyway,bile korg nak dtg umah aku ek? Kelmarin tak leh pasal de hal.. Sowie!

Hmmm... Yesterday went to Kak Yaya's house wif chayunk. Dah mkn sumer,ingat nak gerak pasal si chayunk nak jumpe budak2 PK pat bugis fer Sheesha,tapi dia yg melekat main PS. Hahah! End up,we're late! Yes,i forgot to mention abt de cats @ Yaya's house. Miang seh Mama cat! Golek sana sini.. Alalala,kiut nyer dia! Haha.. Den,got Kakak, Kenit n Monster.. Monster garang sey!! But,Mama ish da besh!

Ok2... Got to go now. Oopz.. Sumting happen juz now,but.. not gonna update it so soon. Gotta find de culprit! Haha.. Pandai2 je pas number aku!

Dat? Againnn??

2005-11-16T16:33:00.001+08:00

Still remember abt tat Siti n Huda? N how i hated 'em so much?! Oh yes.. They're making me so freaking pissed rite now! Actually its more to Siti.. Damn her so much! N i mean real much~!!!

'Wen u're out there,enjoying life...
Im still stuck in my bed,thinking about u..
N only u...
Now 2 me,life sucks!
How d hell tiz happens 2 me?
Im still thinking...
If i've gave u wat u've wanted..
Will u still be with me rite now?
Still crying but no one noes nor care...
Missing u now is no use,coz u haf forgotten me so fast;completely...
Asking 4 ur lv is like asking 4 ur life...
wat happen 2 me??
I cant be ur girl nor ur fren..
Sometimes i feel like running away from all tiz..
But where shud i go??
Killing myself??
But i still want 2 enjoy life like u did..
Emy came n go juz like dat..
Love u always..
Plz do msg me coz i'll be waiting 4 u 4ever...'

Toopid her.. Dont understand Eng/Malay.. Berbuih mulut aku bobal ngan dia n penat me-naiping msg utk dia supaya jgn ganggu chayunk ku lagi! Tsk2.. Da under-age, under-age juge lah tu namanyer.. Baru 14.. Ish2..

All tiz happen just now.. After work tghari tadi,ku n chayunk duduk pat pondok luar keje jap,nak jamah nasi goreng.. Dan pada masa itulah,ku cek hp dia.. Ada 1 Message. Ku pun bukak lah.. Alangkah terperanjatnya beta si Huda msg gitu(yg pat atas tadi tuh!).. Then chayunk kate,ni mesti keje adik dia..

Hrmmm... So,i asked him to msg her,"Who's dat?" N yah.. Its Siti..

Cara dia rep lagi menyirap kan aku! "Tu matae emy pe?" So,i say it was him..n she was like begging him to contact back n be frenz..

Actually @ first i was angry,but after dat i laughed.. Mengenangkan nasib org yg 'shiok sendiri'.. Khekhelala.. *Bluekx!*

But,i was curious..Wat does she mean by 'If i've gave u wat u've wanted..Will u still be with me rite now?' Syg ku kate,dia tak pernah mintak pape dr pmpn tuh.. Setakat dulu dia msg2 ngn Siti jek.. Hmm.. Allahualam.. *Hanya Tuhan je yg tahu ape yg betol dan ape yg tidak..*

Tulah..dia gak pentel! Pi layan kan pmpn tuh.. Geram!! Tapi,as long as skrg dia da tak layan,takpelah.. I've forgave him.. *Alalalala...Hehe..*

N dat Siti,is a real desperado.. Tak dpt Wan,chayunk aku pun jadi... *Gggrrrr...*

I wonder wat other ways will she do to get ma dear! Huh... i just hope dat tiz freak will just forget abt chayunk..
*Amin....*

Minahz!

2005-11-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

Salamz..

Hey! My post didnt came out yesterday.. hehe..

Anyway,something happened.. just read de post below. I find it hard 2 undastand gerls..or shud i say minahs' nowadays.. Mcm tak reti bahasa gitu. Da tau lelaki ada matair pun masih nak kacau! Ape lagi,FRUST menonggeng ar~! *Mcm siak~!* hehe.. Aku tegur adik dia baik2,al-kisah nyer,kakak dia pon masuk campur ah.. Tak puas hati.. *Ehk-ellleeehhhh~~* Kakak mane peh besar je..padehal sama baya cam aku.. Pi dah~! Ape,kau pikir kau minah aku takot ke!

Menyampah siot!! Eee.. Gerammm!!!

Al-story nyer cam gini..

-Krring-krring!!-
Aku-"Hello..Siti nak ape lagi dgn ilmy?"
CT-"Siape kau? Matae dia per?"
Aku-"Aku tak suka kau kwn dgn dia..Takmo contact dia lagi! Faham?"
CT-"Oh..Kau matae dia yg minah dakwa tu kan?"
Aku-"Dakwa tak dakwa,kau peduli ape..?! Tak payah contact lagi ar k! Thx"
CT-"Hah! Yelah,yelah..Bye!"

Line pun terputus!

Huh~! Sungguh kurang sopan,panggil aku minah dakwa! Panggil ar gadis bertudung ke..Kan sopan skit.. Sejuk juge hati mendengar.. Ni tidak!! Citz!

Den,a few mins later..si Huda(who is Ilmy's ex-classmate during Sec sch) msg.. Mintak no. hp ku.. Biler ku tanye ape hal..dia tak puas hati ku marah adik dier..

Lemme c... In diz situation,i shud say..of coz a gf wud be angry rite?! Takkan nk senyum je n agree kan yg aku tak boleh tegur minah tu kan? So,ilmy pun msg her.. Saying not to bother our life anymore.. But i guess,she wont gif up.. Coz bof of 'em haf been msg-ing even tho he didnt rep any of their msg! Kan DEGIL tu namanyer.. Tanak gif up..

Haiz...

Dahlah..!

Anyway..went to catch a movie @ GV Marina just now..Cerita The Exorcism of Emily Rose. Bole tahan uh.. But The Exorcist lagik seram!! Hehe..

Maybe next wk nk tgk Cello plak.. or Doom ke?! Hahakz.. *Kaya nyer!!* Bluekx ;p

Oh well.. i cant wait to jln raya wif ex-203! Yabedabedoo~!! :)
N i cant wait to watch Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire.. Hohohoh~!

k lah.. signing off first.. nak eat dinner! :p byez!

Biatch!

2005-11-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

I just dont understand y some girls still dont understand whats de meaning of ATTACHED!

Damn doz 2 sluts..biatches!!

Siti n Huda!!

How i wish diz 2 biatch read diz!

*Nama je dari skola yg baik2,but it seems kau terpesong..tergelincir dr jln yg kau nak tuju!*

Monyet!!

Kiss my arse..

.................................

Haiz.. I noe im being harsh in tiz bloggy,but weneva i tink of doz 2 galz..it makes me pissed off! Some kind of girls!! Oh yah... Adik-bradik per.. So,prangai sebiji ar..

Fcuk!

Camat hari Raya!!

2005-11-02T06:03:00.000+08:00

First & foremost, Assalamualaikum! Heheh.. gud morning n wakey-wakey~ peepz! Wah..Its like,only 6am n im blogging?! Hohoho.. Nvm,my parents arent sleeping also. They're boiling de water in de pot outside de house,for de ketupats'! Woohoo~! Believe it onot,tomorrow is Hari Raya~! Or shud i say,its tonite,after breaking our fast,wer 'takbir raya' wil be heard..Khekhelala.. *Gawd,im being childish again?! OopsZ..* Oh yah,they had to do it fast,coz we'll be having ketupats' for break fast later. Ketupat really take a few hours to be cooked.

And so,i assumed.. Most of de Muslims/Malays haf gone to Geylang. But,this year..the surrounding is a lil'bit different from de past years. N speaking of which,Geylang wont be de same anymore next year. Haiz.. And if im not mistaken,de bazaar will @ Bussorah St. Good thing is,there's still bazaar! Kekeke..

Anywayz... I thot i wont be receiving any Hari Raya cards,but.. Weee~! Chayunk gave me one yesterday. Went to podok @ BP,brought haidar along,coz daddy says its not nice to go out alone @ nite. *padahal kluar kol 8.30..* Khekhe.. *mcm tak biase lak aku jln sorg2?!* Then,reached BP @ 9,n gosh.. i got lost @ Pending. Mwahaha.. i thot i was suppose to get down @ de 3rd bustop after Bangkit,but its akceli 3rd bustop after BP. Tsk3.. Met chayunk @ Pondok,he was wif his pk frenz.. *nak gi main bunga api roket nyer! haha.. Passed Chayunk de money,n he suddenly took out a card fer me. How sweet.. :p Didnt expect 1 from him.. but,mine's bigger..A4 size,his is an 15 size. But,doesnt matter.. its de count dat thoughts! Hahaaha.. Still remember tiz,it was suppose to be it de thot dat counts.. Jeez... ;p

After all that,i wanted to go home,but then,Tofik came down n started to light up his 'nbuga api roket'. It flew up abt 3 storeys high! Fuh.. *Anjat gegerl..Hehe..* Then chayunk put his 'roket' on de bench,n Sharul was lying down on de bench..While Sapek n Aden tried to light up.. I was pulling chayunk n saying.. "Takmo diri dekat2..Ti tak dpt rayer.. Takot~!" N all of a sudden,they all broke into laughter.. Sapek was like.. "Hahah.. mampos! tak dpt rayer?! Hahaa.."

Wait a second! Did i sound like an 8 year old kid? Or an 18 year old teenager? Hehee..i didnt realized its a lil' childish to say tat.. but,untuk keselamatan aper.. Ape,tak betol?!

Huh... Takpe2...

Hehehe..

Eh k lah...

But,b4 tat.. To all ma frenz out der.. Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri,Maaf Zahir & Batin! Harap salah & silap ku dpt diampunkan,dan bergembiralah kita semua di Hari Raya ini.. :)

TC ya'll!

'Home-Sweet-Home'?????

2005-10-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

Salamz..

Haiz.. Feeling kinda sick now! Having flu.. Huh~! Cant sleep peacefully last night. Nose-blocked.. Its difficult,had to breathe thru mouth. N now,im tired. If this continues,i wun haf de mood to go to Kak Eni's house n help her buat kuih later. Uurghh.. Actually today de ex-203 boys wanted to break fast outside @ Bugis n haf a sheesha-outing @ nite. But,i cant make it. Meeting Chayunk later to bring de Kerepek to Bugis. Meeting Noorul later. N Sharul too.. Huh.. Then sleep-over @ Kak Eni's house. Till when? I dont know.. But what i know, i dont feel like coming home to this 'freaking n so-called-Home-Sweet-Home'. Lots n lots of reasons! Im sure some ppl know what's been going on in ma house.. Or shud i not say my house.. Coz,im just 'staying here 4 awhile' n i feel im not invited. Duh~...

Thanks to de fcuking someone fer letting me stay here n make me feel as if we're not siblings. Haiz.. Things haven't been good wif me n Kakak. Now,im wondering.. Hari Raya is like a week away, n i know,early in de morning.. i've got to seek forgiveness from her. Shuckz! Its not dat i dont want to.. But,haiz... Its like.. Not time yet! Aarghh~..!!

How i wished,daddy will buy a house soon,n i will get to stay in a new house.. where i can put my diaries/clothes/books etc in ma own room or cupboard.. Pity me rite? I sleep in another room,my clothes in another room,my stuffs in de studyroom.. *Bertabur sak sumer!!* I need privacy too,u noe.. huh~..

Haiz...

I wonder,when will this stop..

Oh yah,i've got a job already! Will start a week after Raya.. Thanks to Chayunk. Mwackz~! Hehe.. Good pay,werk during office hours.. :)

Hmmm...

Anyway.. Thanks to Rafie for sending me a Card E-Raya. Haha.. First person to send me. Kekekeke... Speaking of which,i guess i'll be giving Chayunk de Raya Card today. Big sey! Hahaha.. A4 size! Made by myself.. wonder if he likes it.. *Bluek!* :p

Anyway.. Compliments to Nun's choco-conflakes! Sedap~.. Hehe.. Get to taste it yesterday when going out wif her for 'business' yesterday. So sweet of her 4 making it for Wan,but.... Hmm.. Nvm. Its a FULL STOP.

Geee..

Got to go peepz! Tata..

De real Hanim?!

2005-10-26T07:22:00.000+08:00

Salam..

Gd morning! N i mean.. Early morning~! Heheh.. Cant sleep,so thot of updating ma blog. Been up to a pretty-weirdy-moody-me. Get so uptight easily! Been quarelling wif chayunk lately(im sori bout tat!).. Havent been talking to ma eldest sis(coz i just hated de way she treated me @ times!).. Havent been playful wif de kids in ma house(basically its ma 5 yr old nephew n 3 yr old niece..) And its like..Im just not myself!! Gawd.. Wat's wrong wif me? Im suppose to control myself especially when its d month of Ramadhan. Cuz u realli haf to be patient. Huhh~.. I wonder.. Wat has changed me? Y am i like tish? How i wish,i was on top of de mountain..n just shout out aloud! Aarrgghh~!!!

Haiizz.. im totally confused bout myself. I dunch noe wat i want,y im like tiz.. i wish it cud stop. Coz im just scaring myself n him away.. Dear.. Im truly sorry aite. I promise u,i'll change. Even i hate de way i am now.. Im truly sorry dear..

I just want today.. To be a new day. A fresh one fer me.. Insya-allah..

Well,i guess after tiz,i'll take a shower n then get ready..To go Geylang wif mommy! Hehe.. Wanna buy new clothes for Raya. i've actually got 3 Baju Kurung already.. And maybe plus another 1 or 2 more(i'll c if mommy is generous today! Ahakz..)

I bought my new shoes already. Its black colour.. But,i dunch noe weter it suits me wen wearing it wif baju kurung. Haha.. It will be nicer if i wear jeans wif de clothes i usually wear wen i go out wif dat shoes on! :p But,it dear who chose it fer me.

Actually yesterday,we went out to Causeway Point. Met @ around 5pm n we started quarelling.. Bla..bla..bla.. Tsk tsk.. but,it didnt last long. :) Soon after,we went to de Bazaar n look around for foods.. We've been craving to eat de 'Burger Sembarang' since last wk. And de thing i realized abt dear is dat.. He is just like my mom!! Pass by tiz shop,want tiz.. Pass by tat shop,want tat! N i was like.. "Subhanallah! Mengucap u.." I still remember de whole scenario clearly yesterday! He saw de Nasi Briyani stall n said.. "Mcm sedap eh nasi briyani..?!" Den,we saw de Nasi Lemak n Nasi Campur stall n he said.. "Selera nyer.. U nak?" When i said no n laughed.. He said, "Nvm,i think i want otak2.." After dat, he said he doesnt want to eat de Burger Sembarang,but he feels like eating the curry puff from Old' Chang Kee.. Haha~.. He's just like a pregnant.. 'man'?! Hurhur! ;)

And at last,since we.. or shud i say he.. cant make up his mind,we bought 2 Burger Sembarang,6 fish otah2 n 1 ayam percik. Kekeke.. Sat at our usual spot,high on de building. Kinda romantic,n nice view.. Seeing de sky changes its colour. Seeing de arcade games below. Fuh~! I loike.. ;p

We walked off from de spot @ 7.45 pm n den he followed me to Bata n also Charles & Keith. The shoes der r nice,but its just dat im de fickle-minded gerl! Hehe.. Pity dear.. Guess how many times we went back n forth to doz 2 shops?! Thrice! Yeah.. We went in to Bata first,den to Charles & Keith,den went to Bata again n to Charles & Keith ,n back to Bata n Charles & Keith again! And at last!! I bought a pair of shoes for myself!! But wait!! The shoes i bought,was neither from Bata nor Charles n Keith.. It was bought @ John Little. Kekekeke... ;p Poor darling! Had to follow me back n forth. Well,actually..tiz is me. I cant make up my mind. Sorry dear..

But,frankly speaking.. i love tiz pair of shoes @ Bata,but it cost $70+. Gosh.. N i onli haf $50 wif me. N my budget was like just $30 n below. I'd rather buy expensive clothes den shoes.. But well..dats just an opinion. I dun buy branded goods. I dun wear expensive stuffs! Only when i haf de money,n when my mind is wise enuff.. Den i'd buy! Hehehe.. n tiz is HANIM.. *Bbrrrr...*

Well well.. Hari Raya is just a week away, n i still haven't do anything to de Hari Raya card! Haha.. lazy nyer!!

Can't wait for 'collection'! Khekhekhe.. *Cam bebudakz aku nie..* Tsk tsk.. If i get enuf 'collection',i'll pay my hp bills..N i wished to take up driving license.. :) den,set aside a few buckz for a movie!! Hehe.. But,i dun really update myself wif new shows.. Wonder wat's de latest movie shown now uh..

Hmmm.. Gosh! Im blabbering non-stop here! Better stop now.. Hehehkz...

Tc ya'll!

Haf a nice day!!

2005-10-23T14:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

I'm back! Wah~.. Its been a week since i log on to d internet! How i mish ma darling comppy sshoo much! Hehex..

There's so much things to update..

So... First thing first..

Exams... Was... Fuh! Kekeke.. ok lah. My Business Software was difficult! Had a hard time doing it. Office computing,good.. :) Then,Office Procedure good also, Office Organisation.. Bluek! Got mixed up with Part B qns. N one of the qn in Part C,i realised i wrote de wrong function! It shud be Marketing Functions,toopid me..go n write Accounts Funvtion!!! Aarrggghh... Dats 6 marks u donnoe! I noe!! Huh.. Angry ar..Abeh! Den my last paper was Book-keeping! Dong~! If i can get a pass,i'll be de happiest gerl on earth.. Coz its Maths mah.. U dunnoe,i noe! Huh.. ;p

And at last.. I'm free! I dun haf to go to sch animore. I've graduated! :) But,there's another 3 more exam papers to go(next yr!).. Now,oni haf to tink of ma exam results! Goshh.. Put dat aside first,let's Hooray-Hooray ok?! Kekeke...

Hmm... Btw, i really had a gud time yesterday! Went to break fast @ Makmur Restaurant wif de ex-203 classmates! Luv re-unions! lemme c.. There was me n chayunk,wiwi n chucky,susu n karim, chekyah, liza, murni, taj, sab, man n fir.. (Did i miss out ani1 else? Hmmm..nah..) We were like sitting in Makmur 1 hr b4 break fast.. Haha.. Ordered foods,n gosh.. it arrived a bit late. Foods there were.. Okay~.. u dunnoe, i noe.. Hehe.. Had so much fun n laughter! Reminisce abt de past..

Walked from Makmur @ 7.30 n went strait to Geylang. As usual..its weekend rite,so its jammed! The weather was so hot. N the smell.. Fuh,bole tahan~! Haha..

Then,we stopped by @ Kg. Melayu.. Watched tiz VCD about Sakaratul Maut. Scary u~.. murni bought it! N Man,dgn tak malunyer ckp..Kite ramai2 pegi umah muni tgk cerita nie mlm ni.. Khekhe.. Then we berger to Tanjong katong. Met dgn budak2 PK.. Sharul forever siah wanna tease me abt Ilmy going fer NS! Huh.. Wanna make me sad oni! *Gggrrrr!*

Then we all bought remeh2 foods n settled down @ de void deck(our usual hang out during Ramadhan). As usual.. Its de photo-taking time! Hehehe.. Took loads n loads of 'gambar2 bodoh'. Kekek2.. But,of all de pics,i reali2 luv tiz 1 pic which i accidentally snapped when they were not ready yet! Its de 'all-guys' foto! Taj's posing was... Hahaha.. i dun noe how to describe it. Taj look so... 'GORGEOUS'. When i tink of dat foto,i cant stop laughing. Till now! Ahahahah... Taj,u better sent me dat foto! Buat kenangan.. :p N u better show it to Feeza!! Kahkahkah!!

Cant wait to c all doz foto's! I wanna update it in ma friendster..

Then,me n chayunk berger from Geylang @ 11,wanted to stay wif 'em sumore..but think of wer im staying,haiz... *LecehX!* Reached home almost at 1.. Soo damn tired dat i didnt wake up 4 Sahur diz morning,n now.. Im hungry!! *Bluekk*

Hmm.. Hey! I'm shocked~! I.. received.. a call.. from.. an old fwen.. @.. 1.30 pm.. just now.. Hehehe! He's non other than.. erm.. Shairul! Hahaha.. Saw this unfamiliar number appeared @ my hp,n wen i picked up.. he was like.. "Nim eh? ni aku lah.. Shairul!" N i was like.. "Shairul mana?" duh~.. I didnt expect him to kol.. Talked fer abt half an hour. He's got a show later on. Hmm.. He was wondering y we didnt turn up @ Home-Mart yesterday. I forgot abt it..Told me some news n so on.. Well,i already expected it.. Tsk2.. pity him.

Eh.. think i gotta log off now.. Chayunk already msg-ed uh..

Tata!!

2005-10-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Harlow everyone~! Im back!! Haha.. Been updating eh this few days!? Boring mah.. Wattodo.. Kekeke..

Oh,before i forgot.. Happy 18th Birthday to Sabri! Its like.. At last,ur 18! Hahaha..

Hmm.. Lotsa things have happened yesterday n today.

Let's talked abt today first ok? ;) Guess wat?! Today.. Just now.. Was my last day of school~! Eee-Yabedabedooo~... At last~! I dun haf to c dat nyonya's face!! She's just so iritating! Oops~! ;p But,its a sad thing,i haf to come fer ma revision class tomorrow. Gosh.. just for Mr Jamali's sake. *phew~!*

After school,went to Parkway Parade n meet up wif Chekyah. Waduh.. Missed her so much! Hehe.. Went jalan2,n she's shoo funny! I was just beside her,n she cant c me. She called my hp,n when i said i was in front of MPH,den she started laughing! Gawd! She needs to wear 'goggles'! Hehehe.. Will buy for her b'day next yr!

Then,we went to Isetan..n look around at the kids' section. Saw Pooh bears collection! *Soo geram..* N we look at de dresses of de Disney fairytale collections. I took de Mermaid costume n gave Chekyah n she was like putting on de costume on herself n tried to swim like Mermaid. Hahaha.. I wish i had a videocam.. Can share wif all! Saw other disney cartoons costumes,like Cinderella, Snow White, Belle n some others which i cant remember their names.

Had enuff of laughter,so we went to Banquet. Wanted to just haf a look around. Really! :) Suddenly,i saw this one gerl who looked so familiar. N,yar.. I was right. Its Mawar! She had worked there again,n she looks much more prettier now.

Hehe.. Enuf of dat now. Uh.. Actually i've got something to say..

Wanna noe something?

Hmmm...

Guess ar...

*Drumrolls*

Kekekeke...

Oh well.. Its actually abt ma dearie..

He's...

*Sobz Sobz*

Gonna leave me..

Uwweeekkk!!

Oops! *cry baby me..*

Hehe.. My dear has been called up fer NS! Gawd.. N its like in 2 mths time? Or less..
It will be on de 13th Dec @ 9am.. Haiz..

Man.. i wonder n i ponder...

What gonna happen to me?

Haha.. Giler lah aku nie..

Actually,im quite happy for him. At least,he's called for NS,rather than he go n study @ Mesir or what for 4 yrs.. Dat one more terok! ;p

I was shocked + sad + happy = ?? Gilerr ?? (What kind of emotion will dat add up to?) when i received de news..

Now,i wanna spent ma time wif him whenever i can.. Dun wana fight2 n quarrel2 often.. Hehe.. *Tobat ar..*

Cant wait to mit him tmrw!! Yippie~!

N btw.. Mooney,thx for telling me bout 'dat' yesterday! :) At least i noe dat someone is jealous abt it.. Kekeke... But,wat do i care?!

K lah peeps..
I guess i'll only update again nxt wk..
N peeps,do keep tagging ma board,aite! Tc..

PS: Cant wait fer next wk ar kwn2 203 ku.. Miss korang alotz!! :)

.........Boredz..........

2005-10-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

Salam'Alaaik...

Wah~..Believe it or not,this is ma 100th post! Kekeke.. *Beh? Excited? Haha..* Gilerr..Like alwayz.. Hmm.. Been doing some blog-hopping again just now,auww..dunch weri,i did ma revision just now<-as if anyone cares?! Gosh..

Blog-hopped @ Taj's bloggy. Wah~! Besok dia da lapan-belas tahun. IYER..18!! Haha.. Happy Advanced Bday,Boy.. N.. Boy.. He's in LOVE.. Hahah.. De same gerl which i saw @ Suntec. Boleh tahan,jambu sey.. Really~! All da best in luv life..

It feel so fun n great to see ppl in love. I wonder how's Sherry doing now.. ;) Kinda mish her..

Oh..To all ex-203,pls be informed that the break fast event will most probably be held in de 3 week of Ramadhan. *during weekend..will re-confirm again soon aite!*

Feeling full now,had a bit of Fried Macaroni,tasted a bit of ma dad's Chicken Briyani n had Katirah drink. Hohoho.. *Skrg da buncitz..*

Went to de Civic centre library in de afternoon juz now. Read some of ma notes,but cud only remember a few.. Hahax! Then met Cha-yunk @ Causeway Point n jalan2 fer awhile.. When we went out of Causeway,saw 2 malay guys walking out,drinking Big Gulp n other drinks! Gawd!! No shame siah.. Then,3 gerls joined dem n smoke there. Haaish.. Tsk2,what's wrong wif de youths nowadays..

Then saw tiz ex-EV guy.. Shakir. Saw him a few times there,asking fer donations. Hehek.. His friend didn't approach us,coz i guess he was paiseh as we saw him smoking secretly. Tsk2...

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Im so freaking boredz now..

Aaahh.. Go n do ma revision lah~!

Hehe..

Tata.. Nitez!

Me..

2005-10-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Feeling stressed up now. Exams is like,one week away. Gosh~! And i.. Am busy blog-hopping now! Heheh.. *rilek uh.. ti pun leh blaja per,ehk??* I was blog-hopping,n happen to pass-by tiz blog. Hmm.. She's quite pretty,haf de sweet,lady-like face.. ;) While looking thru her links, hahah.. i didnt noe dat she has my blogger-add. How bad i am for not linking to her blog. God! i'll make sure i'll link to her blog..

Today, i had my class in de afternoon. Starts @ 12..n ended @ 3.. Time seems to go slower than before. Really! I kept looking at ma watch.. Wishing i cud make it move faster. *I wish~..* Had to do ma test,which i didn't study.. But wat-to-do,i scored better than Irah.. Ms Tan kept telling us.."Irah will surely score better marks than Hanim,coz Hanim is always not in class.." Oouww WTF?! And duh~.. I scored 22 out of 30,n Irah scored 1 mark lesser than mine. Ahakz~! And when i passed,she said.. "Irah,how come??? I thot u can do better! Oh..I think Hanim used common sense uh.." Huh~..!

When going home,saw Mr Jamali at de reception. Huh~! Told us to come for a make-up lesson this Saturday. Its not our fault mah.. Its urs! U slept,n ppl waited fer u for lyk 2 hrs plus,n u didnt turn up for revision class. Gosh.. Im lazy to go to school,ESPECIALLY on WEEKENDS! Haish.. But,die-die oso..must go.. EXAMS IS ON NEXT MONDAY!! Gotta buck up..

Cha-yunk fetch me after school just now,n we went to some-place-near-Chinatown to look @ his 'future-werkplace'. Hehex.. Quite okay,not many passer-by's,only office workers would slack there. N there won't really be any 'minahs' there.. *Phew~!* ;p then we took de bus to Bukit Panjang Plaza n met up wif Wan. He went for his job interview @ Sakura,n he got de job on de spot. But he got so paiseh,coz there were more girls than guys. Or shud i say,just 1 GUY<- n dat's de manager.. n there were 4-5 girls. Went out of Sakura,n he was like.. "Mampos~! Eh Ilmy,keje ar ngan aku.. Byk pompan ar,segan aku.." Hahaah~! Earlier on,he was de one who wanted to work there,n then now.. He's half-hearted to be a team in there. *Ape2an je tauz~!*

Walked around fer awhile,n stopped by @ de Blue 21 shop. <-errr...was i right?? Oouh,nvm..hu cares!?! Been wanting to buy a brooch for myself. Those flowery,hard ones.. But,changed ma mind as soon as i saw those soft~soft type ones. Berry-nice liao! Cant decide to buy which one, so i just bought one first. Its white-n-pink colour. Heheh.. Will wear it to school tmrw!

Then..we realised that its kinda getting late,n we had to hurry ourselves to find a place to 'buka'. Walked from BPP to Ten Mile Junction,but..Damn,de 'Halal' stall is closed. Wan then planned to go to Teck Whye's coffeeshop,n it was closed too! N by dat time..i was feeling sooo thirsty!! Hahaha.. But had to 'tahan'.. till we reached another coffeeshop which was further up ahead. By de time we reached,it was like to another 2 minutes to 'buka'(break-fast). Lucky sempat! Hehe.. Had Chicken Rice.. N its soo good to haf chicken! Imma chicken-freak mah.. Gosh! Ish-ish.. Talk abt food only~..

Hmmm... After all that,walked back to Ten mile junction n took bus 178,n de bus had a slight injury i guess. Hehehe...Coz,its back of de bus hit de traffic light. Tsk2.. Careless driver~!

*Grins* I cant wait fer next wk.. After exams,can enjoy to de fullest! Heheh.. After raya,then can go n look for a job.

But.. think again.. Lazy nyer!!!

Hehehe... Cant wait for Dec,got BBQ-pit wif cha-yunk n his pk fwens.. Looking forward to it! Its been a long time since i went for a BBQ pit.. Cant wait to get to noe wif Sharul's gf n Amry's gf.. Feel comfortable wif diz pk boys gf's.. At least,they aren't minahs.. Just normal gerls,like me :) . I mean,they wear tudung.. Good rite?! But de only difference is,they're from Madrasah's..n me?! From a circular school. But,that doesn't prevent me from getting to noe them. If i had passed de 'test' in Madrasah Al-Maarif last time,i would be just like those gerls.. Haha.. Can't imagine it!

Hey.. Cant stop blabbering lah! Gawd~! I'll stop here then,ok.. Will update when i'm free aite! Tkcr peeps..

Nitez..

2005-10-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all Muslims.. :)

Wah..Today is already de 4th day of Ramadhan,n Geylang is all packed yesterday nite. Hehe.. Went to Geylang yesterday nite to break fast wif Cha-yunk, Nun n Krun. Went to break our fast @ this 'restaurant',n i pity Nun. She ordered a plate of Fried Chicken Rice,n.. not only she got it late,but also..the rice had taste bad.. Gosh~! Tsk2.. After eating,went to Darul Arqam for Maghrib prayers. Styaed on till Isyak,coz we planned to do Tarawih. Luckily its Arqam.. Cool place uh for prayers! ;p Finished tarawih @ 9,n then jalan2 around there..

Cha-yunk decided to go home early,as he's gonna work early in the morning de following day. Bought 1 Ayam Percik,but we got another 1 fer free..*Yeah!*, bought $4 of Keropok Lekor which cost is 5 for $1,but we got like $6.. *Free again!*

Hahaha.. Thx to Cha-yunk fer hanging around n helping to 'lelong' near Wan's bazaar,n so we got some free foods! Hehe..*Da rezeki noh.. Jgn ditolak..* N thx for the Satay eh Wan.. Next time we'll come for more sate..Its nice..*Esp when its free! Khekhekhe..*

Reached home around 11.30..N,duh.. My parents were not @ home. They went to Geylang!! W/out me?? Huh.. Heheh.. Nvm!

Today,woke up @ almost to 11pm. Felt soo sleepy. Realised my parents came home from duno-where.. they had bought fer Haidar a Levi's jeans.. n *Phew!*, Haidar cant wear it coz its kinda big n long for him.. So,no choice.. Gif me lar! Haha.. Its quite nice.. Luckily i can fit into it. *Evil grins*

Hmm.. Yahoo~!! Next week is my last week of school..n then holiday!! Yiipppeee~! I shall work first n kumpol money,then can think abt ma future.. :p
*Dun forget ur exams...Huh..*

Oh..before i forgot.. happy 1 year & 1 mth anniversary to me n Cha-yunk~! Muackz~!

K lah.. dat's all! Cant wait fer Maghrib,my sisters will all be gathering here.. Yahoo..~!

K2.. Slmt berbuka to all muslims nanti..

Tc!

Sicko!

2005-10-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

Gud Aftanoon Ya'll!

Today is the 2nd day of Ramadhan. Hmm.. And i haven't been goin to school,as i'm sick. Haiz.. N wat scares me was, yesterday nite, my body temperature was 39.9 degrees.. Gawd! I was so cold thru out de nite. Dad wanted to bring me to the hospital.. But errr.. No thanks! Lately,i feel so scared to go to the doc. I always think negatively. What if im having a disease or watsoever which can lead to death?! Gosh..! Haish.. Cha-yunk kept telling me to c de doc but yah lor.. Im stubborn mah! Watto do.. Hehe.. Next time lah i go ok?

Yesterday,i gathered all ma strength, n i went to Masjid Khalid @ Geylang,coz i promised ma mom i'm taking the bubur(porridge) there. Went wif Cha-yunk, Wan n Nun.. Fuh~.. I felt so weak when doing my Asar prayers. Haiz.. After taking the bubur, went to Onan Rd to buy 'Roti Kari'. Yummy~! Hehex.. The we 'pusing2' ard Bazaar Geylang fer awhile,n saw the 'Putu Piring' Stall. Remembered,my mom loves it,so bought for her.. *Wah.. Love my mummy so much~!! Kekeke..* Took de bus n dropped @ Bugis,n continued our journey wif bus 960. Dropped down @ Bukit Panjang,n duh~.. I felt terribly sick,so Cha-yunk gave me some money to take a cab.. He cant send me home coz it was already 6.30.. Yah,had to go home by myself. Called ma dad to fetch me from Bukit Panjang,but he was in the toilet,n couldn't answer de fon. AND.. After boarding the cab,dad called me n asked where i was?! Huh.. Wasted almost 8 buckz.. Huh!! ;p

Well.. Supposedly, Chayunk planned to break our fast outside today,but unfortunately, im sick..So we had to postponed it to tomorrow. Weee~! Cant wait fer tmrw! Hopefully i'll be ok by tmrw.. :)

Hmm.. Kinda fil bored now. Wanted to call Chayunk,but he's @ Johor wif his mom.. Hmm.. I guess, i'll have a rest or shud i say a nap.. Hehe.. im starting to haf a headache now.. Ok,tc peeps!

Selamat Berpuasa

2005-10-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

Harlow everyone...
Salamzz..
I'm actually outside now wif ma dear @ bedok CC...
Mish him alots man! Da dua hari kite tak jumpe.. N to me,2 days is like 2 months!! Gosh.. How i mish him!! Hehe.. Glad to meet up wif him today. But,it hurts me to c his condition. His sore-eyes is really getting worst. Dear.. I pray dat it will go away soon.. Amin!

Oh well.. Tonite..around 7+,in the calendar of Islam,is called Ramadhan! Its when,all Muslims will be fasting for a month. Then,i can go on a diet. Hehex.. Wondering if i'll be going Terawih tonite. My parents goin to Tampines for Terawih. Wah~! Travelling so far.. From Woodlands to Tampines.. WOoHOo~.. Hehe.. Either i follow 'em or i just Terawih on ma own.

N yah.. My dear will be busy working starting tmrw. He has to help his uncle @ de shop. Then..we cant mit up. Haiz.. But nvm,lagipun its not gud to mit up everyday time bulan 'pose' nih.. Takot ti amalan tak diterima Allah.. :p So,we plan to mit up once a wk when he got 'off'.Gosh~! Im gonna miz him lar..

Hmm.. Kinda hungry now. Feel like going to Tampines(ma old neughourhood) to drink buble tea n eat choc waffle! Oh gawd.. Been thinking bout food man!! *How to go on a diet like tiz?? Haha..* Nvm.. tmrw start fasting oready mah~.. Kekeke...

Btw.. To all ma fwenz(esp ex-203,ex EV).. Jgn lupe adakan outing eh.. Berbuka sesame lagik! Jgn jadi cam tahun lepas sua! We broke our fast @ 9pm.. YAR,9PM!! @ Arnolds! Damn.. *Oopz..Sopan skit nim..* Hehe.. To Taj.. This yr aku taknak plan uh.. Biar kau or yg lain2 plan tempat k. Ti aku pilih,tmpt cam Arnolds lagik kang.. Mampos,kebulur kite.. Khekhekhe...

Okies lah.. Gotta stop here..

To all Muslims.. Selamat Menyambut Bukan Ramadhan & Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa.. Amin...

:) AGAIN! (:

2005-10-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

Harlow.. Its gonna be 11.30 pm soon. Ma parents is still not back yet. They went to Geylang.. :) Thot i shud wait fer 'em while eating maggi n updating ma blog! Hehehe...

Hmm.. Just now,i went to Esplanade again wif dear.. Just to make-up for yesterday. :p but b4 dat,we went to Bugis Junction n took some neoprints. Out of 4 pics, i oni lyk de 2 of 'em.. Yg lagi 2 tk lawa sgt uh.. Haizz...

Then,we went to haf a bite @ KFC.. N after tat,walked from bugis to Esplanade. N,oh god~! We passed by Chocz,n it was closed! Gosh.. I've been craving fer de Strawberry-Dip Choc!!! Man! i think i shall go to Parkway Parade then b4 Wednesday.. Gosh~! Hahax!

Then we sat on de rockz,n cha-yunk saw 2 gerls who looked kinda familiar to him. n de gerls was like.. "Takkan tak kenal? Budak Madr Alj ler.." Cha-yunk was so blur.. Haha.. Ppl from his sch,he can't recognised.. But if from outside sch,he will surely noe dem! :p

We then berger from Esplanade ard 8.. Den followed him to Pk(pondok) @ Bukit Panjang. met de PK boiz.. *Nasib baik tak byk sgt budak2 yg tuon,malu dok!* my intention was,i wanted to c 'something',but turned out.. Its another 'thing'! Hmm.. Wonder where i can i find that 'thing'.. Aaahh,nvm bout dat!

Btw,cha-yunk is having sore-eyes.. <- btol kan? takkan Saw-eyes plak!? Hehe.. It was scary,man! His left eye was infected,coz his whole family excluding his parents got it. Tsk2.. Cian dier.. Take care yer! He's already asleep coz he got to wake up @ 6.30 n get ready to go to werk. Hmm.. Nitey darling! N thx fer de prezzie just now! I lurrvee it..so muchh!! :)

Ok everyone,tkcr aite! Haf a wonderful nite! Sleep tight2.. Sweet dreamz~! Muackz!

De Beginning!

2005-10-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

Weee.. Hello,gd morning to ya'll! Hmm.. Its 10 am,n i still feel sleepy. *YawnzZz..* Haiz.. Got ma revision class today. N im so lazy to get dressed to sch. Plus,its so stressing to choose de type of clothes everyday. Imagine,i woke up @ 7..roughly aroung 20 mins in bathroom,n then.. There,i sat in front of ma cupboard. Wondering wat clothes to wear 4 today! Aarghh.. Stress! it took me 15-20 mins just find a shirt or a blouse or a dress to match ma jeans! Gosh!! then haf to iron it sumore.. *Leceh nyer!!* N 'gedebak-gedebuk'..latest by around 8.40 i'll get out of ma house. Hoooh! Whereas class starts @ 9.30. Staying @ Woodlands,n schooling in Geylang area.. Very far! Ain't i a princesS?? Khekhekhe.. But,nvm.. I'm finishing sch in another 2 weeks time,n then exam starts. WHAT? EXAMS??? Ooohhh... this freaks me out! Hahaha.. Ma first paper is on de 17 Oct n ma last paper is on de 21 Oct! Oh God.. Hopefully im able to do well fer all ma papers.. *Insya-Allah* Ok.. Stop talking bout ma EXAMS orite?

Hmmm... Hey,i've been wanting to share wif ya guys what happen fer de past 2 days! Wahh... I really enjoyed maself on Thurs! Went to National libr @ 2.30 while waiting fer Chekyah 2 finish sch. Met her @ ard 3,n we walked ard @ Bugis. At ard 5,Cha-yunk came n we walked ard @ Arab St there.. Then,we went to Zam Zam n accompany Chekyah haf dinner,as she was fasting. Hmm.. Then,Cha-yunk planned,we all went to Cafe El-Sheikh to smoke sheesha. Hehehe.. Cool~! Chekyah was sshhooo cute when she smoke sheesha. But she kept saying that she noes how to smoke sheesha,coz her bro has one @ home. Wah~! Next time,if any of u wants.. Just go to her house! Ahakz! Took loads of pics there. Will update de pics @ Friendster when i receive it from Chekyah,ok.. Hmm..We were like really enjoying ourselves,n then a group of 6 gerls came in. They were Ex-EV students. Two were in 'tudung'. Wah.. They came there to haf Sheesha also. Hehehe!

Hmmm... Next time,maybe,i should plan for an outing over there wif ma old friends.. :)

Ok..ok..

Yesterday,I went to Esplanade wif Cha-yunk. Met him @ peninsular bus-stop. Hmm.. When he got off from de bus,he was like saying.. "Guess who i saw just now in de bus?!" I was like asking him,was it his fren or mine? N..its..'our' friend.. Huh?! Didn't expect it was Ahmad.. Yeah! AHMAD MUZAKKIR!! Ex-EV!! Heheh.. My dear took de same bus wif him but Ahmad took de bus from town. Oooohh~! He was wif a gerl. Dear assume,he was wif his gf coz they were holding hands. After my dear got down from de bus,they msg-ed each other fer quite a while abt their lives.. Ahmad was like giving a shocked kinda face when dear said me n him is still together.. :)

Then in the evening.... Haiz~! It turned out to be a 'bad' day fer us. Partly it was my fault 4 being rude. Im really sorry dear.. I didnt mean what i say. Sorry k.. I assure,it won't happen again.. *Insya-Allah..*

Afta that,at night.. Chekyah called ma hp.. Pard joined in de conference. Wahaha.. Long time didn't hear her voice. She's so 'kecoh' sepanjang chatting. Love it when she starts to speak in Bahasa Indon.. Hehex! Talked 4 almost 2 hours.. Sorry eh gerls.. I was so tired,my eyes da tak bole carry~... Hehe.. Maybe some other time..

Oh well... Fasting month is coming nearer.. Its next Wednesday (rite?) :p .. Cant wait fer it. Boleh lah aku berjln-jln kat Geylang after sch.. Cuci mata.. Hehe.. Eii! Bukan tgk jantanz tau.... Tgk baju2 lah! :)

Hmm.. Oklah! But b4 that.. I wanna say something.. To whoever who wants or dares to bad-mouth abt me n ma dear in ur blog.. Pls stop ur watever nonsense,coz i tink it would be better fer u 2 confront us! Ok? *Jgn jadi pengecut..!!* N dun make-up stories abt ppl hated me or watsoever,coz i already confronted de person maself! As fer me,i dun write/bad-mouth abt other ppl in ma blog not becoz im a coward. Its becoz of RESPECT.. But,if u still insist,go on n write a list abt me. I've nothing else to say..

Ok peeps! Got to stop here.. Take care ya~! Muackz~!

Re-Editted

2005-09-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hello.. I'm back! Wah.. Been studying 4 my exams! But, i dunnoe if i can do well for ma book-keeping n ofis organisation. Haiz.. *Otak benggang!* Hehekx..

But,at de same time,i try to make myself enjoy the days of my lives. Been making loads of new friends. N i think my circulation of friends have grew wider! Weee.. Last Saturday went out wif Chayunk,Ahmad n his gerl.. *Bertambah kwn baru tauz!* Had a fun time @ Johor. *Pi senyap2,at last kene tangkap juge.. Tapi nasib baik parents ku tak bising! Phew.. Hehe..* N i also made friends wif Ayep's gf. Nice lady der.. :)

Nowadays,me..'Sherry' n Chekyah always go out together. Haha.. Still remember yesterday,'Sherry' went to fetch Chekyah across de street @ Peninsular,n suddenly.. A bird came flew,n it was having a terrible stomachache n so it had to let 'it' go by hook or by crook.. Unintentionally,its 'thing' drop at Chekyah's left hand! Hahaha..!! *Oopz! Tak boleh tahan tak gaknye burung tuh??* Wakaka~! :p Btw Chekyah.. Sori eh,i just cant keep it. Just have to reveal it.. Hehekz!

Hmmm.... *Eh,lapar nyer!* Hehex.. Where shall i go out wif ma dear tmrw ehk? Thot of calling him now,but he's outside uh.. Playing takraw wif his friends at de court next to his block.

Hahaha.. I must be crazy,laughing n laughing since just now till ma saliva drop! *Oopz! Malu nyer* Its his fault lah,walk like a jin.. Keke.. *Chayunk ader nick baru uh.. Jin Boragas!* Wakakaka... Im always entertained by his behaviour. Im lucky to haf him as ma dear! i lurve ya loads darling!

K lah.. I'll update again next time aite! Takin care..

Friendship or Relationship

2005-09-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

I've been wondering..

Which is important? Friendship or Relationship?

I treasure both friendship n relationship. But some ppl think, i only treasure relationship. That's not true! Yes.. Its just that now,im more closer to my cha-yunk than friends. Coz i know who's ma real friends. I've always treasured friendship a lot,but ppl took advantage of me,n step on ma head.

To me,my cha-yunk is ma evrything! He's my friend, my bro, n my lover. We share almost everything together. Of course,like normal couples,we do quarrel,but we end up realizing our mistakes. We still love each other n we're still as loving as de first day we were lovers. To be truthful, I've never love a guy so much. He's de first guy whom I really really treasure. I've always been looking forward to ma future with him.

N.. i was wondering.. Should I give up on him just for other friends? He's my life. Others think i'm selfish. But i'm not. If u guys were in my shoes..u will feel how special it is to haf a wonderful bf. Or should i say, every couple who treasures their moments will feel de same way too.

Don't say i'm lame to break a friendship.. I didn't want to ask for it, but u made me to. A real friend won't tell me to leave her bf. A real friend will understand her situation. A real friend should console one another. A real friend is...

HER!

She is NOORUL.. My wonderful friend in JBS. Even though we were in de same class for only for 4 mths (which is in a short period), i could really feel de friendship she gave me. She helped me a lot. She's different from any other friends i had in my life. She's my gf! Wonderful friend i should say. She's always advising me about relationships.. N for goodness sake,she's never experienced any BGR before,but she seems to understand what i went through..

Cha-yunk n Noorul r ppl whom i'll always treasure..

Not ppl who hates me for having bf. I don't know what ur problem is,but let me tell u.. I've helped u a lot. We've even find u some 'friends' to cheer u up.. But in de end,its wasted. Yeah... Like what u said, 'follow ur heart'. So.. Do it. And i, followed my heart too. Im gonna be with him..

That's it..

People out there... Pls treasure friends n lovers. Don't do something which might hurt them.

To me,i'm thankful to haf de two wonderful friends! I lurve 'em loads!

My Mummy..

2005-09-21T09:39:00.000+08:00

Gd morning! Wakey~wakey everyone!

Wee..Im supposed to be in sch as usual,but didnt go again. Eh! I haf ma reasons u noe.. My mom is sick,she's in Changi Hospital. Pity her.. Been in there since Monday. Visited her yesterday,she looks normal,but i can see dat she doesnt haf appetite. Mummy..Get well soon aite!

Hmm..My cha-yunk was also der,he followed me visit ma mom. *Sebok jer.. Nak manja2 ngan mak pun takleh.. Ahakz!* After visiting my mom yesterday,met Chek Yah @ Eastpoint! Kekek nyer pabila Chek Yah terpedaya ngan 'Sherry'! Hahaha.. My cha-yunk called her using private number,n was using a girlish voice. He introduced himself as Sherry. N der was one part which Chek Yah said.. "Im sorry,i don't noe who Sherry is." N 'Sherry' was like saying.. "Not sorry dear,I'm Sherry." hahah! But,at last terbocor juge rahsia nyer.. When she reached n told me abt Sherry,i couldnt control maself n burst out laughing! Hohoho!

Sorry ehk Chek Yah..*lainkali Sherry tukar suara jantan pulak!* ;p

Hmm.. now2,what shall i talk abt next..

Oh yah! Went to catch Taj n group (The Unknown Remix) perfomed @ Suntec on last Saturday! Cool.. Gerek tauz! Congratz to The Unknown Remix for getting 2nd runner-up in group dance n to Groove for getting first in Solo dance! N congratz to de small kid..Shazran for getting first in the junior performance. He's shoo cute! *Kecik2 da pandai joget ala Michael Jordon! Oops! Haha.. Michael Jackson lar dey..Feewiit!!!*

Heheeheh....

Ok lah.. Wanna bath n den ciap2.. Nak pi tgk bonda ku.. :)

Taking care everyone!

Happy (Belated) Anniversary 2 'Us'! :)

2005-09-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hello..Gud evening!
Wat's up dude?! Hehe.. Feeling great today.. Juz came home. Finish skul around 1.30.. Den took de mrt back to Woodlands,den meet cha-yunk eif his bro! Had a gud laughing time @ Civic ctr Mc.. He made fun of his bro.. *Satu part tuh,kite ckp giler babi.. Beh si bro dia ckp,mane ade giler babi..Giler gajah aderlah!* Haha.. Weird! Den we started to call him G.G.. Nice nick ehk?! ;)

Btw.. I really had a fun time yesterday! Well.. Its 'our' 1 yr anniversary.. :)Went out n meet him @ woodlands interchange @ 1.30pm.. Den we went to Orchard,coz he went to collect his pay. Hmm.. Den,around 4 went back to Bugis and ate @ Delifrance. Ate something light,and den took some neoprints,n den we went to catch a movie @ 5.15pm. Yeah.. Watched The Cave. De story was great!

*Hah..part ni yg gerek!* Khekhe.. Afta de movie,we went to this restaurant. Gawd! Its a very nice place.. It was so romantic.. Wanna noe y?! Coz,its a candlelite dinner!! Its a 2 storey restaurant. De 2nd storey,we had 2 choices. To eat indoor or outdoor. So,cha-yunk chose outdoor,coz its quite dim,as its @ de rooftop. Only de both of us.. Wasn't dat sweet n romantic?! Ahakz.. We ordered some foods..and cha-yunk ordered 'sheesha'. <-Did i spell it correctly? Haha.. Sheesha is a smoking pipe and is the typical smoking object in the Arabian tradition. The tobacco come with various of fruit flavors like Apple, Strawberry, Banana, Grape, and many more! N guess what? Haha.. I tried it.. Haha.. :p Cha-yunk says its not dangerous,but now i looked for infos bout sheesha,actually its quite dangerous also.. But de one yesterday was nice. Coz it has Strawberry flavour.. *Yummy* :p

Overall,i really enjoyed myself yesterday.. Coz my cha-yunk was shooo hensem! Hehe.. *Makin cha-yunk dia!*

Eh.. Its getting late uh.. Gotta get maself ready. Wanna go chalet afta diz.. Tata!

As Usual

2005-09-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

Morning to ya all..
Haish! Im suppose to be in school.. But.. Duh~! As usual~! Hah.. My EZ-Link is enuff 4 me to travel fer a trip to school. Haha..

Well..Well.. What shud i say?! Yeah.. Cant wait fer tmrw. Hopefully they can make it!! There'll b a 'gathering' @ Sabri's house. Hahaha.. Suppose to go n visit in hospital,but he's out.. :) Hopefully he's getting better. *Amin*

Wee... 2 more days to ma 1st yr anniversary! Cant wait fer it! Haish..i've used up all ma money on shopping! Damn.. Now i cant buy him prezzies.. Sorry dear! But,hehe..just treat all those 'shopping stuffz' we bought as ur prezzy k? :p But,its a MUST .. We haf to watch movie! Khekhelala.. *Da lama tak nenok wyg.. Asik nenok tv jekz.. Bowing! Ahakz! N kalau Wan n Nun nak itot,blang dowang takmo dok sesama nan kite tauz! Sebokz jer!! Hehe.. Jgn marah!!* Mak.. Step pelat je eh..

Hmmm... Nak nenok wyg,cite ape sez? Feel like watching Red Eye.. But,dear wants 2 watch The Cave instead. Hmmm.. Tahlah.. Cant make up our mind,maybe we're watching it separately! Hehex!! *Meh~~!*

Mum n Dad just got back from Terengganu. *Hah kau! Mak aku beli baju.. Fuh! Mcm nak borong 1 kedai sak~!* Haha.. Oh well.. They went for their 'Hanim-Moon'.. i guess they celebrated their 32nd Wedding Anniversary(on de 2nd Sept) der.. Wee.. Romantic u~!

Btw... Wer de heck is cha-yunk?!! Told me yesterday,wanted to go interview wif his 'brothers'.. But,i bet.. All his 'brothers' r still sleeping.. 'World!' *Wan ar nie,smlm dgn semangatnyer kate.. Bsok kol 9 sume jumpe pat wdld interchange..* Haha..

Ok larz.. Will update again soon! Tatazz.....

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2005-08-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Salam'alaikum..
Hmm.. Good aftanoon to ya all out der~!.. ;) Well,just had my lunch,n now im bored to death! Thot of watching VCD,but no mood. Guess,i'll update fer awhile first. Cant wait for tmrw!! Wanna go johor wif cha-yunk.. Nak pi shopping!!! Gee.. Wanna buy shoes..n shoes..n shoes!! Haha.. *As if Singapore doesnt sell shoes?!* Wat to do.. Down @ Johor,its much cheaper mah.. *Bluek!*

Actually,i've no idea wat to write in here.. *Otak blank sak!* Just cant wait to hear my phone ringing,dat's all! Haha.. just waiting for my dear to msg me n tell me to call him! He's @ work now. He must be tired.. *Kesian dier..* Den tonite after werk,he's goin to de airport.. Sending his fwen, Ayep..

Oh yah.. To Ayep.. Best of luck to u! Study hard n make ur boo n ur family proud aite! Btw,Ayep is my Cha-yunk's gud fwen.. Been fwenz since in Sec sch.. Ayep's gonna study in Mesir for 4 yrs.. Cool uh?! Study bout Islamic Law (if im not wrong!).. Hehe.. Hope my cha-yunk oso can be like his fwenz.. But,confirm plush guarantee plus 100%.. I will MISS him lar! Cha-yunk told me he wants to go overseas too.. Haish~! *Mati lar aku!...* :p

I wonder wat will his boo's expression be tonite.. From wat i read @ her blog,she's very sad.. Pity her.. 4 years is quite long. That's when human test their patience..waiting for their beloved ones to come home.. haiz..

Nvm bout dat.. Its not as if my cha-yunk's going tonite rite?! Hehe.. k lah,i guess i'll stop here.. When im free..n have more ideas,i'll blog again..

Take care!

I am Back Again!

2005-08-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hello..
Salamz..
Im back! Its like 2 months i didnt update my blog rite? Woohoo... Im very busy lately u noe.. Sorry~! But,nvm.. Sometimes i feel like no one's reading my blog. Wadde heck! Huh.. Wtv. Ahax!

Hmmm... Life is bored as usual.. But wif Ilmy around,life's better! Haha.. *Notty u* Im counting down for my first yr anniversary wif him. Yahhooo!! How time flies. Hope my relationship wif him will last till eternity. *Insya-allah*.. Hmm... What shall i talk abt now?~

Hey.. im so shocked just now. 'Someone' called me just now.. Ahakz~! Yeah,my ex.. Its like almost a yr plus we didnt contact, n suddenly out of the blue moon,he called me.. offering me a job. Cool~! But,im feeling scared at the same time.. Coz... Ahh.. Cerita lama. Forget it. But seriusly, d job dat he offered is good.. but.. (Eh..how many but's lar dey..??!!) i noe,my cha-yunk wont allow me to work wif 'J'.. Haiz.. But,i'll just try my luck n ask permission from him. Who noe's dat job is suitable for me..

Well... nowadays i feel bored(again??!).. School sux to the core! Really.. There's only 2 person in class. For goodness sake,i wish i hadnt joined in late for that course. Now that my bestie had graduate.. im left wif a gerl.. im not dat real close to her,but.. oklah dier tuh..

Hex.. My darling now work's full time in a restaurant tau.. Good for him lah dat he's found a good job. :)

k lah.. gotta go now. Nak watch vcd... Cerita gerek punya!
Tataz...

Kawan Biar Beribu..Kekasih Biar Satu..

2005-06-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

"Kawan Biar Beribu..Kekasih Biar Satu.."
Ku akur dgn kenyataan itu..
Maafkan ku kalau aku pernah menyusahkan hidup kawan2ku..
Dan maafkanlah daku jika ada yang akan tersinggung dengan coretanku ini..
Bukan ku mereka,ataupun mengada-ada..
Tapi dengarlah rintihan dan keluhan seorang sahabat..

Selama kita bersahabat..
Ku setuju memang ada sahaja persilisihan faham antara kita..
Memang tak dapat dielak situasi sebegitu..
Ku pernah berkata pada hatiku..
Haruskah aku membeli teman dengan wang ringgit..
Ataupun dengan hati yang bersih nan murni..

Aku bukan mengungkit,cuma kesal dengan tindakan mereka..
Apakah aku ini anak patung yang diperbodohkan..
Bila sunyi,tiada tempat mengadu..
Akulah teman sejati..
Bila susah hati,tiada teman berkongsi cerita..
Akulah penawar dan ubat mereka..
Bila bersiar-siar dan memerlukan teman..
Akulah yang dicari..
Untuk menemani mereka..
Apakah aku cuma tempat mereka menceritakan suka dan duka..
Dan aku pula tiada ruang diantara mereka..

Memang!
Memang aku cemburu..
Cemburu melihat mereka..
Tetapi aku mengerti..
Aku tiada hak diatas kebahagiaan mereka..

Pabila ku terkenangkan apa yang terjadi pada hari lahir mereka..
Wah! Bagaikan nak gah aku mencari idea..
Kesana kemari,terhegeh-hegeh mencari hadiah yang cantik2..
Mencari barang kegemaran mereka..
Tetapi..Pabila hari lahirku tiba..
Tiada seorang pun yang menyambutnya sepertimana aku menyambut ulang tahun mereka..
Pelbagai alasan ku terima..
Pada siapa harusku persoalkan dan persalahkan..
Tahukah mereka..
Siapa yang mengatur strategi dan mencakup idea untuk hari lahir mereka..
AKU!
Akulah yang mengatur segalanya..
Tapi orang lain yang dapat nama..

Oh Tuhan..
Adilkah ini..
Bukan ku minta sesuatu yang mahal dari mereka..
Cuma ku mahu mereka sedar..
Aku adalah insan yang punya hati dan perasaan..
Di dalam hati ini..
Ada luka yang parah..
Luka yang bisa meninggalkan parut untuk sekian lamanya..

Entahlah..
"Mungkin hari ini duka untuk aku..
Esok belum tentu.."

Aku ingin melayari hidup yang baru..
Menyelam onak duri dengan sesiapa yang sudi..
Tapi..
Aku lebih mengharapkan kebahagiaan sekarang..
Bukan kesedihan dan keperitan lagi..

Sekali lagi..
Aku meminta maaf jika ada yang tersinggung dengan coretanku ini..
Aku cuma nyatakan apa yang tersirat dihati ku..

Assalamualaikum...

last update..

2005-06-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

Salamz..
Im back! :)
Wee hee.. Just wanna update what happen on dear's bday..
Everything went on well..
Luckily Liza bought de cake! Thks liza..
Yah.. U cant reali trust sumone 100%..
Well2..
Yah,i wanted to share what i bought 4 my dear..
Bought for him 2 tees.. (DC & Volcom tees)..
Dunhill Desire Blue perfume wif a set of its shower gel n deodorant n desire miniature..
A towel..
A birthday (poem) book made by ME!..
A sweater hood..
Plus a cake.. Shared wif Liza..
Hmm.. Dats it! Khekhelala..
He loves all de prezzies!
Especially de perfume.. Dats a surprise!
He wanted to buy it yesterday actually,unfortunately..
I bought for him first..
Hehe...
Unfortunately eh?!
Bluekz..
Hm..
Well..
Peepz! I think diz will be my last post till...
Dunoe when..
I getting lazy to type in my blog..
I just prefer to write in my diary then all doz personal stuffs will be put there..
Hmm..
K then..
Btw,Happy 18th Bday to Suria today..
Byez..

D clownz..

2005-06-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

Salamz..
Hello,im here..As usual,updating my blog. Came home only for a short while. Going back to Pasir Ris later. Going for 'Hanim-Moon'. :)

Feeling kinda down. Wanna noe y? Hehe.. Actually,it sounds stupid. My dear noes abt de surprise for his bday! Shucks! Huh.. But nvm. He only noes dat his friends r coming along to his bday picnic..But he dunch noe wat im giving him.. *Evil grins*

Actually i've no idea wat to type here. Feel so restless nowadays. Dunnoe y..

Hmm..Yesterday,b4 i went to work wif aimi,we met Liza @ de bubble-tea shop where we always 'lepak' @ Tamp. My dear followed too. Saw Syamsul @ de bubble-tea shop. He was going for dance practice wif Taj,n dat Chenok wanted to meet us all. He misses us,really??? Haha.. I still cant forget my Sec 2 life. Really like it so much!

Tha malay guys are fun to hang out wif. They are Taj,Shai,Sab,Man,Fir,Karim... Who else eh?! Hope i didnt miss anyone here..

Taj is a nice fellow. He's considered as my first guy bestfriend. Can share wif him loadz of things. Ur probs.. Ur secrets.. N not forgetting ur FOODS! Haha..

Shai.. He's weird. His mouth,i mean. It moves weirdly. Hehe.. My friends noe wat i mean. He's a lil 'lembut'. & de way he coughs,really gives me a fright! Guess he smokes too much!

Sab?! Ermm.. He's kinda irritating actually,just like Karim. But as yrs goes by, they behave well now. Ahakz~! *Jahat sak aku!* I mean,they're matured oready mah!?! Sab is a very hot-tempered guy..whereas Karim is one kind of a guy! He loves to shout! I dunnoe y?! But,i guess its his fave pastime. Like recently,i saw him @ Tamp interchange. He saw me,n he actually shouted out my name. As if,wanna tell de whole world,WATS MY NAME! Huh.. N we were actually standing less than 1 meter away. Duh! *Karim..Im not deaf!*

Man.. Azman,de tini-mini boy who is now a grown up..i mean tall boy! He's de class joker! Loves making jokes.. Cant sit still coz his butt got belacan! Hehehe..nolah its bcoz he always brings his silent-killers to sch! Haha.. N he always bombed it to either Liza or me. The poor victims.. Sometimes,it doesnt sound like silent-killers,louder a lil' bit. N de smell.. Duh~! Unexplainable! Only God noes.. :p *Bluek*

Lastly..Fir! *Meow..* He's the kitty in class. Dunnoe who gave diz nick,but it happened to be dat he looks like a cat. He has arms like a 'bapak2',can c his veins.. Fuh! I was closed to him in Sec 4. Helped me a lot in my maths. :) n in return,i,too,haf to help him in 'girls' thing. He's forever going after 'ida'. Hehekx..

Haha.. Dats my friends.. How i miss my good old days in Sec 2.

Oh well,back to my story again. Haha..Wer was i?..

Yah,de bubble-teashop! Had loadz of fun! Sat der n laugh n laugh n laugh! Like wat i told ya.. I've gone mad! Laughing is my pastime.. khekhelala~! oh no! Tomorrow's monday.. Gonna laugh like mad again when i mit Noorul. Tsk2..

Well,diz Friday..its confirmed! i think,im not going to sch. Aimi,Liza.. Arep n Leman is joining me for dearie's bday. Hope to c ya guys! Tata..

Wassalam..

Happy!!!!!!!

2005-06-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Hello,im back! Weee.. Its been a long time since i logged in the net. Been staying at my sis place @ Pasir Ris. So,once in a while, i'll be @ Woodlands or other times, @ Pasir Ris. :) This is what i call.. 'Hanim-moon'! Hehe..

Hmm,i've got exactly a wk more to go for sayang's bday. Bought all those prezies which i wana gif him. Now,im just wondering..Wer to celebrate~! Duh.. Im in very confused state. I dunno weter doz ppl are confem.. Haish~! *Kalau da mcm gini,malas nyer aku! Janji taik!* Huh... Nvr mind! I'll just celebrate wif him. Ahh..Dunnolah! Its not confirm lah..

Eh,guess wat!? Last 2 days ago,was our 9th mth anniversary! He bought me a rose! Hehe.. Paisey u noe,holding the rose. Ppl were looking. Haha.. We walked @ Bugis.. N luckily i did bought him a present. Bought 4 him an Osiris shirt. Dat was supposed to be given on his bday. But,i changed my mind. Hehe.. i'll update again some other time,and i'll tell u guys wat i bought 4 him k.. :) So excited! Cant wait 4 his bday! Yippie!

Well2,abt sch life.. Life's getting better! Woohoo! Noorul..Dats my bestie! A very nice fwen indeed. She's interesting. Different from any of my good friends i've ever known! We kept laughing n laughing in class. Cud be..we haf gone mad! Haha.. But,dats our pastime. Laughing is our fave! I got no problems mixing wif her n another gerl, Syahirah. They're great! I dun haf any problems abt friends now to worry abt. Im free of problems.. :)

I wana stay happy! Enjoy myself to de fullest! Yeah~! *But i haf my limits,ok..* Ok then,wana log out. Wanna watch 'Zero to Hero' after diz. Its de last episode. Not gonna miss it! Bye..
Wassalam..

Long story?

2005-05-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

Hellooo..
Im back! Feeling kinda bored,so i decided to blog. Wat shud i blog abt today?! Hmm...Actually my comp is on since 1pm. Haha.. I guess now its having a fever. *bluek* Went to look ard @ de blogskin webby to look for a new layout for my lil' bloggy. But,it seems dat nothing caughts my eye. <-m i rite? Huh..wtv!

Well,well.. Feeling kinda full now. Hahackz! *Hati manyak senang!* :p Ate Hor Fun for breakfast, n Nasi Lemak for lunch. Dunno wats de ocassion mum cooks diz yummy2 foods. Wee.. I wonder wats for dinner later. How abt black pepper beef steak or spaghetti? Some western kind of foods.. Haha.. *Pikir sal mkn plak.. Tsk2!* Ok2,dun talk abt foods. See! Ur saliva is dripping,wipe dat off! Eeeuuww! ;p

*haiz..* There's abt 26 dayz more to cha-yunk's bday. I'm stress!!! I dunno if i can get dat amt of $ to buy him 'dat-thing'. Haiz.. Dat cost almost $%^@#$? Hehe.. Cant write it here. Wat if cha-yunk see's?! For sure he'll noe wat im buying. So,lets keep it confidential. *winks*

Btw,4 my post on d 25th if im not wrong..ermm..i think so,d 1 b4 my bday..i did say abt d iritating flying cockroach which landed on my tudung rite?! Hmm..here's another one. But its not a cockroach *phew*,it was a grasshopper! *Damn..its still an insect,or a pest!?!* Huh.. Dat grasshopper,i tel ya. It was so damn big! It happened last wk. Actually i went to Johor wif Cha-yunk last Thursday. And after we had our lunch,my cha-yunk decided to went outside of Cite Square(d shopping ctr) n smoke 4 awhile. So we sat near d Macdonalds. I was sitting @ diz bench under a tree,n suddenly something dropped on my head! *thump* I thot someone threw a stone @ my head,but when i turn to luk @ wat de thing is.. OH MY GOD! ITS A GRASSHOPPER!!!!! I was like,running away from dat thing. And poor me. Cha-yunk didnt do anything. Instead,he laughed @ me. *how cud u!* Haha.. But,i tink u shud haf seen my expression. Haha.. I've been thinking,do i attract doz insects or pests??!!! :p

Hmm..Enuff bout dat. Hmmmmmm... Hmmm... Tomorrow's Vesak Day. Haiyo,im gonna be bored again! I think im going out. I guess Cha-yunk wants to watch Star Wars. I'd better follow. At least i do noe how de movie is lyk,coz i did watched d one b4 diz. Furthermore,i luv Obi-wan Kenobi(Ewan McGregor)! Handsome.. :) Akceli i think Star Wars is better than Lord Of The Rings. Hehe.. *Sorry to LOTR fans* Im onli giving my opinion.

What else shall i say? Oh yah.. I got a job! But,temporary only. Its lyk,when they haf a project,they'll call me to work. The job is quite good. I loike! Its a telephone surveyor. Per survey,u may earn abt 2-3 buckz. N de working time is lyk oni 3-4 hrs. Easy money akceli. So far,i've worked for 2 days,n i earn abt $60. Working for only 5 hrs+ on bof days. Haha.. Gud ah?! I loike~!

Hmmm..Eh! I really hate diz pop-up things lah! *toopid sak* Very d iritating liao! Gets me freaking pissed!

Oklah,wanna find Cinta Tragika lyrics after diz. <-nice song,btw. Its from DinoDi. :) Its a must listen!

Alrite peeps! C ya ard next tym. N do tag my board. Thanks!

(PS: aku-pitt or whoever u r,can u tell me ur real name? Du i noe u?)

YaHoo!!

2005-05-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hello peepz! Im back..! Just finished watching Amazing Race! WooHoo..!! I knew they can make it! I knew it! Its non other than Uchenna & Joyce. Weee... Happy for 'em! *Padan muke ROB n AMBER!!!* Byk main kotor,tgk lah padahnyer. Kekeke.. Hope d winners wish comes true.. *winks*

Well..Well..Well..

Im supposed 2 call chayunk now,but i fil lyk updating first. Hehe..Sorry dear. :p

Hey~! Last wk..if im not wrong,on last tuesday..i went to Suntec wif dear n Chek'yah n Zul..n guess wot?!!!? We saw AGNES MONICA! Yeah~.. D actress from Indonesia. Hehe..She was just right behind me at de escalator. Dear was like telling me.. "U,pompan yg kat blkg tuh muke dia mcm yg pelakon indo tu eh?!" Haha.. When i turn ard 2 take a look....,OMG! Its her.. Chekyah got so kanchiong! Haha.. But,we didnt get a chance to ask for her autograph. Hmm..not our luck i guez..

Oh well.. didnt i kept repeating myself in here..on how i miss my friends soo much?! Gee..Last 2 days ago,i met 'em. Moni, Chekyah, Wiwi, Ayumi n me.. Went to town. Den mit my dear wif his fwen,Ayep. Hahakz..Wat a name?!! :p Went home ard 9. At last,dpt jugak ku jumpe kwn2 ku!

Eh..i did tell ya guys,im werking ritez? Well..its been 3 days since i cabot werk! Haiz.. I juz hate weking der lah. Dunnoe how 2 explain.. Im juz waiting 4 my manager 2 call me n tel me 2 return de uniform back. Hehe.. *How noty!* Bluek..

Hmm..Just now after sch,went to mit Iqah. Haiz.. Pity her lah! I just wish she'll realize wat she's doing. Its not worth to drop even a tear for dat kinda guy. He's making her suffer! He wants her to feel de way he is suffering rite now! Dat guy shud be given a tight slap in his face, a kick in his ass, n a full swing punch on his eyes!!! Aaarrgghh!!! *Im getting freaking pissed!!!!!*

Tukar topik ah,sebelom darah aku naik.. Hehx,tmrw i start sch 2 hrs later than de normal time. 11.30 den start. So i can slp till 9.30. Yippie! Hope ms Tan will wear something more appropriate n suitable 4 her age. She's so sexy diz few days! Short skirt..no sleeve blouse..v-neck blouse.. EEEeeEEeee~!!! Haha..Its not wrong lah,but tak kene sey! Dah tuek!!

K lah,tink i'll stop now. But..b4 dat.. Happy Belated 52nd birthday Mum.. N Happy Advanced 54th Birthday Dad.. :) *Semoga dipanjang kan umur & dimurahkan rezeki..Amin*

Tata!

Life

2005-05-02T19:42:00.001+08:00

H E L L O . . .
Its 7.40 now. Feeling reali reali bored @ home today. I feel like ima stranger in diz house. not allowed to do or make my own stuffs. Damn! No privacy. No freedom. I hate my life in my home! I want a new house,wer oni me,my mom n my dad is in it! Im hurt when mom says.."Tak bagus balik lmbt2..rumah org tau.." So,dat means..kite ni mcm merempat!! N kakak got de cheek to ask me de other tym.."Mlm ni ko balik umah nie?" WTF?! Rumah mane lagi aku nak balik??? Dats my hs too rite?! Aargghhh... Im sure,if u were in my plc,u'd be pissed off too. Wtv u do,u'll b observed. Make a cup of syrup drink,she says.."too much!" I wanna use de fon,she stares @ me. I wanna take a short nap in de aftanoon,she come in my room..n gimme a 'nice look'! When switching on de tv..de volume must be low. N i mean very low!! *im deaf,aint i?* N dun on de fan(though de weather is HOT!),cuz she's so cold!!! Im feeling very very miserable! Im being observed! Being watched by her.. God..When can i haf de freedom again? When can i feel de love by my parents after 18 yrs of living? I thot they realized it..but its lost thru'out the way..again! I wont forget..n never will forget what my dad says..Haiz..

*Lets move on..*

Well2,yesterday went to esplanade wif Kak Ana n family, Kak Eni n family, plus me n family.. *Oopz!* Hahackz! I mean..me n ilmy. Gee.. No wonder Rafie told me ders Ning Baizura, Taufik n Sly @ Esplanade. Ders a Family Day uh. Kak Ana got de tix,so we went uh. Reach der ard 3.30pm,slack for awhile. Ders wer loads of ppl. Though it rained,de weather is still hot. N we were all sweating! Huh.. At ard 5,my dear decided we go off to Suntec rather den sitting der as it was too crowded. N so..we did. Had our lunch der,n we had so much fun. I fil glad when my dear can get along wif all my sis's. But my eldest sis cant get along wif him. Dunno lah.. Wtv. I dun care. As long mum likes my dear..Im loving it! *Ape sak aku mepeks??!* So,we actually didnt c Taufik n de rest performed. It was no big deal huh.. :p Ard 6.30 my dear went off to werk,while me..waited n went shopping wif de rest. Wah.. Abg isham bought a Levi's jeans for a hundred plus. N Kak Eni bought a jeans for herself too. *Kaya..Kaya..Kaya!* Hehehe.. Then ard 9 they went home. N me? I walked at Suntec alone..n walked to Bugis..ALONE.. Hehehe.. Reached Bugis @ 9.30,n i decided to wait for my dear to finish werk @ 11. N der was actually another 1 n 1/2 hr to go. I sat @ de Ritz Apple Strudel,n bought myself a Strawberry Strudel n coke,n read my novel. Luckily i had something to read,or else,i'll b boredz. Hmmm.. The strawberry strudel was delicious! Really,u guys shud try it! N b4 de shop closes,i bought some ice-cream puffs. Waduh~... Yummy! It feels good to haf good food! Haha..

Went home wif dear ard 11.10pm..n reached Wdlds ard 12.05am. We were thinking of not going home..U noe..'ton'.. But den,thot back..we shud just go home. Wee...Reached home almost 2am. Went to teman him makan actually,n we walked from de interchange to my home. *Thanks dear for sending me home.. :-xx-:*

Hey guys..Guez wat?! Its oni 8.30 pm. N everyone's aslp! Gosh..! Tsk2..Wadde heck?! Nvm..im waiting for my parents to come home. I bet..u guys aren't aslp also.. Duh~! De nite is still early.. Rite?!

Hmm..tmrw school n werk liaw.. Huh! De new module is easy. But de teacher..OMG! She's old,but step young oni. *Bluek!*

Haiz..k lah,wanna iron my clothes n pack my stuff. Bye guys!

Small World!

2005-04-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone..
Feeling kinda bored now. Currently listening to de song 'Obsession' by Frankie J n oso chatting wif Chek'Yah n Rafie. Hmm.. long time didnt chat wif 'em. Mish ma fwenz alot.. Haish!

Hmm..Supposedly went to MUIS just now wif cha-yunk 2 c his frenz as today was their Graduation Day. But,we got de newz dat..Boys n gerls r to be separated. Cant sit together. So,laz min cancelled our plan. Furthermore,im not familiar wif all his frenz mah.. So,we went to Bugis n den to Suntec n slacked der till 6.20 before he go off to werk.

On my way home,while sitting in de train..Kept thinking of what's been happening for de past few days. Still remembered abt what Hana told me. Haiz.. I cant believe it! All diz while we were talking abt de same old person. She's talking abt Ihsan..N me, Sulaiman. N he was ihsan Sulaiman! Duh.. Her x,my fwen.. X? Nah.. Liked each other b4. But,i knew him yrs back. A very kind-hearted guy. Loving n a trusted one. But now..no more,i assume! What i heard from Hana..He's a playboy! Huh.. Luckily,he's not werking der anymore. If he was still werking der,i wud haf not ask for a job der.. *Phew!*

Well..Yah,i agree! Wat a small world! i mean.. Singapore is small. :) Still remembered when i went out wif Iqah. We were talking abt sch..n suddenly we brought up a topic abt diz guy named Raihan! I told her..I just found out my guy knew dat guy too! n guess wat.. Yah! She knew de guy too! Ahakz~!

Ish2.. Kinda getting reali tired now. I was supposed to werk tmrw..but Victor,my iritating manager(sorry sir.. :p) cancelled my schedule for tmrw. Damn! Double-pay siah tmrw. Huh!! Hei-Hei.. I actually prefer de other manager. More nicer.. He taught me things step-by-step. Unlike Victor,all in one shot! Den he told Hana,if im slow..i'll be terminated! Huh..WTV!! Terminate me ah..Wat do i care??!?!?!?? *Im very angry u noe!!!* At least im good at doing de other stuff,oni dat 1 thing i cant cope! Aahh..WTV lah!

I'll just work for de time being. I've got to save up for cha-yunk birthday. Its too late to save up now. Haiz.. Damn! Fark lah..i shudnt haf used de $$ which i saved up de other time!! AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!! *Sesal dahulu pendapatan,sesal kemudian tiada gunanya..* Geeee........

Well,i tink i'll stop here. Seems like everyone's enjoying watching Incredibles. I havent watch it b4. Malas sak nak tgk cerita kartun.. Mepek! K lah,wana log out now. U guyz takin' care aite! Nitez..

UnLuCkY mE!

2005-04-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello peepz! Im back here again.. Same ol' thing,updating my blog as usual. Didn't update it for de past 2 wks. Bz wif sch..n i started werk already! Damn.. Just started 2 days ago..but it just seems i had started for 2 mths! Gosh! I dun reali like de environment. Cud be becoz of de manager! Farking idiot i tel ya.. I just started my job n he expects me to remember all de drinks name n how-to-make drinks stuff! Fark..Fark..Fark!!! I noe,i shudnt be saying diz.. *Nim,stop it..Haidar kat sebelah tu!* Hohoho.. He's saying so what?! My gosh.. Gotta ask him to get out of here.. I nid privacy boy.. Haha..

Wtv! Haiz..im being pressured,at werk n sch. I hate doing de accounts subj. It sux to de core! Reali.. *Aku nye maths dahlah hancai..* Piang! Nvm lah,i cant possibly quit halway,or else i'll b executed to death by dad! *Duh..Executed..n u will OF COZ end up dead! Duh!*

Den..my job! Sux!! Oni Hana n makcik Ram gud to me.. My mly manager gud,but de chi one..haiyo! He always gives me de look,wer he dun like me. Serius! Im sad,u noe..Reali sad! Haiz.. Tmrw werk! AargHHH!!!

Eh,k lah.. Gtg now. Wanna watch DIA. :)

Bye guys..will update when im free aite!

Chiowzzz... NITEZ!

I've Been TRICKED!!!!

2005-04-14T18:17:00.000+08:00

Holla fwenz! Wassup?!!
Hmm.. Feeling bored..So bored just now,but then luckily got a few fwenz in msn. Chatted wif Taufiq,its been a long time since we chatted together. Then,Fitri came in.. How i mish her.. N my fwenz so much!! Haiz.. Chated n chatted,n i just found out something! Damn.. I've been cheated! Fitri cheated me n including u all.. (Sorry fit,got to tell all..Hahaha!!) U guys shud look in in friendster. Dat Britney Spears sketches are taken from Yahoo website.. Gosh! I've been fooled by her! *Toopid me* Ekekeke.. It all happened when i asked for helped,wanted her to do a sketch 4 me.. N den,she told me de truth! Cis!! (Gue terpedaya...TIDAK!!!)

Well,well.. Came back from sch early today. Today's topic was soooo complicated! Felt like giving up! I just pray hard dat, dat topic wont come out for exam..or else im dead!! Dats almost a 30marks qn.. Huh.. Well,i cant wait for my 2 wks holiday! Yahooo!!! Haha..(Baru start sch,da tak sabar nak holiday.. tsk-tsk..)

Hmm,btw people..my tagboard is out again! Hehe.. Do tag aite.. PLZ??!!! Haha.. (Stop it nim! Being a despo again...Haha..)

Haiz.. Next wk im going out wif darling n his siblings. Im scared.. Really scared.. Or shud i say nervous?! Hmm.. I dunnoe if i can 'click' wif her.. His sis is 14,n de other is 7. I can mix ard wif de 7 yr old one..coz i ever mit her. Haiz.. Scared sia! Wat if i cant get along well just like her 18 yr old sis oso? Cud it be becoz of our same age? Or is it becoz of jealousy?? Aahh.. Tahlah! Hope everything goes well @ de restaurant for our lunch nxt wk. (Pray hard nim....) *winks*

A few days ago,Ridhwan called me. What a shock he gaf me.. Haha.. He told me,he was 'missing' pasal nak carik nafkah. Hm..n i supposed...He's... Hmm.. Nvm bout dat! I've forgotten bout him! Totally! I oni luv Ilmy..

Dear.. If ur reading diz,jz wanna tel u dat.. Im Very VEry VERy VERY LUCKY to noe u n be wif u!! Really!! :) Hehe.. Aimi was shocked to noe de secret about our 'love-story'. Hehe.. If i had tell de truth,ppl wud not be giving me encouragement. Hohoho.. But,its reali surprising,we cud hold on to our relationship diz long.. :) I luv u alotz dear..!! (Semoga hubungan kita kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin dan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat.. Insya-allah..)

~I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy~

Loving u alwayz....
EMYNIM-08092004

Here I Am..Again!!!

2005-04-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

Yippie.. Im back guys.. Im back!
How r u all? Hope u guys r doin great! :)
As for me.. Life is getting bored! Boredom has been accompanying me.. Haiz.. But,when i mit my darling.. I feel soooo happy!! Reali,tak bedek! Haha..
Lemme share wif u guys what's been going around in my life lately. Well,as u noe,i just moved to Woodlands recently. (PS: I mish Tampines sooo much!!) And i tell ya,de area is very quiet,very de sunyi.. By 8pm,my neighbourhood is clear. Heard from my sis,der's been abt 2-3 cases of stealing in diz neighbourhood. Scary huh?! And weneva i go out,by hook or by crook by 9pm i MUST reach home. Haha..

Well2,lets talk bout something else aite.. Hmm,got my O results..n its bad. Haiz.. But,no use regretting ritez?! My parents kept bugging me to take my O's again.. But,i dun fil like taking it again. What to do.. I dun like to be force. Lemme make my own decision ok?! Well..And my parents agreed,so they chose somethng else 4 me. And now,i'm taking up 'that' course. At first,it sux to de core!! But,as days goes by.. I began to like it. I tell u.. I luv de course n de teacher n de lecture.. But..i hate de environment! I got no frenz.. i mean,der is a girl who wants to be friend wif me,but... (BUT again???) i dunnoe.. I just cant get along wif her. As u all noe,im de jovial, funny, open-minded type of person,its hard for me to get along wif a nerdy friend. Hey-Hey..im not looking down on her.. But,its just dat.. I just CANT get along wif her! Haiz.. How i miss my old friends! But again..Life has to go on. Im a loner now. But in class oni hor.. Hehe..

If people sees me now, they will realize dat de old Hanim has changed. To be more independent, quiter, matured and getting more sensitive now. I've got to be strong..even w/out my friends. Encouragements which i've gathered r oni from my cha-yunk n my bestie. My parents..haf changed eversince we've moved to woodlands. I dun get much attention from 'em.

I got to study hard.. N prove to my family i can do it. Yeah! :)

Oklah..dun wan to get so emotional rite now.

Hei..i hope i can get dat part-time job. Pray hard dat de manager wud call me. I need money..desperately! Haha.. I've got 2 mths n a few days more to cha-yunk's b'day,n im not prepared 4 a single thing. I need money.. Oh Money..Where R U~~?? I just hope wateva i had planned can be fulfilled on his bday. Weee.. Cant wait 4 dat day to come!

Okies lah ppl,gotta go now.. Btw,my tag-board is sick @ de moment. Any comments,keep it to urself ok!? Haha..

Im 18!!! :p

2005-02-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

Wee...!!!
Happy Birthday to me..
Happy Birthday to me..
Happy Birthday to Nimo..
Happy Birthday to me..
Aauwww..
So touching..
Coz..
My Cha-yunk wished me first!
Ekekeke..
Kecian dier..
He's in de bus rite now..
Eh,tadi sway sey..
A few hours b4 my bday..
Ard 10.30 gitu..
Went to fetch cha-yunk from his werkplace..
Mase pat bus-stop..
Tibe2 jek ade lipas terbang ni..
Landing pat tudung aku~!...
TIDAK....!!!!
Geli nyer...
Eeeeee.................
I HATE COCKROACHES!!
YUCK!!
Lipas tu landing jek..
Aku terus peluk cha-yunk..
I guess he was kinda shocked..
Haha..!!
Der were 2 Chi gerls..
N they were like laughing at me sia..
Cis!!
Nebermind..
Huh!!
Btw..
I guess diz will be my last post of de mth..
N i wont be updating in a few days'..
Or even months' time..
Im moving out..
This comp will be carried to my 'new' house tmrw..
But..
The wires wont be plugged n stored so soon..
But wat do i care..
Im feeling more n more lazy to update my blog..
Better to update in my Pink Diary!..
Woo..hoo..!!
Its already like 12.15am now..
And someone whom i expect to wish me earlier..
Didnt wish me..
Haish~!..
*Takkan luper kot???*..
*OoOopppSs! Tak malu plak?!?!*
Haha..
Well,wtv!!!
Even my old chatter fwenz forgot..
How cud they..
*Boo-hoo...*
I was thinking if Ridhwan actually remembered my birfday..
Hhhmmmm....
Tapi takpe..
At least sayang ku da wished..
Gee..
K lah..
I wont be updating soon k..
Dun forget to miss me k ppl??..
Haha..
Nimo siaw oready..
Bye lah!!!
Muackz~!
:p

DAMN!!

2005-02-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

Eh..Something's wrong wif ma blog!!!??!!!
Ritez..???!
OMG!
BRB!

Misssssss Uuuuuuuuu.......

2005-01-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Hello peepz! Wee..Feeling so happy today~! Reali happy. 1stly,its becoz...its exactly 1 mth more to my bday! Yippee! Im gonna b 18 soon! *Eh nim! Stop being childish..hehe..* 2ndly,met mua darling chub! Da lama tak manja2 ngn chayunk aku nie. Sejak sakit ni,da nak hampir seminggu tak bebual mesra. Mish doz times.

Gosh,u noe wat guyz.. I was sick since laz Wed. Actually,mule2 tu demam psl rindukan chayunk aku.. Kerinduan Yg Ke-ter-Amat, Ke-Ter-Sangatan, Yg Ke-Ter-Laluan!! Den,alih2 melarat sampai hari Jumaat. Went to de doc on Sat morning,as i was reali having a bad sore throat n my lips were very dry. And i mean VERY dry. Bibir aku terkopek2.. Eeee... Geli you! Akceli,bernanah.. Ni pon blom baik. Skrg,kureng skit je. Nanah tarak. Tapi... Flesh bole nampak! Tak ke geli tuh?! Da seminggu tak gi keje. Gerek sey. And supposedly gi keje tadi,but lazy liao! So,i went out wif chayunk,gi umah sir dia. Main playstation. Ahakz~! Hilang jgk rase bosan sey..

Den,ard 4.30 gerak dari teck wyhe n headed to Plaza Singapura. Carik keje pat sane,isi form sumer n den gi mkn. Later ard 7+ guti,walked off n went to Esplanade. Waduh~.. So romantic. Talked abt so many things under de moon.. *Eh! Akceli takde moon lah! Hahaha...* Told him how i missed him so much! Oh boy.. He's de most switest guy i ever known! Really..

Mua Darling.. I sayang u many2,alotz2,amnyak2,much2, n all dat i've mentioned here.. Hehe.. Take care k! Thks for being by my side on Sat wen i was reali sick. Kak Ana n Kak Eni likes u.. Plus my mom too! kot2,u da qualify jadi bakal menantu-hantu.. Oops! haha.. ;p

K lah,im outz fer now! Tata..

Mood Swing....

2005-01-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

Guddy-gud noonz~~~......
Holla peepz..
Feelin' so bored rite now..
My hp rosak!!!
Damn..
Actually its not mine..
Its his hp..
We exchanged..
The battery buat hal!..
Bedengz tol..
N de battery is,we exchanged..
So,it means..
Im using his hp wif my own battery..
U get it??
Nvm..
So pissed off lah!!
Now i dun noe wat de problem is..
His hp..??
Or my battery..??
Ah,WTV!!..

Yesterday,i was pissed off wif u!
Who's fault was it?
Mine or U??
Im de one who's supposed to be angry..
Not u!
Becoz of u..
I had to change it..
N mind u..
U even used vulgarities to me..
Huh!!
WTV..

Den,yesterday nite..
Felt so down..
N even rite now..
Kept thinking bout wat his mom said..
N wat my mom said..
Is it true??
Oh Plz..
I cant live w/out him..
How cud a mother say dat to her own child??
Dat's so hurtful..
But is 'mom' angry wif me??
I wish i knew de reasons..
N hopefully its not becuz of me..
*God..help me~!! I love him alot!*
Haiz..
Love is beautiful..
N at de same time..
Hurtful too..
*Ouch!*..
Ahakz~! *Giler erk?*
Haha..
Mood swing uh rite now..
Dont disturb me..
Or else..
AaRrGgHh!!!

Birthdayzz..

2005-01-14T01:30:00.000+08:00

Holla Holla peepz~! Goody-good afternoon.. *YawnzZz* Hehex! Still feeling sleepy. Thot of going to town today to look for another part-time job,but if i were to wait for my chayunk,he can arrive to town after his Friday prayers @ 3. And by dat time,i'll be restless already. Got to be at my werkplace @ Paya Lebar @ 4:45pm. Haiz~!I guess,i'll look for another job on Monday or wat...

Well2,today's Friday..2 dsys more to Chek`Yah's birthday. Dunnoe wat 2 buy 4 her.. Hmm,still remember Mooney's birhtday on Wednesday(2 days ago). Celebrated @ Fort Canning wif Chek`Yah,Wiwi,Liza,Afiq n my chayunk! Everything went well. Its fun to celebrate birthdays. De other time,on the fon wen Mooney says dat this yr will be de worst birthday of her life,i suddenly remembered my birthday last yr. Well,dat was how i feel. Worst! I bet,even diz yr my birthday wud be de same as last yr. Except dat,i haf my chayunk wif me diz time round. I even bet,some of my friends forget de date of my birthday. But..Who cares? Haha..Life still goes on.

I guess,i wont be able to turn up @ Chek`Yah's birthday party diz Sunday. Missing in action in a friend's birthday party..No harm rite? Her birthday will be celebrated @-------... I guess,i wont turn up,cuz i dun like dat place. If its somewer else,i dun mind. But..Wait a minute! Hm..Mommy's goin to Johor dat day. Maybe i'll follow her. My chayunk is also working on dat day. Haiz~..

Is it true wat mom says? "Kau ni suke terhegeh-hegeh kat kwn kau nyer birthday. Birthday kau..Org buat bodoh!" Haiz~.. But dat was last yr. Maybe diz yr,wud b diff. Hope i get to spent my birthday wif my chayunk.. *Boleh kan chayunk?* But,i dun hope for anything dear.. I just wish u can be by my side. :)

Hmm..Enuff bout all dat. Lets talk bout something else. Just got my pay yesterday. I calculated i'll get $300+,while my sis repeatingly told me,i'll get around $500+. Luckily i didnt expect dat much. Hehe.. I oni got abt $400+.. Didnt go for shopping,but now dats left in my bank is oni $100+. *Bluek* ;p Im dead if mom knew bout diz. But wat 2 do. Had to pay my bills. But hey..! My bills arent dat much. Its just dat i helped my chayunk pay his bills a bit. *Kire ok lah tu,lau tak nanti kene potong line..Lagi sedih. Tak dpt online dgn u.. Kan kan kan?* After paying our hp bills,went to Vibes @ Bedok. Had his haircut..Den went for our lunch. Hmm..Everything's on me. *Mcm org kaya sak aku!* Haha.. But,i mind. I love him alotz. *Lagipun,my chayunk pun tak lokek kalau dia dpt gaji dia.*

Btw,thanks to my chayunk for de advices u gave me. Yah..My heart says i shud msg 'her' n forgive & forget. But,i just hope dat history wont repeat itself.

Well2.. Planned to go Seoul Garden today wif Kak Eni n my chayunk,but seems dat..bof cant make it. Haiz~..*Teringin ar nak mkn kat sane..* Nvm den. Some other time lah..

Currently chatting @ MSN wif adeq. Hehe.. Dats wat i call her. Treated her just like my own sister. Hmm.. K lah,gotta wash de dishes. Haiz~! Anyone care to help me wif doz dishes..if u care,tag my tagboard! Haha.. K2,byez.....

Bingitz!!

2005-01-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hello..Semekom~! Hm.. How's my post diz morning..? OK tak?

Well2,actually i dun fil like blogging,but den.. Haiz~! Im so pissed off juz now. Someone called me just now. 'She' ruined my plan!! How stupid cud 'she' be? Blur.. 4ever blur! *Mcm sotong!* Sometimes i hate de way 'she' is. 'Her' blurness...I just cant stand it~! Lemme tell 'u'..Im not gonna tell 'u' abt any of my plans again in future..Stay out of my way~! AargHH~!!!! N lagi satu... 'Kwn2' yg kat sane tu..Da sombong skrg. Aku paham ar,yg 'kau' takde no. aku.. Oh! Yang lain takde no. aku rupe2nye...Takpe aku faham..

Dahlah,biarlah drg..

Just now,ptg kluar wif my syg. Dunno wer to go,so bile da sampai pat Taka,went to mit his frenz. Den gi survey2 barang jap,n den his fwen suggested we all watch a movie. Hmm..Watched 'Meet The Fockers'. No wonder NC16. Actually de story ok ar.. Ade unsur2 'kotor' sket. But overall i enjoyed de movie. Still remember de part wer Gaylord's father said diz dialouge-> "Hey my brother from another mother!" Haha..I always hear dat from my syg. He likes to say dat to his fwenz n manager. Hehekx!

Syg..i gotta tel u dat.. Everyday,my love 4 u grew even more than yesterday.. :) I Love U so much~.. Happy Belated 4th mth Anniversary... Take care my darling chub! ;p

Malapetaka & Bemcana: Hikmah Disebaliknya?

2005-01-09T11:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Selamat tghari semua..Hari ini genaplah 2 minggu setelah bencana 'tsunami' menimpa byk kawasan ASIA. Hari ni Nim mintak,ramai2 semua yg sedang membaca blog ni,kite sedekahkan Al-Fateha dulu utk mangsa2 tsunami yg telah tiada...

Semalam mlm Nim ikot my parents,aunties n my sis pegi Masjid Kg. Siglap. Masjid tu adakan 'Solat Ghaib' utk mangsa tsunami yg terkorban. Kenapa ia dinamakan 'Solat Ghaib' was becoz.. Mayat mangsa tak ade di dpn kite,jadi kalau solat jenazah ni dilalukan walaupun tanpa mayat. Solat nye sekejap je. Takbir 4 kali..Takbir pertama bace Al-Fateha,takbir kedua bace ayat.."Allahummar Firlahum",takbir ketiga..selawat lah keatas nabi,takbir keempat..baca ayat.."Rabbirfirli Waliwalidaiyah..."*<-ayat yg selalu kite dgr dan bace..<-* Kemudian berikan salam ketika berdiri jugak.. Kalau boleh,umat islam tunaikan lah solat ni. Kalau kurang pasti,tanyelah org yg lebih arif dlm solat. Nim pun kurang pasti,smlm pertama kali tunaikan solat tuh.

Hati siapa yg tak pilu bila terlihat kejadian tu?! Kalau tak,memang awak berperasaan.
Haiz.. Smlm Nim dgr ceramah tu,menangis..Kesian org2 yg masih hidup dlm becana tuh. Mereka takde perlindungan,wang dan makanan. Mereka mengharapkan bantuan dari dunia. Sebagai umat Islam,Nim harap umat2 Islam diluar sana sudahpun memderma dgn seikhlas hati. Insya-Allah,niat baik kita akan dibalas tuhan,dan insya-allah mendapt pahala dari-Nya.

Nim ingin kongsi ape yg Ustaz smlm kata.. Harap ia sedikit sebyk dpt memberi iktibar kepada semua. Utk pengetahuan semua,org yg mati dlm arus tsunami(yg dibawa ke laut),mereka itu tergolong dlm org yg mati syahid.

Bandar Aceh,bandar yg paling ramai dihuni oleh umat Islam. Ustaz tersebut kata,di dalam setiap kejadian,pasti ada hikmah nya. Contohnya,semasa S'pura dilanda SARS,ramai pekerja di airport dibuang kerja. Salah satu daripadanya, pramugari & pramugara. Hikmahnya.. Mereke dihentikan supaya tidak lagi menghidangkan arak kepada pada penunpang di dlm pesawat. Ini utk mengelak kan daripada dosa mereka tertambah. Kerana Allah melaknat..Sesiapa yg menyentuh arak,menghidang arak, membuat arak, meminum arak dan sebagainya. Sedangkan umat Islam tahu,Allah mengharam arak dlm islam.

Ngeri bile Nim tgk gmbr ni. Kemana hilangnya perumahan yg di bahagian depan laut? Apakah mereka turut tenggelam dan masih ade di bawah? Wallahu-alam!

Gambar atas ni menunjukkan peta di Bandar Aceh sblm kejadian..

Gambar ni,menunjukkan selepas kejadian..

Seperti yg kita dgr,kebanyakkan rumah dan bangunan musnah. TETAPI,tahukah kita bahawa masjid di Aceh,tetap utuh dan teguh! Tidakkah kite rase lain?Sekeliling kawasan luar masjid,mungkin binasa,tetapi masjid itu sendiri masih sepeti biasa.

Gambar sblm kejadian..

Gmbr selepas kejadian..Lihat tu,masjid masih sepeti biasa..

Kalau awak nak lihat betapa teruknya bencana ini memusnah kan tempat penduduk,lihat website ni..-> http://www.digitalglobe.com/tsunami_gallery.html

Selain dari ini semua, ustaz tersebut juga ada menyatakan.. Mengapa kite semua harus tunggu akan semua bencena yg melanda,dan kemudian barulah kite ingin menderma? Sebenarnye,kita semua ni mampu. S'pura ni ade juga org yg miskin. kite boleh bantu kan? Contoh yg diberi ustaz juge ialah.. Kepada para pesakit ginjal,ada yg tak mampu utk membeli mesin mencuci darah. Kenapa org S'pura tak beri percuma saja atau pun bantu? Kenapa mereka kene minta $$ sampai beratus-ratus? Adilkah namanya?

Haiz..

Nim harap kite semua dpt mengambil iktibar tentang apa yg telah terjadi. Satu lagi,ustaz kata.. "Allah sentiasa membuka pintu taubat kepada umat2 nya.." Mungkin apa yg terjadi ni,adalah tanda2 kiamat akan tiba.. Semoga kita semua sempat bertaubat. Diri Nim pula.. Nim akan perlahan2 utk memperbaiki diri Nim.. Insya-Allah..

Ps:Kepada pembace di blog nie,tag lah tagboard tu.. Berikan sedikit komen tentang bencana.. Terima kasih~!

..Waves..

2005-01-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

Helloo guyz..
Gud noon to ya'll..
Feelin so sleepy rite now..
*Yawnz*..
My legs are having muscle cramps..
Due to yesterday..
Went swimming @ Jurong East Swimming Complex..
Wif my swity..
Really had an enjoyable time..
*Geee*...
We sat in de 'jacuzzi' thing..
N took de slides..
At 1st i was scared..
*Toopid me*..
Paisey u noe..
i was also afraid when we went into de wave pool..
Maybe its been quire sometime i didnt go into a pool..
Felt as if i was like little children..
He held my hand n bring me in de water..
*Toopid me again*..
Hehe..
I was afraid to go further in..
He held my hand again n brought me to de 1.4m wave pool..
Hehe..
De wave was 'SHIOK'..
Haha..
Then i suddenly remembered abt de tsunami..
How sad..
*These r juz small waves*..
Tsunami r bigger n huge waves..
I pity those kids who were playing by de beach..
They cant swim n they cant possibly save themselves..
They're innocent..
But God loves them more..
God wants them 'clean'..
As in no sins r done..
And they're surely be sent to heaven in 'akhirat'..
Well back to ma story..
Went out of dat place ard 6 plus..
Reached home @ 9..
N dad was telling me..
Now's not de time to enjoy nim..
'Kiamat' is coming nearer..
Haiz..
I noe dad..
Im trying my best to change to b a better person..
*Insya-allah*..
Hmmm..
I guez i'll stop here..
Take care ya'll..
Assalamualaikum.. =)

Happy New Year!

2005-01-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hellllooo ma bloggy~!
Happy New Year everyone! Hope u guys out der reading ma blog..i wish,u guys haf a great year ahead! For doz who haf been down n feeling miserable...Lets all start anew..Afresh!! Geee...!!!

As 4 me,yah.. I wana start anew. My resolutions r.. Hm...Lemme c! Ok,firstly i wana haf a long n lastful relationship wif my swity. Secondly,wana b a gud gerl now,as in not being rebellious towards de elders esp my parents. Thirdly,wana save money n be more generous. Dun wana spend too much on stuffs,i'd rather donate it,rite? My dad told me,when i got my pay..Donate some to doz survivors of de tsunami disaster. Yah,n i tink i shud. Insya-allah..I hope u guys out der haf done ur part too. *Hm..Ape lagi eh?* Oh ya! Gee...I wana go on a diet! Diz time round,im serious. But i nid sometime.. U cant expect to c a 'thinner' me in a mth rite? Haha.. Tunggu lah masanye..

Well2..Currently im listening to de song *Andai Kau Pergi* from Indigo.. Touchingz~! Now,i nid some rest. So tired. Been out de whole day. Window-shopping je..No $$ lah. :p Went out wif Mooney,firstly went to Citylink @ CityHall. Bought something 4 my dear. Then,met him @ Esplanade. Thot of giving him de present,but Mooney suggests dat i engrave something on de key-ring. So afta dat went to Far East,engrave our date :) n den went to his werkplace. Had our erm..Was dat lunch or dinner Mooney? Ahakz~! Maybe breakfast kot..Coz i didnt eat anything diz morning,till at his werk,den eat.. *Waduh~!* Den,b4 leaving,wanted to give de surprise to him,but he was too buzy. So,i had to pas to Agilan,his fwen.. *Thks ar boi..*

To my darling.. I hope u like it. *Its de thot dat counts..* ;p I didnt noe wat to buy,as i was in a hurry. Sorry k.. The key-ring is a way of me telling ya dat i forgave u,n im sorry too.. K? Lets start afresh! :) N its also a way to tel u dat..I Love U Alotz..N i mean ALOTZ~!! Ahakz~! Hehe..U noe,i noe.. They donoe! Hahaha..

Well..After all dat,me n my syg,i mean my Mooney.. Ahakz~! Hei! We're no LES uh! We're gud frenz! She's de best! Gee~! Thanks Ane-Moni.. *Remember dat nick?! Or..How abt Missy OS?* Hehehe.. Ah,back to my story,we took de NEL mrt n dropped at Little India. Thot of window-shopping @ Mustafa Ctr,but we got down at de wrong place. Shud haf dropped down at Farrer Park. So,we went jalan2 @ Tekka Mall. Ok ar.. The price is affordable..but its just dat i got no money! Haha..N i only got Mooney wif me... Then,from Tekka Mall,walked down to Mustafa Ctr. Waduh~~!! Der were a lot of ppl! Hmm..Not only Indians..There's also Malayz..n Chinese.. But,of coz majority r Indians. Duh~! If u go to Chinatown,u cant expect to c more Malays down der ritez? Hehe..

So..This is de mth of Jan. Here come's Mooney's birthday! Hehe.. Wat shall i buy for u my dear? ;) Hmm..Chek Yah's birthday is also coming. *Luckily,by de time mooney's birthday gaji da masok..Phew!* I still remember,Mooney's birthday laz yr. Celebrated @ Seoul Garden. Had a fun n memorable time. Chek Yah's birthday laz yr was celebrated @ Changi Beach.. Den my bday was a simple one. Coz it was during DT. Now dat i've finished skul,i wana celebrate! I just hope diz time round on my birthday,i can celebrate wif my swit darling.. Hehe.. *Tak malu!*

Weee...7 dayz more to my 4th mth anni! Thanks darling..for making our relationship lasting. Hehe.. Cant wait to go out wif u on Monday! Im sorry coz i cant search for another job now. My madam at werk wants me to continue werking der till end of Jan. Hmm.. So,i got no other choice.

Hmm...Am i blabbering too much? Haha.. Yah,i tink so. I've been typing alot today. Ok lah,i guess i'll stop for now. Im so tired...Haiz.. K then,nitez ppl! Tkcr!

Mixed feelings!!

2004-12-30T11:10:00.000+08:00

Morning bloggy..
Hulla my frenz! New Year's coming.. And i've been doing some countdown since de starting of Dec. Coz...IM GONNA FINISH MY JOB @ 'dat-werkplace' TMRW! Yippie~! I dunnoe lah,i just got bored wif dat job. *Sakit tau pinggang,mata pon naik rabun sey! Asik mengadap comp je!* But,ders 1 thing 4 sure,i noe i wil miz my coulleagues<-btol tak spelling dier? Haha.. WTV! My madam did ask whether i wanna continue,but i dun want.. I want to haf experience werking somewer else. *Taknak berkepit kat ketiak Kak Ana n Kak Yaya..* ;p

Hmm,yesterday went for interview wif Liz kat airport. Im not sure kalau dpt. But next mon,i'll be going out wif my cha-yunk,to go 4 more job interviews. Eh..! Wait a min,not mon..but tues! Monday nak pi swimming..dah lama tak pi swimming. im scared to go to de beach..*Ekoran berita pasal tsunami,it gives me de creeps!* But,swimming pool pon tak menjaminkan selamat..so kite kenelah pandai jaga diri..Kan kan kan??

Ckp pasal my cha-yunk..my hp is still wif him. Wah..Amazingly n surprisingly,i dun reali miz my hp now. But i miz msg-ing my fwenz! Ahakz! His hp plak,mendakz~! Takde org msg dier,kecuali dier yg msg lah.. Haha.. Hmm,rite now kinda confused wif myself. Im feeling hurt,irritated,angry n many more lah. Bcoz of him n her.. He kept telling me to forgive her. Forgive n forget.. Yar rite! Been tolerating wif he behaviour 4 5 yrs.. N now im free. Beh,he's asking me to be friends wif her again?!! Den,wat will my mom says? Tahlah,im freaking pissed! Ok2..I'll follow wat he says k.. ->"Biar org buat kite,jgn kite buat org.." U tell her,i forgive her. But...i wont be her BESTfriend animore!! Juz friends! Is dat enuff?? If its not......Den i cant be bothered!!! Now,its settled! We're NORMAL friends k?

Ish..Darah up skejap! *WTF?!* Arrggh~! Tgh marah nie.. WTV lah.. K lah,nak log out. Tkcr ya peeps!

Hulla!!

2004-12-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hulla Hulla My Lil' Bloggy..
Im feeling great day by day. Spent de whole day wif my Baby Lover today. Firstly,went out since morning. Went to his place,n sent nasi lemak 4 his family. *Hehe..I make 'nasi lemak' delivery! Ahakz~! Juz joking..* Played wif his lil bro's hamster,named Leni. *Mcm pernah ku dgr nama itu,tapi dimana ya..??* Den,nga kusyuk2 kacau hamster tu,realized dat my tudung a lil ronyok.. Haiyah.. Dats wat i hate! Nak kene gosok uh. Mintak permision from his sis,n she said ok. Asked him then,n he was like.. "Alah..buat mcm rumah sendiri..tapi ingat.. Ni rumah org!" Kuang asam! :p Abt tghari,went out to Bukit Panjang Plaza's NTUC. Used my $10 voucher which i got from my werkplace. Shop 4 snacks n drinks,coz thot of slacking @ de beach. Den,reached Changi Beach.. N OMG! De place wa soooo crowded! We just cant find a cooling n nice spot,so i decided to go to de airport. Slacked down der. Really had fun.. Talked abt everything which came in my mind.. *Sampai kan cerita Kak Eni nyer love story pon kluar..* But hey,i dun tink its mengumpat rite!?! Hmm..Den somthing happened! Hahaha! Just cant stopped laughing @ dat point of time. Well2..Ilmy dont allow me to write wat happen. Ok2,i respect it dear.. But,lemme tel ya..I hope if some other time ur gonna do 'it' again.. Do gif me a signal 1st,so i can run away from u. Ahakz~! And i noe,ur paiseh rite juz now?! Hehehe..Juz admit it! *Bluek*

Hmm..Im mishing my swit darling alotz now. N Darl.. Do take gud care of my hp. I mish my hp too.. ;) But nvm.. Im not in a hurry to haf it back. K? I trust u.. K lah,gonna gif ya a cal afta diz.

But hey! I forgot.. U guys wanna noe wat?! My dad doesnt wana move 2 Marsiling. Haiz~! N its like,he wants to buy a house in Bedok. A small house(1 room 1 hall).. Duh~! Small lah! And i wont even haf my own room! Wallauwei.. No privacy! Its not dat i dun like..but.. Haiz.. Difficult lar. Nvm,i'll explain some other time.. Nitez!!

Another post 4 today..

2004-12-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hey ya... Another post for today! Gee.. There's less then 17 hours to 'Pernikahan Yaya'.. *Bluek! Mcm Pernikahan Dini' plak!* Hmm.. Rite now,im feeling so bored. All my dad's bro's n sis's n bro's-in-laws n sis'in-laws r here. So,majority here r de 'MAKCIKS'! Haiz.. No cuzzy's..So boring! But at least,they're here to help. Dat's good! Haha.. Some cutting de octupos. *Yuck! I tell u..They smell real bad! Feel like puking!* While a few others tgh buat begedil. <-Did i spell it correctly? Ah..WTV! :p

De deco is done downstairs. Pretty nice.. Purple. One of my top list fave. colour.. Haiz~! This cant be!!? When it comes to my turn,i dun want purple.. Kak Eni used purple back then,now Kak Yaya pun same. When my turn comes,hmm... What abt PINK?? Haha.. Hope my 'husband-to-be' can accept Pink.. Haha! De pelamin at my house,its creamy n orange in colour. Quite nice oso.. Left de bride n groom oni. C if they r gorgeous n handsome!?! Buohohoho...

Well,yah.. My baby lover got his results. Alhamdulillah.. He passed all his subjects. Insya-allah..He'll take his O's tahun depan lau takde pape halangan.. As 4 me,hmm...i've changed my ambition. Thinking of going La-Salle after my results. Mum's sending me to her neighbour's house... Learn how to sew. Weee...!! Cant wait for it. But,4 wat i heard,my sedare jauh says dat.. If u wanna enter La-Salle,u haf to draw something to show it to dem.. Hm,dats a lil' scary. Coz im not gud in my art.. N i dun even take up ART! Duh~! N its like,i actually wanted to take Shatec,but my family n a few of my outside friends says,dun take Shatec.. Ermm... Tahlah. maybe,i'll just take La-Salle. Insya-allah~..

Mmmm... Nak ckp ape lagi eh? Mendakz ar. Baby Lover kene tarok fon lak siang2. Adik dia tak fair lah.. Always use de comp!! N he..? Im not trying to say bad abt his mom,but from my point of view,his mom mcm pilih kasih plak. Till now,his mom didnt even asked abt his results. Tsk-tsk~.. If i were in his position,my goodness.. I'll be crying. But,he's a man.. I noe ur strong,my dear. U stil haf me.. *Ehem! Hehe..* Haiz.. Sometimes,i do pity him. Takpelah dear.. I've ever been in dat situation,n maybe even until now pon.. But,i cant be bothered. Entahlah,biarlah mase yg menentukan segalanya. Dah kehendak Tuhan utk kita lalui dugaan dari-Nya.

Hehehe.. oklah kwn2,jgnlah kite terlalu emosi sgt. kite change topic now. Eh,Liza.. Hmm,aku kutuk org kan.. Aku tanggung dosa aku sendiwi tauz.. Hehe.. *Mulot org...Kite tak bole nak tutup.. Haha.. Dan jari aku.. Tak siap bole stop aku dari me-nyping nyer.. :p*

K lah sumer.. Sampai disini sahaja pertemuan ku kali ini.. I dont think i'll blog in diz few dayz. Tired lah.. Hmm,k lah.. nitez! C ya..my 'some' ex 203 fwenz tmrw! :)

~GooD MorninG~

2004-12-17T01:45:00.000+08:00

Holla everyone! Morning.. Huh? Did i just typed morning? Yah! Look at de time now? OMG! Its already 1 am+..n im not asleep yet? Hahah.. Excited ke Kak Yaya nak kawin? Hehee.. Nah~! Hmm,right now.. On my left,Liza is sitting next to Kak Yaya..Tgh pakai kan inai. Wah~! Kencang sey Liz! Hehe.. Her henna drawing is nice.. Really! Tapi,kesian sey dier.. Told her to sleep-over at my place,but she dun want.. She insists. Nak balik jugak.. Nasib baik rumah kite tak jauh.

Sempat jgk tadi talk wif Liz jap.. Bout work. Hmm..Finally,dpt pun keje. Kat airport.. Supposedly work wif 'dat gerl'. Den last minit,'dat gerl' tolak. Nak keje tmpt lain.. Tulah Liz,aku da kate.. Bile takde kwn,'dia' dtg pat kau.. Biaselah,mcm ko tak kenal je prangai 'dektu'. Aku da naik bosan dgn prangai 'dia'. Malas aku nak carik 'pmpn' tu lagi. I dun consider 'her' my bestie..Bestie ape tah name dier ni. Bile mood 'dia' baik,'dia' bebual dgn aku. Kalau tak.. Hmm.. Biaselah,'dia' tak bebual dgn aku. Pastu,aku jgk yg kene tegur 'dia',aru 'dia' bebual dgn aku alik. Haiz~! For 5 yrs i've been tolerating with her behaviour. Now..i've had enuff.. Cant be bothered abt her anymore.. :)

Now2.. Lets move on.. W/out 'her'.. Gee...!!! =p Hm,besok(Sat) Kak Yaya akan dinikahkan..Yelah,niari kan da considered Fri.. Hm.. Mcm mane agaknyer perasaan dia eh? Haiz~..

Btw.. To my dearest Baby Lover.. C ya tmrw k? Jgn lmbt tau! By 2.30 must be here already. Check ur results,den lau u nak update blog using my comp..Pakai je.. Tapi,jgn lama2 tau. :p And,gud luck!

K lah guys,nak sleep.. Liza pun aru alik ni. Kesian dia.. Hehe.. K lah,nitez!

~UnTiTlEd~

2004-12-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Helo ppl! Its been a tiring wk. Been working from 5pm-9pm..But nid to OT abt 1-1 1/2 hrs. Need to count hundreds of letters. And weigh those heavy n big parcels. Den need to key in de comp of how much those parcels or letters weigh.. Sampai mata naik juling! Hehe..Oit! Ape ketawekan org?..Cis! :p

Now sakit perot. Very de sakit one liao~! Tgh 'red alert' ar.. Aduiii!! Malas nyer nak gi keje. Now,my house mcm rumah TARZAN. 3 of my anak sedara's r here. 3 bagaikan 13 tau. Drg ni,terpekik sane,terpekik sini.. Tapi yg kelakarnye.. Prangai drg uh. Nak tau???... Yg satu ni nama dia Aqid.. He's 3yrs old. He's very talkative,loud..n VERY EMOTIONAL!! For goodness sake..org tak bole tegur or marah dia..Confem dia melalak!!! Haha.. Like this morning,he was playing wif a toy car,n he knocked it at Danish's head. Of coz,Danish cried.. Den my mom was like.. "Aqid..takmolah main cam gitu.." In a few secs.. He was already crying! N duh~!.. De way he cried.. Very funny siah! Its....UNDESCRIBEDABLE!*<-did i spell it correctly?? Ah..WTV!* Pastu kan..Tak leh pujok tau. Biar dier baik sendiri..But it will take sometime..

De other one..Adik dia,Sabrina,2 yrs old. Nina,she's a cute gerl.. Tgk dia mcm pemalu.. Tapi hah kau! Kalau da ok dgn seseorg,her true colours pun kluar.. Aqid is de tarzan.. Nina Jane nyer.. Haha..

De other one is Danish. He's 3 yrs old. No wonder,kamcheng ngn Aqid. Danish ni..kalau buat salah..taknak ngaku! Slalu ckp.."Aqid yg buat!!" Hehee.. Notty boi.. Taknak admit mistake. And u guys wanna noe wat?! Danish suke tgk Scary Movie Part 3! Hahaha.. OMG!

Oklah..enuff of diz 'irritating' kids! *jahat nyer makcik ni..* haha.. Actually der's loads of housework to b done.. But heck care.. Bibik ade just 4 diz wk! Mak pinjam dia dr my eldest sis utk tlg until diz weekend. :p Eh,but i do help in de chores at home.. Anak dara rajin tau! Jgn ingat org asik membuta jer..

Hari ni..Pelamin dtg. Wah~! Ders less den 4 days to Kak Yaya's wedding! Cepat mase berlalu.. N den.. I'll be @ home wif my parents,n Katie. Mendak sey.. Computer ni jelah yg dpt teman aku mlm2.. Lau tak,Yaya slalu bual2 ngn aku mlm2.. Cerita pasal keje lah,pasal Ilmy lah..*<-bukan mengumpat tau!! hehe*.. N mcm2 lagilah.. Tapikan,at de same time.. I feel happy pun ade. Coz,i own diz room! I can do wtv i like at nite.. Leh main comp sampai pagi,n on lagu.. Leh online dgn my bestie's n talk as loud as i want. Takdelah Yaya nak tegur2 yg aku ni bising. Sampaikan nak bual dgn Ilmy ke..Sape2 ke.. kat tepon kene bisik2. Leceh!!! Hehehe.. *Notty nimo!!*

But wtv it is.. Yaya,im happy for ya.. Semoga perkahwinan yaya n juraimi kekal hingga anak cucu cicit & sebagainyer.. *Bluek!*.. Tua nyer.. Hehe.. Sape lah tau,panjang umur diorang. Insya-allah..

Hmmm...Nak talk abt wat else heh? Well2.. My deary is getting his N level results diz Friday. OMG! Aku yg seram.. Hehe.. Syg,all de best 4 u.. N yah,im not angry wif u abt diz morning. At least u noe de truth already.. K? And akceli kan u.. Smlm i jeles gak u kluar dgn iesma.. And u got de cheek to ask me.. "U jeles eh?" Like duh~~~~!!!! But,after work he fetch me,n i saw iesma,troz tak jadi nak mara dia. Tulah aku ni.. suka sgt buat tanggapan buruk. Ish2.. Iesma sopan.. Kalah aku. Maybe one day i shud change image. Nak pakai cam dia.. Tu lah namanyer.. Muslimah yg btol2 sopan. Ikot cara Islam.. Hmm.. :)

Gosh,its gonna be 3 pm soon.. Aaa..Malasnyer nak keje. Tapi nasib baik Cik Normah,n Cik Rahman ade.. Leh bual2 ngn drg. Cik Normah kekek sey.. Cepat melatah! Haha.. Harap2 nari n hari2 yg berikut,aku TAKKAN terserempak dgn Zali pat keje!! Coz wenever i look at him,confirm darah up sey! I just hate him to de core! padahal..Dia bkn nyer buat dosa dgn aku.. Tapi..mungkin dia mainkan perasaan aku! Aaah!! Jantan keparat!! Haha..

Gendeng tol ar nari.. Sotz ke aku nie? Booohooohooo.. Tgh mood swing uh! Dahlah,today i typed alotz ar. Better stop sini. Btw,to iskandar a.k.a ishi.. U enjoy reading ppl's blog kan? I hope u enjoy my entry today! Hehe.. N yah,sorry abt de other time k. Oh yah.. Gd luck for ur competition diz Sunday!

K lah..C ya at my blog! Hahhah.. K2,bye.. MmwWaAHh~!!

DaHaGa

2004-12-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

Engkau tiba bagai air laut
Yang biru singgah di pantai
Engkau hilang bila air surut
Meninggal kesan hanya di mata..

Tak terdaya nak menghalang
Biarpun retak di jiwa
Tak ku sedar gugur airmata
Membasuh hati yg luka..

Berterbangan sebuah cinta
Hinggap di ranting rindu
Kesepian ku kesunyian
Bila kau jauhkan dirimu..

Nak ku cari entah dimana
Nak ku tanya pada siapa
Sungguh aku cintai dirimu
Tak sanggup berpisah sayang..

Disebalik awan ku intai wajahmu
Namun samar dan kelabu
Dikala purnama ku seru namamu
Namun tetap tidak bertemu..

Ku dahagakan kasih sayangmu
Ku dahagakan pertemuan
Usahlah kau biarkan ku merindu
Aku rindu kepadamu..

Ku dahagakan belai mesramu
Ku dahagakan senyum manismu
Janganlah kau biarkan ku merindu
Dirimu hanya untukku..

Dahaga...Oh Dahaga...
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Happy 3rd Anniversary to my Baby lover..
Sorry about yesterday..
Even though i forgave u also..
I got to tell ya dat..
Dat sentence still lingers in my head..
It left a very deep cut in my heart..
Time will heal de wound later..
I hope u understand..
Wat i have given u is de best of myself..
And to tell u frankly..
I cant afford to lose someone like u..
Even though u can..
For what else can i say to you..
Ur my one & only..
Ur my heart,my soul,my everything..
U probably might not understand how deep my love is for u..
And there is no other way for me to show my love..
Im just hoping u cud c these tears..
Flowing out just for the one i love..
These tears r to show my sincere love..
Not to ask for sympathy..
And i really hope u will understand..
Im sorry once again..

04.12.2004

2004-12-04T23:30:00.001+08:00

Sayang..
Engkaulah satu-satunya yg bertahta di hatiku..
Engkaulah rembulan yg menyinari mlm ku yg sepi..
Engkaulah segala-galanya dalam diriku..
Engkaulah juga yg megajar erti cinta sejati..

Tanpamu..
Siapalah aku disini..
Tanpamu..
Jiwaku kosong dan sepi..

Sayang..
Aku bersyukur kepada-Nya..
Kerana menemukan kita berdua..
Kehadiranmu insan memberi seribu erti..
Kau mengajar ku sebuah cinta yg tulus lagi suci..

Sesungguhnya..
Cinta kita penuh kesetiaan..
Kejujuran dan pengorbanan..

Dan sesungguhnya..
Aku tidak ingin kehilanganmu..
Kerana dirimu terlalu istimewa buatku..

Ini janjiku padamu..
Selagi hayatku di dunia ini..
Aku akan terus menyayangi dan menyintaimu..
Sepenuh jiwa dan ragaku..
Percayalah..
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Weee...Harlow der! Gonna tell u guys..Today's de most happiest day of ma life! Spent de whole day wif Baby Lover.. Yesterday,he fetch me from ma werk place @ 11.30pm,n den we went 4 supper @ de 24hr coffeeshop near my house. Then,went home n put my stuffs @ home,n went to de void deck again. From 1 am till 6 am..we talked abt everything..Express our love n misses 4 each other. Hehe..So romantic! And the weather was so windy. He sat on de bench while me..Hehe..Lay my head on his lap.. Hmm..And der was one point,i guess i was a little emotional.. I cried. And he was der to wipe away my tears.. :) Den we went for breakfast,n afta dat he went home. Around 1 in de aftanoon,met him @ CCK.. Went to Lot 1,den to Bt. Pnajang Plaza..Den waited for him @ his void deck as he wanted to change clothes. Then,we went to Bedok Bazaar n den to Tampines Mart 7-11 to haf a light dinner wif him..And den he sent me home. Im feeling so great today! I will never forget today's date! 04/12/02. The most memorable day of de year! Ahakz~! I wonder if he's home now.. *Kesian dier..* Hope u'll haf a safe journey k dear?

Seriously.. Ilmy is my one n ONLY! He is de most adorable, romantic, cutest, responsible and caring lover! *PS: To any of my ex's..if ur reading diz.. im sorry to say,u guys shud be more like him,ok?* I feel lucky to haf him in my life. Gee..

Cha-yunk! I cant wait 4 our 3rd anni. Sorry..Now got no $$ liao.. Wait for me on Sunday. Kite pi Seoul Garden nak? Or u want dat shoes?? Gee.. Well2,we'll c abt dat nxt wk k? K lah..Wanna outz now. Im getting sleepy now. Havent had my sleep since yesterday.. Oritez! Take care ya'll.. Muackz! Nitey-nitez...

Wonderful Week!

2004-11-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Harlow der everyone! Sorry for not blogging. Its been a long time since i blog n check my fwenz blog. Been busy wif life. I started work already,n its been a week. *Phew!* Although my job is kinda tiring,i do enjoy it. Coz i dun nid much movement,unlike last time. Oh yar..Btw im working @ my old werkplace. Im not gonna tell u guys wer im working..Nehnehneh~! Hehe..Its more on computer work now. The pay?? Hmm..Not bad lah.. Still ok. :)

Since i have not blog 4 a long time..I shall reminisce abt what happen ok?

First n foremost..I had a wonderful week! I mean.. On de 22nd-28th Nov. I finished my last paper,n den started work on de 22nd. On de 23rd n 24th,went shopping for my GP stuffs. Spent almost $200++. *Gosh!* Duit rayer almost habis..Due to, too much spending on GP stuffs! :p On de 25th..Jeng Jeng!! GP arrived. It was wonderful! Took pics wif my bestie's n bid farewell to 'em. *Haiz...~ So touching!* Reached home almost 12am.

Then on Friday..Went out wif ma Darling.. Gee!! Saturday.. Went out wif my ex-203 fwenz! Jalan Rayer..Cool! They rocks,man! Had so much fun.. Laughing all day. Even tho some ex 203 students were 'missing'.. It was still afterall fun even w/out 'em! Eh..Btw guys.. I hope our ex-203 reunion chalet is confirmed!

Hah.. Then,here 'they' come! Hehe.. Sape lagi kan.. Its NEWBOYZ!! Wah piang eh~! I took pics wif 'em! During de autograph session,i wanted their signatures..but dat toopid 'abg' tak kasi poskad. I had to ask from Tomok..N yah.. Hehe.. He gave me 1! He n de gang signed on it. How sweet.. He asked me whether i have already bought their new album. Of course i have.. Peminat setia tau nie! :) N i have brought my Baby Lover along.. I'll make him like Newboyz! *Evil grin.. :)* Hhahaha..

Eh,k lah guyz.. Actually im kinda lazee to type. But my Baby Lover wants me update. Well2,now i've updated. But..its kinda boring..i guess. Sorry.. I'll blog again some other time k. Wanna slp lah.. C wat time oready... *Yawn!* Nitez peepz!

PS:I'll update de GP,Hari Raya n Newboyz concert PHOTOS next time when i blog again. Stay tune...!!

Mish u...

2004-11-18T19:45:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum sumer.. Amcm collection? Byk tak? Hehe.. Well2,im so bored to death rite now. Actually wanted to go 'beraya' wif my sisters @ my cuzzy's house..den tak jadi. Cey..! Maybe later @ nite,revise for my Sci paper. Yippie!! Im left wif 1 more O level paper. N dat is Combined Sci. Paper 1 on Monday.. Whhoosh~!!

Well2,yesterday was my Geo paper. Quite tough,coz i didnt reali study 4 dat toopid subj. Hate Geo! No matter how hard i study Geo,i will still fail. Ahakz~! :p F&N was okay.. After all doz papers,went strait home,bath n siap uh.. Went out wif Ilmy den met Murni,troz gi Town. Celebrate Wiwi's bday. *Ahakz~! Baru nak 17 tahun kepe gerl???* Weee...!! Im gonna be 18 in 3 months++ time! :) But i dun expect much on mua birfday. Coz... Hmmm.. Adelah! Haiz.. My dear says.. "Biar org buat kite..jgn kite buat org.." Okies. So,yesterday will be de last.. I dun wanna celebrate animore birfday's UNLESS its his birfday n my family's birfday k? Seriously..Whenever i c ppl celebrating birfday's,of coz..i do get jealous! Piang-eh~! Only my dear noes wat im going thru.. Thanks 4 cheering me up de other day! :)

Hmm.. Mish my dear alotz! Met him yesterday after a wk we didnt get to c each other. Masing2 busy. Yesterday was great. At around 9,me n him walked off from Orchard n went to Esplanade. Reached der ard 9.40. Thot of sitting in front of de beach,near de rocks..But..Dat toopid cockroach! Idiot! I hate cockroaches!! Den terpakselah tukar temapt..Sat on de bench instead. Hmm..Der,dapat lepaskan windu! We talked abt everything under de stars..*Hehe..Bedek sey! Takde stars pun!* But,actually its kinda irritating sey.. De chinese couple beside us.. So noisy. Bebual..mcm dunia dorang yg punye.. N their hp kept ringing! Huh~! Mengganggu ketenteraman awam! Sheesshh!! :p Yah.. After all dat,around 10.45,we had to walked off. Its getting late. Hmm.. I reached home around 11.45..

Thot of going out again wif him today.. But my sis,ajak 'beraya'.. Den last min tak jadi! Lerrr... N now,im bored. Mish him liao! Tomorrow till Sunday,i wun be free either.. After my monday paper,i'll be working in de evening. Haiz~! Da start work next week. Leceh!! But nvm..at least i earn $$..Den can buy him dat thing.. Its gonna be a surprise 4 my dear on our 3rd anniversary.. Weee! Cant wait for dat!

Oklah..gtg now.. Later @ nite,wanna look 4 a new blogskin.. C ya guys some other time.. NItez!

Al-Fateha

2004-11-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua kaum muslimin & muslimah.. :) Selamat Hari Raya semuanya. Di bulan yg mulia ini..Jgnlah kita lupa utk sedekahkan Al-Fateha kepada yg telah pergi dari dunia ini. Marilah kita mendoakan semoga roh umat2 Islam ini dicucuri-Nya. Dan saya juga ingin mengucapkan salam takziah kepada keluarga Encik Muhd Khaer sekeluarga atas pemergian anaknya, Muhd Khalis Bin Muhd Khaer(16 tahun), pada hari Jumaat(12hb Nov 04'). Semoga Encik Muhd Khaer sekeluarga tabah menghadapi dugaan. Semoga rohnya dicucuri-Nya. Amin..

Weee! Happy Nyer!!

2004-11-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.. Hehe.. Happy nampak org yg tgh baca blog nie! Mesti ader pape kan?? Hehekx!! Maklomlah.. Raya nak dekat. Utk budak2,duit masok kocek. Utk ibu2 dan bpk2.. Kesian~! Kocek koyak noh! Kekeke!

Well2,wat can i say?! Hmm.. Of coz,im happy dat Hari Raya is coming,n O levels is finishing soon! Yippie~! 3 more papers to go. Den,can go to work n my GP is coming oso.. Den,go jln2 Hari Raya hoh wif ma prens! Wah! After dat,hehe.. 'they' r coming to S'pore! Wonder if i shud go. Hmm.. Ah,i'll think abt dat later.

Oklah,dah terlanjur Nim disini.. Nim mengambil kesempatan ini,menyusun 10 jari memohon ampun & maaf sekiranya pernah menyinggung perasaan sesiapa. Iyelah..manusia mana tak buat kesilapan kan?!.. Jadi.. Harap maafkan yer? *Kalau tak cukup 10 jari,meh sini..amik ko lagi 10 jari kat kaki aku nih! Kehkehkeh~!* :p

Wee..My dad dah uat ketupat. I mean,its ready to be cooked tomorrow. I helped him fill in the rice in doz ketupats. Lemme c.. The curtains n the sofa cushion haf all been changed. :) Mop rumah..Checked! Cuci toilet..Checked! Isi kuih dlm tupperware..Checked! Kemas bilik.....Oops! Blom habis lagi. Hmm..Besok sekali ar. Takkan org dtg beraya nak masok n duduk kat bilik pulak kan.. Hehe..

Well2,just now Solat Terawih was de last. Prayed wif my mum n dad @ home je. Besok..Takbir pulak kedengaran. Btw,last Wednesday,i went to Geylang wif ma mum n dad..Buke pat masjid Kg. Melayu. They served Nasi Beriyani + Bubur.. N some fruits. After d prayers,while me n my mum was abt to go off,suddenly there's a makcik who came running out of the prayer room,crying. She said she had lost $1000 which she withdrew from de bank just now. N she had kept in her bag. After praying,she realised her money was stolen! Oh God.. A robber in a Mosque?! Gosh.. I really pitied dat makcik. Haiz.. Takpe.. Walaupun pencuri tuh dpt larikan $1000,duit tu..duit haram! Takkan selamat..

Otey..Lets change topic.. Hmm,im feeling good now. Helped Murni n my Baby Lover wif their new blog. But,Murni's one is not complete yet. Maybe,tmrw or wat..i update again k..Sorry eh Muni?! Cakap pasal si Baby Lover nie,mane pulak dia menghilang tau.. Ish! Bukan nak call.. Tgk tv,lupekan org! Takpe.. Org ingat ah~! Hehe..

K lah guys,gtg now. Nak sleep.. So tired.. Nitez everyone. Will update soon~! Muacks!! Selamat Hari Raya!! n Selamat Malam!

..Enjoy..

2004-11-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hello ppeps out der.. Heheh! Feel so de very happy liao! Khekhelala(Muni's trademark). Actually im kinda tired oso. After my Chem paper today,went home n get changed. Met Baby Lover at Tamp Interchange @ 12pm. Went to buy my 'Hari Raya' handbag at diz bag shop near POSB,wee~! It costs $25.. Geee..Thanks dear 4 de bag! Den we took a bus to Geylang.. Whoossh~! He bought a pink colour 'Baju Melayu'.. Nak sepasang lah katekan..hehekz! Dat costs $45. He oso bought 4 his mom some kuih n kerepek 4 Raya,n dat costs abt $21. Hmm.. Lemme c.. I bought myself a pink colour tudung..n a pack of coloured brooch,n dats $11 total..Lets c.. Wat else eh.. Hmm,dats all. Den we went to Beach road.. He bought 4 himself a boxer pants.. ;p n he bought a pair of slippers.. :) Gosh~! Think,we bof shopping sakan~! Den went to Bugis,teman dia gi main CS jap sementara tgu waktu berbuka.. Ate @ LJS. Afta all dat,he sent me home around 8.30pm gitu. Really enjoyed myself today.. I guess,i laughed a lot today,n my cough is getting worst~! Haha.. But nvm.. Btw,to my Baby Lover.. Happy Belated 2nd mth Anniversary to us.. Luv u so much!! :)

Hmm...Well2,mase jln2 tadikan..nmpk byk sey mat2 n minah2 yg tak puase. Ish2! Piang-eh~! We went in LJS ard 6.15pm..n guess wat?! A grup consists of 4 mats n 2 minahs,were eating lar~! Haiz..Da tak malu lagi budak2 nie. Tsk2.. Huh~! Nvm abt dat..Itu antare dorang dgn tuhan.. ;p

Yippee! Hari Raya's coming!!! I cant wait for it.. Cant wait to get green packets from my family n relatives! Diz is gonna be fun. Yummy..Cant wait to taste Mak Long's lontong.. Sedap~! But,i guess..i can oni go out on de first day..coz i'll be sitting for another 3 more papers. Gosh~! Ders.. Geo(OMG!!),F&N n oso Science Paper 1.. Haiz.. N den.. GP's coming!!! Ekekeke..But,i dun reali fil de excitement. Just dunnoe y.. Hmm...

Haiz..(Sighing again!) Im bored now.. Wonder wer my family is now? Hmmm... My Baby Lover.. Wer r u oso?? Eh ya! Btw.. Baby Lover came to my house laz wk,to break fast wif my family. Weee~! Sooo happy!! Mum seems to like him,while dad..i guess he likes Baby Lover oso. Coz he wasnt angry. He even joked ard wit me.. Wakakaka!! Cant stop laughing wen he actually suspected me n taj were steadies,coz we r cloz fwenz mah.. Haiyo..Dad oso mention abt 'dat CHOA CHU KANG BOY'! Eee.. Stop it! Me n dat MORON r over.. I hate dat MORON! Main2 kan perasaan n hati pompan. Kesian Hasina.. Hey ASRI! Arent U ashamed of URSELF?? UR such a FLIRT! Cannot stick to 1 is it? Yuck!! Wat a JERK!! Bile ade feeling kat seseorg,mulelah.. Cairlah,itulah..inilah.. But lemme tel U.. U r just using de same old dialogue. Wat U said to me,U haf expressed it to many other gerls oso,n hasina n to ur 'wateva princess now'! All de dialogues r repeated.. Mcm da takde dialog lain.. Asik2.."Ur voice makes me melt.. Ur voice is shoo cute.. Im lucky to haf u.." My..my.. Stop it MORON!! To Hasina.. Jgn sedih2 k. Der r better guys out der.. Yg lagi mulia hati nyer.. Do call me if u haf anymore probs. :) N cheer up k.. Takmo peningkan kepala pikirkan pasal JANTAN tuh!

Well..i guess,i'll stop here aite! Ckp pasal MORON tu buat aku menyampah!! Hmm.. k lah.. U peepz out der take care.. I'll update soon k. Nitez~!

Giving Away A White Persian Cat!!!

2004-10-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hello der peepz~! Does anyone of u out der love cats?? Especially Persian Cats? Well2,im just helping my sis... She's giving away her Persian Cat to anyone who's willing to keep it. She has 2 White Persian Cats,n a stray cat(mixed of Black n White colour),whereas i haf my own pet cat too. My sister's intention is dat.. As u guys noe,im moving to her house,n most probably,im bringing Katie along. So,der will be too many cats @ home. Now my sis is giving away 1 Persian cat away to anyone who's willing to take care of it. *Supposedly 2 Persian Cats..but 1 is nowhere to be found now..*

So,im here to help my sis to advertise.. If anyone out der is interested, do msg me at my tagboard.. or e-mail me at.. shanim_nbz@hotmail.com.. Thank You~!!